long time not been updating this blog le.due to the lack of internet excess at home.so wad if u have a new laptop?but u dun have the internet connections set up?=X
i rather get back my old comp.at least i'mmore comfoatable with the keyboards n stuff inside...
ok,i stil dun haf a internet connection,so currently i'm here blogging in at bugis here,the cybercafe lor.hopeit wunt get tooexpensive.huhurr...cos i wanna msn,i wanna blog,i wanna chit chat in forums,i wanna etc etc etc...
ystd celebrated my 18th birthday.do i look forward to it?hmmm,actually its sort of yes,n sort of no answer.I DUN WANNA GROW OLD!!!when i say this,pple wil alwaes tell mie.'18 yrs old call lao liao,then i xxyrs old then wil be lao unlce/auntie/ah ma/ah gong etc etc liao'.hais...how iwish i could jus be 18 forever?perhaps wad my fren told me ystd was correct.its good to be young.yes,i do agree with it,to a great extend.in life,tings is alwaes two sided,there arveth pros n cons.when u're young,there is more opporunity for uu,and all those advantages.(mayb i shld submit an GP essay for max to mark..=P)
ok,ystd,danyuan (my god bro)gave me a lunch birthday treat at cartel.yum yum..the hawailian pork chopis alwaesthe best.lunch at cine was rather nice.cos nt crowded with those bengs n lians =.- n i dun risk seeing some pple that i dun really know how to face up to them...
its nt that i avoid them on purpose or wad,its jus a type of unknown fear inside me that makes me being afraid of them.i dunno wad to say to each other if we do meet...sigh..i was tinking of thurs nite.friday morning.12am..jus nice my b'dae n some pple had sent me their well wishes in the vv first moments of my b'dae.
i was wondering to myself...why did tings turn out in such a way?tiltoday,honestly,i admit tt there some tings that i'm stil being stubborn abt.but i dun tink it'lllast long bah,n i hope not too.cos like a fren's birthday msg to me.'mus be more tong shi liao' ya lor,grow old one year old cant be childish n do silly stuff le.=)
for now,i jus wanna be guai to my bao bei,n hope he treat me good good then i happy liao... n get good grades for my alvls..the rest..i'll think abt it later on bah...
finally ale to get a connection to the internet.being net-deprived for a long long time.now having a vv bad throat.recenlty many things have happen,too much tings till i dunno what is going on le.
i'm nt sure if tt case is already being settled once n for all,or a bigger trouble is awaiting mie.i dun care,n i dun belive all those tings other pple say.i believe tt i can be able to play along n win the game.why nt?why cant i win them?are they really that witty crafty n smart?so wad if i'm outnumbered n fighting alone in this game?
that doenst means that i'm bound to lose.if i back out n chose to run away frm it.in my opinion,i tink its nt the solution.
exams are ard the corner soon.n here i am tinking abt gg MU =.=
u guys must be tinking tat i'm mad.sigh...
n yes,i went to work for hp again for the comex tt jus ended.pple must be tinking tt i'm mad la.keep on working for them,nt sian de meh?tink i really nt sian lo,more of addicted to it le bah. OMGZ...
now that i can blog.i dunno wad to blog.n then back to address h2 tt side.dunno y is it tt i'm always the one taking the initaitive in this whole r/s.y mus i always be the one who calls him?why mus i always take his nonsences n attitude problem.some times,i really feel like giving up le.for i'm too tired n nt sure how long can i go on in such a r/s like tis.
