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Friday, October 03, 2008 - 12:00 AM

watched youtube and came across thai-pop..rather nice...de songs (:

had crazy IMM week.everyday have to wake at 7am,get ready go down.the fucking journey takes like 1hour liddat,sit until my butt cramp ah... i never kua zhang lor.today took train frm my hse kembangan,sit all the way down to jurong east. i think almost 20 stops baaa...sian till cannot say.
then journey back home,west to east again.sian til i dunno wad to say also.play psp also sian. n i tink seriously the psp rotting liao,inside de game i play til dun wan play le.and worse of it,ilost the 一粒圆圆de dunno wad dong dong.also have gt the timeto go buy it.
speaking of psp,i really tink i serious wanna buy one for myself,mayb pink or red baaa. this month my expenses chor lo.go back sim lim i tink i start to have to eat packet food everydae le.no $$$ and i wanna save.really...save up money,one ting for my future and also for a rainy day.the other wld be saving and moving towards fullfilling my own wish. hehs ^^
today very sian at work,cos IMM totally no people and we more like having picnic rather then go there chiong roadshow sales.thinkin tml how shld i push up sales.SALES MUST UP UP UP UP ah!!! i wan GP !!! i wan MONEY!!! i wan alot alot alot of money to make myself happy!!!

shld be getting N82 mayb tml? considered the practicability,touch screen phones i tink i cant take care and i need smth really durable...hmmm,so i'l stil stick to N82.mayb if i gt spare cash get myself another phone? lols
and i wanna get the Gucci lanyard!!! i wanna get a new one,brand new one... eyeing for quite sometime le. den after that i shall get the bag that i eyed for very very long...anyway,i jus saw a rather nice bag at IMM today,although nt branded de.but look quite nice.speaking of these things,jus feel damn pathetic,no nice clothes,no shoes,no nice bags and accessories to go along.i wanna everyday pretty pretty look gd step ut of the hse also difficult.my shoes all spoil le,spoil until gt hole yet i cant hav the time and money to get the one i wan.
i jus simply cant get like anyting i wan? WHY WHY WHY!!! i jus wanna make myself happy (: will i be?

this is stil my all-time-fave thai song.always hear at thai pub and disco de.haven been going those places like for how long??

sometimes hear le,really makes me think back.the things then and now? had i changed for the better? or i dint changed at all?hmmmms...i got more decent job,but the pay is fucking nt decent at all... thinkin if this rubbish trend continue,dunno how long can i really hold on to.

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