dunno whr my big piggy go again.think he shld now be sleeping soundly at home.
hmmm.super sians.
jus now tink ate too full,starchy carbos overdosed.now feel very uncomfortable.cos i cannot eat too much pasta or starchy based food de,will feel very uncomforty.
Sitex coming le adn all de customers are like shit piles liddat.come sim lim sq see see touh touch and den ask issit SITEX cheaper wan go there and buy.come here look at the ting only.
i wan my big piggy,ytsd sleep very very late like almost 4am liddat cos he go out carry things and i alone at home fly & emo.
hais~
argh... sians...
dunno wad to do,i'm tired but i dun feel like sleeping.piggy dear says that he went to move things help his friends doing some bicycle jam.dun really know wads that too.scared he will injured himself. and still very freaked out by a super bad dream that i had last nite abt dear gonna leave me dunno go whr or wad. sigh~
if really uu take money,gucci LV prada and labels let me choose over dear now,i would confirm guarante plus chop choose him over all those materials and labels.nth is worth more than his love towards me.
today went to XG find dear,my off day but he nv off. i at home cooked for him pasta wit prawn mushroom and sea asparagas one.bring down for him.actually wanted to do with some soup also de,but nt enuff time. mayb cook as a make up to him and also i already very long ago everytime say cook cook cook also nv cook.hmmmm~
feel like installing the PPS thingy into my laptop and watch.but dunno will work anot.somemore chinese software alot rubbish adn virus inside de.scare spoil my comp...
so sians,dun feel like sleepin yet.or i shld say i dun bear to slp.i wan wait for dear to finish his stuff,make sure he's safe and sound.
sigh~jus received dear's msg and he says that he cant rmb things he did for me last year.
But i still rmb every single detail of us.whether be it frm jus me msging him abt some PTS thingy and mayb jokingly say i wan flirt or fling with him.And him taking me for another XMM to fool ard with.until one day we realised that its nt jus fooling ard but we really love each other,true feelings and love.sometimes he promised to give me smth better give me a right status etc. but shit always happen i really feel like give up at times.
seeing how good he treat his gf,pple and friends ard say he treat his gf very well and stuff. makes me sadder and more demoralised.wondering whr do i stand in his life,who am i to him? if i really be with him will i get the same treatment? wad if i dun get the same treatment how sad will i get? too many questions yet too littke answers .
Really feel like fuck at times and give up on it,but somehow there's this unknown force that tells me nt to give up no matter wad. perhaps this is call LOVE?
before we were officially together.
one year ago.we were like underground-ed,cannot see light,cos we were both attached to our then bf & gfs.alot of shits and alot of tears were shed,blood shed? mayb almost. and there was an occassion that the whole thing came to light.
his then gf made a big fuss and alot of
sadness.piggy said he dun wan both of us,he want me to
hate him and stuff.said losta
heartbreaking words and msgs to me.
and there were other pple&friends ard us.some say good words,some at the back kup lan jiao wae some sot ard watch free show.
gradually,this war was settled.
after some days,de big fat fucker(my then bf)foud out,confronted us and wanted to one-on-one with piggy.zzz lame shit rite and i was like half seh frm all those martell and chivas at that point of time. but nevertheless piggy and friends ard us helped us again...
it was den all came to light.finally we can hold hands together and
光明正大walk ard and go out.
i still keep all his msges he sent to me.the good ones and the sad heartbreaking ones too.never a relationship is all laughts and joys but no tears and arguements.
一路上走过来真的不容易
only in this way we will learn to 珍惜each other and treasure wad we have,nt only when one day its really gone den go cry over the spilt milk.
our very first pictures that we took together...
piggy love 29/11/07
its jus
11months 3 weeks & 6days that we've bee thru.seriously looking forwarf to many many more years,months,weeks days. every hour every second i also tresure...
hearts
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new blogskin.. still have to things to change...lols
yups,today off day,wonder how are they in the showroom
later will be going down to find piggy dar dar at bedok...
had a big big big big earthquake quarrel with piggy dear..resulted in me throwing my plate of delicious hokkien mee off de table,he walked out and i walked out. den we shout shout shout den i threw my stuffs and bag at him...
fightquarrels..bla bla bla.
i walk ard alone,nth on me. thinkin so much and finally i decided to go back.
we still tink on de same line (:
can we nt quarrel after we step out of the door ok?
踏出这个门后我们就不要再吵架了 好吗？真的不喜欢。。。
真的好愛你
todays at work... seems like i'm slowly regaining my strength and determination. am i? hope so baaa..slowly,step by step,i wanna stand up and shine frm whr i've fallen down on.
fuck recession.i'm nt gonna make it affect me.i will make it the way i wan it to be!!
after work had pasta mania and they changed th menu!!! alamak.seems like another thing i like so much no more liao. first was the macspicy that had shrunk in size but nt the price. den now is the removing of the prawn curry creamy pasta that i like.but understandable laaa.cos i tink nt much pple like de funny taste also.i hav weirdo taste buds and i know...
anyway,i can still enjoy my prawn aglio and addd creamy tomato sauce,so nt that bad still.jus de prawns nt so big >.<
as for macspicy,i now officially announce that i have lost my total interest in macdonalds.except for the 2bucks economy breakfast.tts my fave and i think de most value for money. other foods.to me,even de nuggets had shrunk in size. mac spicy's spicy chicken tight replaced by some shitty patty that tasted like de normal $2 machicken's patty except it spicy.anyway,fuck it laaa...
no more mac= save money=slim down (: yeys!!
bought home a chocolate cake to eat. a sweet sweet cake,had it with my chivas. sweet chocolatey stuff goes well with chivas.really.one sweet,one bitter and they neutralise each other. i love this combination best!!! so for christmas,uu guys know wad u shld get for me le rite? wines,spritis etc...hahs
sians...finally today abit more sales..but i still hope that i can continue trying. jus dun give up,i will get to see my results de...
rdshow is coming... end of the month liao,my money not enough again...sians
and i shall jus blog abt happy things. can ii do it?
piggy dear tml not workin..think he'l be going out ride with friends and relaxe at home baaa..LOLS
going on to one year with piggy dar dar le. thinking back one year ago ard this time. went back to read the blog posting is like so *i dunno wad to sae*
one year ago<-- my sadder times. its sunshine love after a heavy downpour (:
he's my love.
now, future, forever...
11months3week&3days
and still counting on and on...
CRAVINGSseems like i'm having alot of cravings at the moment.a long long long list i shld say..
1. chocolate fondue
2. sushi tei
3. fish & co.
4. seoul garden's halal buffet =.=
5. korean food from sim lim sq food court
6. SIM megabits food court
7. hotspot tom yum fish soup with lottsa deep fried egg
8. carl's jr
9. astons
10. BBQ stingray and sambal sotong
11. bedok interchange food centre's mus-wait-for-very-long hokkien mee
12. chai chee ba-chor mee with pig liver
13. hongkong cafe at east coast rd
14. golden cafe's calamari and fried chicken wing
15. the meat dumpling noodle at boat quay
16. martell chivas tequila whisky rum vodka maccallen bailey's
17. dim sum from geylang 126 or wang jiao
18. claypot rice at golden mile food centre
19. CRABS!!!
20. fish mau soup
21. bak-kwa
22. chocolate truffle cakes and fine pastries
22. campbell chunky soups
23. sharks fin
24. abalone
25. kiliney kopitiam's curry chicken
26. KFC mutated chicken (piggy dar knows wad issit)
27. bacon
28. german hotdogs
29. briased pig ear
30. the cold chewy spicy noodle
31. go zoo
32. go sentosa
33. go wild wild wet
34. chalet with piggy dear
35. holiday trip with piggy dear
36. Gucci lanyard
37. Gucci joli'ceur
38. Gucci wallet
39. AIX belt
40. LV Damier Canvas speedy 30
41. Coach wrislet
42. Sony T77 digicam
43. Sony pink VIAO
44. SLIM DOWN
45. MORE MONEY$$$
46. Flowers and stuff toy pig (bikini pig?)
47. apple strudel
48. anderson's ice cream
49. new working environment
50. Durians
51. swiss hotel buffet
52. off-day on weekends
53. no irritating pple come irritate me
thats quite alot,or shall i say nt alot at all? ahahahasss
random pics
Rowena's b'dae at shop...
my big piggy dar dar so yandaos
my arms are fat...
dear diary...i feel everything so sux... coming to the end of the month liao...gg no money again...SUPER BROKE*hais~coming year end,dun think this year i can get myself anything i wan.wunt be spree-ing also.cos i think its gg be a super rainy economy downturn.better save up for the stormy weather.
so sians,everything like so bad lor.sometimes i really hate work.uu let me calculate how much i earn so far in the uu know wad place laa,i can most prob think is nth lo. nt a single cent. all shits only..haahahaas...nvm ,forget it
tml finally my off day,dunno can do wad?watch movie with my piggy? dunno eh...
ssoo sians,cos mummy go china and comin back on wed,i haven have enuff of fun yet.damn it.and now i'm like down with flu fever and a sore throat and my SITEX is like comin liao.sorting out the part timers already... mus start chiong chiong le,geting busy again...
haven met up with xueli buddy,mus definetly meet up soon with her.so long never see her liao...
i tink i off go slp le baaa..nth for me do liao...
wow... i cannot be anymore bored than this liao... really its monday,yeah monday blues.normally ,monday time pass very fast de,budden dunno why seems that the time nowadays like passing by slower and slower even more slower day by day. bored and sian to the max.nobody,no sales and den now evening raining cats and dogs.haiyo. rain rain rain and its fucking cold. freezing...
my sore throat not getting any better.worsen liao ystd still can happily eat the double mac spicy i mean the mega mcspicy... not nice de ,its not whole chicken thigh patty.very hard like those japalang meat liddat.i think de single one better... nowadays taking a more liking to kfc's zinger liao..hahas
now my throat is like no voice?argh~~~
now only 2.30pm still long long way...
sians
today after work go bugis there eat th spciy spicy steamboat.whooo~so shiok shiok lors... tat time already wanted to eat,book de seats liao even budden las min never go due to some other things.this time even thou i having a bad throat but stil,hahas~ i dunno eh,i still wanna eat.dunno eat liao my throat tml will become like wad and i die die mus recover before my SITEX lo.
btw,sales is like damn bad and SITEX comin,everyone is like waitin to go there?WTF laas
tml i tink i hav to buy the pipa-gao and eat le.now my throat is damn pain again :(
*sob sobss* oh ya,piggy dar's phone has officially died on him.and yeah,so he got himself a new phone.SE 910i in red,omgx,i also wan lorrs..hahas,mayb borrow frm him afew dae swapswap baa..hehess
so sians.jus now see kenneath ...haha,his hair so funny,flat flat de...he pass by sim lim den he come by see if i'm in or not.LOLS
den now no sales.stupid cheebye take my sales abit.next time i really must be more selfish liao.wanna take again.i will straight away quarrel with him on the spot.
today supposed to work full day budden cos like no pple somemore raining so decided to take a half off...hahaas walk walk ard jiu went home le.
cos like tired and nth to see.mop my floor,arrange a little my stuff. and i'm still looking for dieting pills that are safe and effective.really wanna slim down,at least look healthier and can wear those nice lookin clothes..oh ya,i passd by levis today,saw a promo by them its a 50 trade in your old jeans promo...hahas,mayb i can bring my old jeans to trade in.still worth $50
my throat still really hurts big time.dunno why laa..i'm still wanting to eat al those rubbish after having a bad throat and headache. anyway i dated m piggy dar dar to have mutataed chicken with me after his work...lols
feeelin so horrible?? i overate again?sians
ystd attended yvonne's wedding at clark quay novetel,gal,she's really gorgeous.wish her all the best as she had step into another phase of her life (:
was feelin like sick half way thru work,my throat hurts big time.yet i cant stop eatin food that irritated my throat.zzzz
and i think now i'm runnin a fever le...
*faints*
tml stil gotta work feel like takin MC n rest at home.arge!!!
dunno whr my pig dissappear into again say go bathe till now nv call me.sigh~dunno la
had a tiff at the kopitiam while having dinner. dunno why jus get agitated over many issues even small small issues. he say why i wear de top,i say i no other clothes to wear liao,den i dunno why angry le.dun sae liao...
who dun like have nice clothes,nice things to use,look pretty and xiang xiang everydae go out.of cos i wan la,jus dunno why i feel damn depressed.thinkin abt my pay etc. fucking hell lor.haven ever gotten so depreessed over such issue in life.wad can i do? jus drink lo. i know le,frm now on,i rather spend my money on nice clothes and stuff etc rather than those japalang food.not nice de,i rather save up de money dun eat. i wan earn alot alot money so i can buy myself wad i wan and my happy.till now,i stll think this is a very correct phrase. drinkin my chivas on the rocks now and bloggin.
jus seems that i drink so much le,still quite awake.heard frm someone,there are times that uu drink alot le,but still very awake.hmmms~
at funan doing roadshow,sales totaly bad..hope tml willl be a better dae :)
more sales, more GP,more
$$money$$!!!
i'm so tired leis...my eyes gonna close liao...where's my piggy dar dar???
this mornin work up very very early cos sending mummy to airport,she go overseas.den on de way home,i asked daddy to go our old hse there de kopitiam there ta-bao breakfast.wanted laksa,budden too early,haven open.so had the very very yummy n full of ingredients de hainaniese porridge....YUMMY!!!
kinda miss my old hse. anyways..
went home eat the porridge,cleared up abit of the itunes liao,those extra songs i tryin to delete and store it somewhr else..hmmm do do do till like almost 9+.faster go change went for work. went guan ying tang bai bai first,tml havin roadshow at funan.hope all will go well,no accidents and missing items.sales good good,GP alot alot. den can fast fast hit.hahas
at work hurried in and out,did transfers labelling this and that.
now back home i'm tireds @_@
today my off day.but i stil think its not enought...off days always pass damn freakin fast de...haiyo
anyway,went town today with piggy dar,walkked abt like almost half of de day.first,we go far east there,eat chicken rice,cos wasabi tei nt open...eat le walk walk walk.saw the bag i wanted to get frm m)phosis.its the exact same ting put much cheaper lo.bouhgt it almost straight away.
after that go find bird at shop.
chit chat awhile,den continue shopping..went wheelock,taka,cine but saw nth nice...so today oni hoot tio one bag.LOLS
actually wanted to buy slipper frm charles and keith de.end up also nv buy...hmmm,gt chance d,another day baaa~
tired nehs*
had a dinner at cine,den dar suggested that we go skate park there.watch pple skate,play bike tricks and stuff.after that i suggest that we walked to douby gout take mrt since both of us eat till so full...haha
ended up piggy dar say why not we go the cathay there see see,den i say why not we walked to BUGIS instead..hahas,so we jus walk walk walk,anyways singapore also nt say very big.
go bugis there chui aircon den bought a lemon tea frm mos burger and den we go arcade there walk one round den MRT home...
tml we both working full shifts.argh
still have to wake up damn freakin early to send mummy to the airport.tired
nice orh....LOLS
i wanna get a new keyring with a coin compartment...i wanna get PSP slim pink or red de...hav to earn more and save more again...
stupid job with a fucking low pay...
ystd nite...piggy dar dar got quite pissed with me.cos i dint call him and i gt carried away with something else instead...LOLS*
TA-DA~~~ its this!!! PHOTOFUNIA.got very carried away playing with it,and mind u,i oni stopped playing with it til i got dead tired and it was already like 2am?so i faster go slp and called piggy.he gt kinda pissed off.*sorries laa piggy*
waaakakaaazzz...
my fave 3 from so many that i've edited...
my tan-chi de piggy dar dar...LOLS
tml will be having my off day (:
planning to go town with piggy,mayb shop for a nice dress for a wedding dinner and also for company's x'mas party as well...mayb get myself new bag and shoes.i seriously need shoes laaa...
tml den see how lo.damn lookin forward,cos like its been ages i've shopped in town with piggy le.always going to the same places and doing the same things during our off day.simply too lazy to go far. hope tml piggy wunt get bored to death if i get too carried away...LOLS*
the 2things i got ystd i got frm tamp.yup,i went tampines to meet piggy dar dar after work. he got this bling blin letter 'F' handphone accessory for me.muacks...
and this is wad i got for myself.wanted to get it for quite a long time.ever since ii saw it at simlim sq de level one sell HP de.love it loads too (:
我们在一起11个月6天
("v")越来越愛你噢 ("v")
i today catch a crocoach by mysef lei...lalalaaa..yeah,i won!!! i won de war with kaka....hahaaaa
take this as an example.i'm vv scared of kakas,but i have to put down my fear and catch it.cos if i dun catch i have to sleep with it tonite.which i dun wan.so i have to overcome my fear and do it !!
same as for work,i have to overcome alots of the 'i dunno wad to do' and de already in me attitude towards work. if i dun overcome i will have to suffer the bitter consequences of my actions.
dunno why y eye so red??? nan dao my eye allergic to the eyelash glue? i tink i look like some sort of sadako or monster ghost...LOLS
James bond 007- Quantum of Solac coming out on 5th nov? i hope so baa.*LOL
kinda looking forward..dunno yy i jus like to watch movies.esp such movies,thriller kind ...
another movie i wanna watch too...
Quaratine
another thriller kind with some make-believe political conspiracy types...
BODY OF LIES
a more girly movie which everyone tot a gal like me wld wanna watch and go ga-ga over the show...
mayb i'l watch on crunchuroll baaa...i scared i will fall asleep inside the theater
some other random pics i took...
hearts piggy loads...
knn..today ended work so fucking ccb de late...got very tulan and pissed off...i tink its de first and shall make it the last time i get so fed up and tulan at showroom..
las min so many orders and mind you i dun even hav a single cash incentive for me to stay back til like almost 9pm?
oni some miserable GP n fuckin shit..
best is that PLJ hope he rot and die also laaa...fuckin tulan...oni know how to curse and swear,act sacarstic when there's no share of his benefit. but when its to his benefit? he got make noise meh? n yet he hope pple will help him.pls laaa,who the fuck does he think he is? hurhurs.
change your name to cheebye better la.shit ass
after work,go back to bedok.almost no mood liao.
today my pay come le.pathetics... argh!!! fuck lor,every month liddat.dunno how to jus survive on the fucking pathetic low pay. how did i really survive frm april huh?sometimes also make me thinking ... nvm,must REN!!! 我忍!!!
