bloggin in frm sch lib again.ya,its recess,canteen food sux,bud better then telok kurau's which taste like prison/hostel food.ok,its worst then tt.finally...i found out which place in singapore sells the most diluted drinks.Its MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE.the apple/orange/pink champ taste like plain water.so disgusting.worse then some kidz place.k.keep on dreaming of cheryl yvonne melodie liying..miss u guys.ya,dreamt of von askin me to go clubbing wif her.n i read her blog todae..haiz... =.= bei shang. then gt dreamt of cheryl's brother geting married... =.= sian1/2
now like every1 injury prone.
cheryl kena sunburn,chao ta now get well soon!!
sim cher fell down frm the vehicle,hurt his back n twisted his ankle n dunno still gt where injured too... can u b more xiao xing next time.dun like army oso dun nid to do these things to get away frm camp rite?
fong,tripped while walking down the stairs.rolles down like a poh piah.ended up with a broken right ankle.haiz,only can rot in P.U n zhuo bo.
me,i'm kena bored to death.cos i cant go out wif those twigs.sianz 1/2
von+cheryl+everybody:cor me.stoping MIAing.i gt send u all my new hp number hor.old one nt in use anymore.ya,lost my previous fone.super long story which i'm dying to tell u guys.dun realli like my new fone.
to all:remember to pray to god/guan yin ma/guan kong/tua peh kong everydae hor.help me ask fer me p.o to be reduced or removed.at least can go out with frens n no nid to gt checked on every2 hrs.k?mus help me hor.ur help will be deeply appreciated,thank eu!!!
++1yr n 144 days more++
-revert back immediately-
dint blog in fer sometime.ya,wanna act guai fer the time being.dint use the comp at home.
kaes,sat went out with tristen+frenz.why mus he come.ya,desmond complained tt he dint wanna come out partially because of me.fucked up alien la.hu wanna c u,stupid ugly alien.dun tink too highly of urself.anyway,went to sing-k at party world,then his fren keep saying tt i sing too soft.Then i very kuku,dunno how to use the song selection remote control.so half way he sing sing sing,i stop the song.so pai say =.= aiyo.i cant sing lo,then they keep askin me to sing.one his fren very funny.she ask me guess her age,then i say 18,then she become so happy,then ask me b her gan mei.muahahahaz... cos she say,every1 guess her age as 20+,then i'm the only one tt say she's 18.huhur.wa,then she guess my age as 20 lor,i look so old meh?mayb she tot i v guai 1...hmmm. met my classmates,ruiqi,maurice,adeline...blah blah blah,cant realli remember hu was there.they went to the church at cuppage.so qiao.haha.
-sunday-
supposed to go n meet him n his fren hehui aka ah tan.k,keep getting his name wrongly.sound like ho huay.loutse,<---correct spelling or nt?somebody correct me if i'm wrong.bud i lost moi fone!!!ya,now all my contacts are gone.luckily my memory nt bad,can remember cheryl+yvonne's fone number.tink gonna find some1 to get back all the numbers+contacts.so in the end,nv go meet hui,tink he was v angry lo.somehow my mum found out about all those ah lian ah beng frenz of mine.von:she tinks tt all pple hu listens to techno are lians n bengs. =.=
anyway,went to guan yin tang after gp tuition.asked fer a lot.bad lot.ask me to revert back to the old me.mend my ways.k,i shal listen.
well.i'm blogging in now frm my sch lib.bought a new phone.dun realli like it.but no choice la.me no money to afford a better phone.everybody ask me to change.k...i'll change.i'll try my besta.
to all:remember to pray to guan yin ma/god/tua peh kong everyday to ask fer my order to be reduced....mus do it hor.then i'll get back all the freedom n everythin tti used to have in the world.
++1yr and 148 days more++
-screwed up life of mine-
I seriously don't know wad am i doing.where i'm heading fer.i've totally lost my directions.can some1 be kind and bring me back to the place tt i came frm?i'm sick and tired of this living in such a screwd up state...i wanna change,bud some pple jus dun allow me to do tt.its nt tt easy to change after all."to learn good takes 3yrs,to learn bad,takes only 3 days."its nt tt easy,like a said.hu does nt want to be smart n well liked by pple.hu wans to live in a screwed up way?
went to sch as usual...in a daze...ya,passed up my fucked up last minute IP to teacher.then half way thru PW,sneak out of class.went to canteen,bought food & mineral water.then went back to class.actually dun feel like going to sch today,but like gt no valid reasons and then dun wanna c tt fucked up bitch so jus went to sch fer the sake of going.today not much lessons.Gt principle talk somemore.quite boring.Immediately after the talk,i left sch le.cant stand tt fucked up sch,then took 15 to marine parade to meet melvin.aiyo,i was like so late lo.to b exact 45mins late.sloghtly better then my previous record @sparks.LOLX.went to roxy sq to bind my geography,then walked back to parkway to eat my bak chor mee.so long nv eat tt liao.melvin dun wanna help me buy stuff,hmph!!!quite pissed off la.bud nvm,went to meet my mum...walked around pp,i bought this red billabong bag,quite nice.hahaz...went home after that.
to all:mus remember to pray to god/guan yin ma/tua peh kong everyday k.to ask fer my p.0 to be reduced/removed.'n tt i get back all the freedom tt i have in this entire world k?
++1yr150 days more++
arloz...blogging in frm sch's lib again.i din't pon my lessons la.haing lunch break now,dun want to eat.so come lib and slack+blog.well,the tonnes of homework is killing me...i've so much yet- to- complete assignments.
kae...shall list them out,since i'm free now.
ASSIGNMENTS:
6 geography tutorials
8 maths tutorials
2 chinese compositions
project work PI(suppose to pass up tomrrow)
1 GP essay
econs workbook chapter 1 to dunno where
econs essay test haven study yet
A maths tuition homework,first 4 chapters of a-maths sec sch tx bk.all the exercises
k..so i'm nt tt free after all.i'm planning to chiong finish all these tutorials n fucked up garbage,hopefully by sat,i can go out n sing k+chiong with my friends.yan long says tt se's not free cos gt meet the parents session.dunno when my turn coming,i'll die man.so jia lat,surly those assholes n bitches had losta to complain about me.my sch work nv do,low quailty assignmentsthen stil everytime pon/very late fer sch.haiz...mjc sux lo,wonderedy i'm so obsessed in coming to mjc in the first place.ewh...this place is disgusting.
everything here is so fucked up.bitchified teachers,sucky sch badge tt look like a pathetic ten cent coin,horrible canteen food,nerdy pple surrounding me,ulu place,frm sch go everywhere oso so difficult even the sch's comp keyboard so difficult to use.haiz,bud no choice already.had i know tt i'll be taking arts stream,iwld had h\gone to CJC lo.200% nicer there.
von: i oso wanna go chiong.mus cor me hor.dun care bout tt bloody fuck probation order la.they cant xtend the time.n i tink they wunt remove it either.so jus play lo,they oso dunno wan.they cant follow my 24/7.those other ginnas tt kena they wil act guai guai cos they scared it wil be xtended.bud my one cant xtend.(cos 18 yrs old le)
oh yesh!did u pple pray to god/guan yin ma/dua pek kong everyday to ask fer my probation order to be reduced or removed?mus remeber k...
++1yr 149 days more++
went to sch today at 11a.m.cos i lazy 2 get outta bed.haha,then my fren sms me,say i slack in sch.lolx.ya la,i admit i'm a slacker.then attended all de lessons,stupid econs,mus go some IVLE shit to read dunno wad sai.knn sch la.wads so gr8 bout using the comp.well my IVLE still not working.n i gt econs test tml,jus finish toking to my fren.haiz,supposed to study 1,bud end up chatting on the phone,then he kip askin me go sing k with him on sat.die liao la,tml sure flung le.somemore tml cca day,den i oso dunno whr to go,cos dun wanna mafan yan ling again.haiz.every1 now workin le lor.no one go slack with me anymore.mayb i go eat k,then go home n slp+study+slack.
-case of missing sandwich-
well,fer the whole of todae,i've being lookin forward to 5p.m,sch dismissal.hehez,then i happily walked frm classroom to the canteen,to buy my fave. wong de coco,with my pathetic $2(the only $2 tt i have,cos i fuckin dint bring my wallet out,n tts de only $$ i have with me)bud nvm,enuff to get me the wong de coco n sandwhich which i wanted to eat badly.sooooo...i gt my food,n went to de bus stop,then i put the sandwhich in my bag,and started eating the wong de coco.eat eat eat,then board de bus(continues to eat).reach mrt,finished my wong de coco.threw awae my cup,then went to take train home.On the train home,i opened my bag,to check on the sandwich,to see if its kena bian already.to my horror....THE SANDWICH IS GONE!!!i searched my entire bag,checked every thing.stil cant find.the bag is on my shoulder all the time.wondered where did the sandwich go...haiz.feeling so sad,so i listen to million tears,ravers fantasy,planet rock,crazy baby,tonite,and i,bad boy...blah blah blah,all the techno songs.at least feel better le.jus cant imagine how come the sandwich went missing.then i called my fren,tellin him how sad i felt over tt missing sandwich of mine.then reached home.listen t the canto songs.then i decided.i shall ferget bout tt missing sandwich of mine,n carry on with this screwed up life of mine.yah,after dinner,opened my bag,took out my file.*tinxz*the sandwich appeared.its in my file.HOW ON THE HELL DID IT ENDED UP IN MY FILE???*bish* =.= bianz diao le.bud then jus now tok to my fren,then tok until so sian,so i ate up tt bian diao sandwich of mine.
that bitch i comin after me...gotta go now...screwed la.tt bitch is telling me tt she gotta drream,dreamt of me.how she couldnt find me.so scared then she woke up.how much she misses me.all those crap.bloody bitch,hu wants u to find me.jus gett out of my sight.
++1yr 151days more++
went out to town yesterday with yan ling.anyway,when we reach orchard,it was like raining damn heavy.my jeans bottom gt all wet,so damn irritating.then accompany yan ling go centre point to buy umbrella.then saw this belt so nice.mus get my dad to get tt fer me.then we walked all the way to taka.then went to meet desmond+his frenz.his frend so gay lo.LOLX.tell u all a secret,actually one of his fren quite nice.haha,yan ling shld know hu he is.then we went to far east to buy my hair band.i oso bought a white hair extentsion.so nice.then go eat BK,so full,dun feel like eating.but jus ate a little since already paid.wasted like $6.forcing myslef 2 eat something tt i realli dun wanna eat.anywae.slack at BK until desmond they all reappeared.then yan ling help me put on the xtension.quite nice.haha.then we decided to do something crazy.yah,we went sparks,to take photo.kkz,i 'm nt gonna tell u guys wad music they were playing.but it was something tt i like.yeah,they played lots of my fave.song,mus go home and upload them into my i-pod.so long nv listen to them already.
von:nxt time sat pei wo go!!!the crowd there is ;)
well,slack awhile there.talk to the bouncer,he told us about some security stuff.dun leave our bags around,if nt we will lost our things.blah blah blah...then went home...so tired...
then sneak out of my hse again go sing k wif my otther frens.
then this morning,yan ling complian during GP tuition tt she v tired cos she slpt at 2am.i tot she say bcoz i pester her go sparks wif me so she went home late,then slp late.Then she told me cos she cant slp when she reach home,then she said tt if she knew tt she cant slp ,she wuld had stayed inside sparks longer. =.= *bish*
++1yr & 54 days more ++
i so damn pissed off.i cant upload my new photo into my frensta account.fucked up frensta.ah nvm bout tt.ya,i've 'successfully'changed into the arts faculy.gt new class now le.yey,somehow can slack more.taking geo,econs,chinese,ao maths and gp.sianz 1/2.sat dunno even if i can go out a not.tt fucked up bitch is irritating da hell outta me. urgh!!!yah,n i gotta know new classmates frm my new class.they all more fun then my previous class the people.ya lor,but i'll still miss nic n gang,donovan+frenz and nt 2 forget,von&cheryl's gang,and all de nerds n xiao kias frm yjc.u guys rox man.these are the people most important 2 me,cant survive without them.hahaz,crappy crappys.
wah.this few days bought quite a number of clothes frm e-base and far east.bought 1 purple shorts and 1 checkered pants frm far east.then bought 3 tops frm e-base,quite unique.i luv them.hahas,spent alot of $$ this wk.mus start saving le.
well,today after sch went to eat k,yummy yummy.aiyo,growing fat le lor.then rushed home 2 wash my clothes,if nt tml no nid to go out le.my shoe's are spoilt too,how?how to go out liddat.later dance half way,my shoe fall out how?urgh,meeting yan ling fer dinner tml.haven decide on go whr and eat,its either town or clarke quay der.dunno spencer still comin or nt.tink i go cor desmond later ask him 2 come out oso.if nt so sian.
++1 yr & 57 days more++
-middle finger-
yesterday,during GP lessons.my teacher was telling us why people will point up their middle finger when they say the 'fuck' word.well,this action has a long long history behind it.
Once upon the time,in the ancient europe,where people alwiz fight here and there.(somthing like the venice history n all those stuff la.)technology weren't so advance at that point of time.so the soildiers fight with bows,arrows and swords.as u know,when u take the shot someone down,using the arrow.u need to pull the bow,pluck the 'string'.u use ur middle finger rite?pluck sounds like fuck rite?so its liddat lor...fuck,tt guy is plucking...he's gonna shot me down.gett it?if not,FUCK u la.(simply story also dun understand,i'm gonna shoot u down soon)
hi people,i'm now blogging in frm my sch's lib.ya,skipped chem.let me put it in this way,i'm changing to arts faculty.i'm not gonna take chao chee bye chemistry anymore.so no point fer me to attend tutorial.kaes.finally,i'm allowed to change to arts,bud i have a problem again.i might not be able to take mathsC.Bloody fuck sch la.wads their problem.i'm so dead now,i dint do my maths tutorial.and lessons gonna start in 15mins time.
HELP ME!MY LIFE'S SO SCREWD!!!
well,i dint sign up fer any cca either.but getting into arts is enuff fer me.at least i get to slack more.probably going out on sat.mayb going clubby...weehz...
++1yr&59days more++
i've been fighting with my mum everyday.i'm gonna ask fer inter-faculty change in mjc.hope it can be granted.i cant really cope with sci course.i dun understand my maths & chem.its damn fucking difficult.i wan 2 take econs geo mathc n CLA now...*cries and sceamz*.feel like slacking la.take arts oso can save $$$...on omonday,í shall go and beg the principle.plz lemme take arts...plz...
every1 around me said that i've change.did i realli change?some1 plz tell me.
++1yr &63 days more++
argh!!!!!!!!!!
its damn irritating.why dint i die in the accident today?
lemme gt 20 xtc.20 K-box.i shot of smack.i dun wish to live in this fucking world anymore.
i'm realli down luck.gt knocked down by car this morning.fucking driver,bastard.i'm so so pissed off now.some1's ignoring me now.feeling damn low down and my mum's irritaing the hell outta me.i skipped sch today.got MC from the accident.so pai seh,ambulance came,then gt strecher.so many people was looking.then my fucked up parents came.then all of us went to the hospital.my poor fone screen was spoilt...so heart broken now.gotta use my mum's phone,so hard to use.all my pics are gone.hurhur...i dun like it.i'm thinking of getting a new phone,maybe sony ericssons or some nokia phone.then i'll repair my screen spoil fone.haha,then i'll have 2 fones then. =P
that irritating fucked up woman is bitchning around again...gtg...
ps:did u guys remeber to pray to god or guan yin ma or tua pei kong everyday to ask fer my probation order to be reduced?
++1yr&65days more++
some1's pissing me off.
who the hell do you think u are?just shut your bloody mouth up if u still wanna fuck ur boyfriend...
went pooling with yan ling today,raining cats and dogs.we're the only people playing inside monster.so nice.then went to eat k.yan ling had to rush home cos her mum's nt feeling well.finally i know noe to do my maths abit..heng ah...
met the cyber cafe guy today on my way home,wan to share umbrella with me.aiyo.so pai seh...
i'm gonna slp now... so tired...
kinnda addicted to raver's fantasy now,cant stop listening to it...and menthol lights...=P
++1yr&67days more++
went to sch as usual.wanted to duplicate a set of keys fer myself,so i can sneak in n out of de hse easily.haha,but cant seem 2 find the key maker in pasir ris.fucked up place la.actually,cant believe tt i can be stupid enuff to break the key myself.haiz...so sad...mum called me this morning when i was in sch,scolded me somehow she suspected the clubbing stuffs la.dun care her la.i shall hibernate until my mid yrs are over and see how the situation is ...
i wan 2 get promoted to J2...plz let me get promoted k??maths is so difficult...i dun understand my chemistry...could a kind soul come n help me ;) i seem to be in a daze...dunno fer wad reason,i missed my chem lecture.forget to bring my maths notes,n all those blah blah blah...
i simply miss nic and gang...when can i see all of u again...all of u remember to pray to god everyday and wish tt my probation period can be reduced k...went to orcahrd plaza with my mum to collect my sch uniform(she's following me around).hmmm...actually,she wan 2 go on wednesday/fri/sat evening....xiao ah,later all the sparkers there how??all my reputation go down the drain ah...she'll kill me too,if a ah beng come up n say hi to me.hahaz...sparks monday close 1... ;)
++1yr & 170days more++
-gimme a break plz-
well mum caught me smoking.then she brought me out shopping...following me around.life's like hell!!!chao chee bye...gd thing tt she cant understand english.suddenly,i start to love sch,at least no need to see her.she's simply fucked up la.dunno wad excuse i'm gonna give her he next time i'm going out.haha,mayb i'll have to change and bring xtra clothes out?wish time pass faster.i'll be 18then.she cant stop me.its not illegal.
so finally...i've decided to be guai for the time being...like what all probationers do...go hibernate...recharge.save$$,accumulate points for promos.then when my probation is over(i'll jus take it i went to report to the mcys hostel la)...hmmm,i'll make my come back,so u guys...mus wait fer me hor.when i'm out again,we shall celebrate it at sparks/angelz.2 jugs of hsepours frm me(no shirely temple pls)my treat...at least my pocket$$ still remain the same.
aiyo,went bugis wif my mum following me around.then i met nic,wah,run like mad....i panicked,he n gang was there.if my mum c me wif them,i gonna be dead fer sure.
no need to go out anymore...
dint blog fer sometime.i was busy to a certain extand.well,my parents found out of my dark secret.haiz...kena scolded like mad.but after being scolded,i stil mangae to get out of the hse and went clubbing at sparks.(then i nite smoke finished 1 whole fresh pack marlboro menthol until left 3 sticks only)haha...went there with big grp of pple...emily+annette+wei luo(annette's fren)+von+ling+yan ling+cheryl+dick+saykong+felix+felix's 3 frenz and me!!!but only von,me,yan ling,cheryl went to dance.the others dint realli dance.dedicated song fer von,Happy Belated B'dae...Sparks's dj rawkz man...and must realli thank yang ling and ling.saw him again,again nv say hi to me.then met von's kor maurice,tok abit to him.then we met zhi wei,sec sch fren.he went there with his other frenz.his frens so gay lo.gave his frenz my left over cigs went i left.
weez....von said my dancing skills gt improve.but i think stil v lan,compared to the other pple there.
went shopping today,bought clothes+lingerie.then ate my dad's horrible dinner.i realli dun feel like eating any meals.i jus wanna have snacks.i wan kfc nugget burger...i wan cheese fries...i wan crystal jade...i wan mos burger...i oso wan my menthol lights,but now mus hibernate fer the time being.wait until some time later....then...hmmm....
