dont really know what to blog exactly thou. lols
today dunno why out of sudden i gt back the eat-non-stop illness and keep wanting lotsa of spicy spicy food.craving for mala hotpot and the aijisen volcano ramen with super lots of chilli oil.it kills my stomach,i'l cfm get lao sai after eat it.but somehow i seems to love the feeling.lao sai or heavy over shitting i shld say.
as usual,work still almost same.many many things,shld out them as unpleasant incidents have occured,mixed feelings everywhr.hmmmm,trying hard to just do my best to overcome all obstacles.endurance is gold (:
anyway,jus now had some mee soto at bedok inter,not really wad i wanted but anyway jus hack and forget it la...then go sheng siong buy a basket of lychee for daddy.i tink he craves for it but always she bu de buy.jus smth frm me to him,hope he likes it (:
think next month shld bring mummy daddy to eat buffet,but dunno whr shld i go lei? i wan nice nice but nt too exp also.sigh~ so hard to decide.
Nobody listens to me talk,nobody bothers abt how i feel,nobody bothers to find out what is wrong with me. call me a attention seeker if you wan.i'm always trying to self consolation 要忍人所不能忍must do this so i can train myself to be stronger.
uu asked me call uu,but when i call you? you MIA le....
damn bored la..sales not good today at all. sigh~~~
ystd's off day is as gd as non existant lors.tireds,i wan more more more slee,serious.
Currently having seriously financial problems too.think really have to spend my money carefully le,budden i really see alot clothes on sale and really worth getting de
why why why??? why i always have not enough money,why cant i get jus smth i wan.i need a proper chair,i need proper heels,i wan to everydae wear and 打扮美美go work also like very difficult liddat.sigh~~
I wan a PSP or ds lite to play with.i wan a digicam for me to capture down de images i see and keep them as a form of memories.i wan someone to support me in everything..
i wan be happy happy..
Back to blog.tml's my off day,but but but,i've to go back work free labour again.actualy not realy also la,cos today very tired tired,haven been sleeping much for the past few days.Then today at work really zombie,too tired.whole day only til almost closing then i close one deal.ok la,better then nth... here comes the thing,its a desktop,so tml i mus go down to fix evrything as customer tml wan it to be delivered.bo bian,tml den can do,cos so late liao,all the other outlets also close le.nvmla,the customer told me she like my service and attitude so close the deal with me.LOLS*feels appreciated (:
so tml,will be gg down earlier try finish it up so can send to the customer on time.
random pic of all the ice creamn phones in our show room.in our showroom,gt 4sets
LOLs
got the pics of the company BBQ le.yup,the 200 people BBQ together,and not forgetting to incoprate the drinking session together as as well.All newstead people love drinking (:LOLS
pics actually nt much la,all my face not nice inside and i look damn super fat,i think itsrealy high time for me to seriously DIET.
Do enjoy the pics (:
yes,this is a 200 people BBQ (:
Me and jeslyn
Pretty apple...
very chio de Eileen
not forgettin our jon boss and 猫咪
Forever funny de Gerald with his pile of hotdogs.LOLS
HAHASjon,dun shy la,our incharge cum cook of the nite.
Grace with all the food.our table is super 幸福cos our deareast jonathan boss help us peng the food.so basically the guys cook.all de girls sit down eat
the 3 powerpuff gals frm 0367,not forgetting our deareast zhengbang also. He go in army le,wish him all de best in his NS days.
DRINK DRANK DRUNK...
miss noor
1.rebond my hair !!! i reborned my hair le...feel like doing hair again
2. get more clothes,accessories,shoes and bags
3. Burberry Bag <--- hopefully can get it on my trip.i wan my trip!!!
4. New branded wallet
5.LV bag
6.AIX belt
7.Longchamp baggie got it already (:
8. COACH wirstlet <--got myself the purse with keyring le..hehs
9. New cosmetics n purfumes
10. slim down n be prettier
11. new phone G900?
12.more more more more more money $$$ HUAT AH!!!$$$
This the wallet i got (:
white wallet mus really take care,so i tel myself now must learn be more neat and tidy le...
GG slp le (:hope my off day i can complete my plans.
NITEYS ^^
i wanna get myself a wallet..white? more feminine but i doubt it can last me for like 5yrs? anyway,i tink no stock also,if nt i'l be settling for the black one baa...cos can last long long long.$120 i really dun feel like buying display set lo.anyway,tml after work i shall go down to see again.Most prob tml will be buyin it baa .LOLS
i tink its time i shld eat back my i slim liao.i'm growing FAT FAT FAT again.all thx to my eat eat eat non-stop.n i dunno why now as i'm blogging i'm itching like almost all over?
nvm,jus hope its nth nasty (:
hmmm,work is still as good not good.leave being cancelled due to swine flu,Japan trip postponed till dunno when.hopefully before the trip comes i have saved up more than enough money n have got myself a good camera for a good holiday.somehow i'm still more used to sony's user interface.eyeing on this
T90
Stylish, ultra-slim camera with 12.1 megapixels and Intelligent Auto mode. Wide 3.0-inch LCD touchscreen, Smile Shutter, Face Detection and Optical SteadyShot make capturing the perfect shot with ease
if not,have this one i also happy... =P
T77 in pink.an older model but comes with a nice price tag.but dunno still can buy or not.hehex..
10.1 Mega Pixel resolution, Optical SteadyShot image stabiliser, Smile Shutters, Face Detection and a bright, 3.0" LCD touch screen for reviewing your photos with ease. The stylish DSC-T77 delivers excellent functionality in an ultra-slim body
Praying very hard...i wanna complete all those listed in my list.
I tel myself,i wanna get them all.i wanna be better and i want to live my life to the best. i dun wan to be look down upon by people.i have hands n legs,so things i wan,i gg work hard for them... Its ok if i dun have a life good enough for pple to 养me.i can work on my own de ah,thou there are ____________________________________.
i always use this tactic to calm myself n tell myself,nth feels as gd as being earned back by your own.
nvm (:dun really feel like elaborating further i jus lost all my moods for blogging.
NITES.
Labels: quite broke again. anyone wanna help me ???
zzz... i'm supposed to be doing smth more proper instead of blogging here...i've gt quotation to do.but dunno why i haven done it.tml mus submit already.today sales at shop not d.sigh~ dunno this month wan hit nt,with the leave n those i really need to hit.so dun care all jus chiong chiong chiong,see can hit nt...wadever it is,mus try my best before i sae die (: heehees..
very tiring,kinda overate,haven happened for sometime liao. realised i put on back alot weight :( sigh,all like back to square one.mus get back to my dieting and stop all those late nite snack,supper and VAERY IMPORTANT- no more drinking drinking drinking non-stop.jus now had a big plate of hokkien mee at bedok inter then come home,daddy cooked roast pork n tomyum prawns.OMGX
i'm a pig pig..
Guess will be flying off to slp le.wil upload some pics frm company BBQ soon (:
niteys
fucking hell....i fucking hate pple who dun reply to my msg n calls... FUCK la~~~
feel damn pek chek n hungry luhs.n ontopof that stil gt tis type thing happen..zzz
madness!!!
very very hungr ah~~ roars,no food to eat,sians...guess will be going to slp soon baaa.really wanna have smth small to bite. but tink wunt be having anything baa,i'm lazy to go buy,home has nth to be consumed except chivas and drinks.so now as i'm blogging,sipping chivas at the same time.nice,i like it quite well (:
he says that we shld nt call and tok today cos he does nt wanna quarrel with me even.ok i take it,wasnt feeling well the whole day,i even told jonathan my supervisor that i might haven contacted the pig flu as i'm having fever,headache and flu,seems to be abit better as the day pass.
went shopping after work.actually wasnt planned at all.jus wanna walk one round end up buying 1 skirt and 2 tops from bugis,implusiveness again.dunno why,somehow my mood was like better or lighter after the shopping.though i dint buy enough,yeah since when shopping was enuogh for me? i haven buy my thongs,bikini,board shorts,heels and more bottoms for myself.i wanna buy new t shirt also.jus kinda recently realised that i haven had much tees in my wardrobe,but i do hav like a tonnes of dunno wad clothes.dunno how to describe them also.
i jus wanna look nice nice everyday wen i go out (:
jus simply when i look nice i have a good mood,i will be happy with good stuff i use (:
finally done up my blog,had a new blogskin.simplicity (:
but i think tml gg ake more changes to perfect the whole thing.tiredness,work wise,not too bad for a mayday.Better than last years? i shld say,but this month i tink __________,somewords are left better unsaid.LOLS
Yup,i bought a new pair of havianas,all black,jus smth easy luhs
cleared my bills today and hohos,fran is poor again.
nvm,work hard,play hard i belive tml wil be better.gg slp first,tml then come back touch up on this blog.
Finally today had my off day.Last day of the month,tml will be may already.Labour day,for all hardworking souls,it'll be a off day.But for me,sigh~~ still have to work...wad to do?? nvm,this month nt having a very easy time.after payig all the bills on hand.not much left also.guess i jus have to save save save.
anyway,today splurge on a little item i eyed quite some time already le.Yup,small item oni nia,abit progressive is shld say?jus to self motivate,to work harder???
work hard,play hard and live good (:
bought this finally though nt vv exp,but to me,worked realy hard.coming next can i fulfill my other wish? before 21st b'dae.praying very hard...
we only lived once,no matter how hard sometimes things may seem to be,never be pessimistic or give up. Even it seems died off or already dead,dun despair also,prepare yourself for the next coming up opportunity.被人称为蟑螂为何不是一件坏事，起码是一只‘打不死的蟑螂！’
when in bad mood,jus be back yourself,release abit...after tat will feel much better.
Well, tml's 1st May Labour day,hopefully my sales will be super good.see if i can hit within 18days not? I need money,i need GP,i need cash incentive!!!
WISH ME LUCK (:
loves
