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fucking CCB!!!
change your name to Chee Bye laaa!!!
fuckin tulan,when its ur own things uu wan all to stay back n help uu...when its other pple lei,oni sacarstic oni...fucking tulan,your lan jiao rot laa
al go die better..argh



1. reborn my hair !!! i reborned my hair le...budden de colour i dun really like baa..its very dark brown.i tink its close to black le..
2. get more clothes,accessories,shoes and bags
3. Gucci Bag
4. New branded wallet <---? nt considered la,cos i haven buy the Gucci wallet yet. thats de one i eyeing for..hehes...
5. LV bag
6. AIX belt
7. Coach bag
8. Burburry shirt
9. New cosmetics n purfumes
10. slim down n be prettier
11. new phone G900?i gt the N82 le,one small tweeny tiny step i made by myself!!!
12.more more more more more money $$$ HUAT AH!!!$$$

yep!!! so i made another step by myself.ok la,this time piggy dar dar did help me abit.he sponsor de 100bucks for my hair den de rest i used vouchers to pay..hehes
next mayb getting a new belt for myself? or shld i get the longchamp handbag?

also dunno wad colour to get...reason being why i wanted this bag is that i think de longchamp bag can put alot of my barang barang.can bring out to work,leisure go gai gai with it...like simply also..somemore nowadays alot pple carryin it liao...mayb i shld go taka take a look baa (:

another thing with regards to work,dunno whether i can really do so many things not.but for the sake of commission and rewards.i will give it a try.seriously,in my own opinion,might be good chance to test out and challange my own limit. make de impossible possible!!!

today dint meet piggy dar dar cos i think i shld be home early sometimes.comin home late with my stupid mummy yelling at me all de time is definetly nt a nice thing.hope that piggy understands baa.~missing him liao...

i'm bored at work again...kinda relaxin mood.next wk wld be roadshow at Funan. come down support me kaes?
work's been like same thing everydae until dunno wad i shld be doing tml. bloggin also dunno wad to blog abt...today surf net at work and saw nice bouquets of flowers. n i hav the urge to eat chocolate fondue!!! i wan fondue,nice nice nice de type.
the other day was suppose to eat steamyboat with piggy dar dar at bugis but las min changed to golden mile eat chocolate fondue.got kinda pissed and black black with piggy.
even de fondue also like nt enough to satisfy me..argh!!! feel damn deprived dunno yy also.
the nice nice flowers.... anyone wanna get for me =p










back home frm pigy dar's hse... had a supper dinner at dragon valley (long gu)
wanted to take bus walk home but ended take cab...
den came bac home,tired tired nehs. thinkin of things i shld do,wad i shld plan next. n i decided that i had enough of lazy and slackin months at worl. ii mus must must work hard hard le,i need to hit my target. esp tat i doing two roadshows next month (nov). die die mus hit ah!!!

thinkin and plannin of strategies to make my shows work well and go laughing to the banks.
somehow thinkin of going back to sch and take up some sort of course to upgrade myself? mayb i can get a better job n a fatter paycheck? economy is in a recession,so somtimes,might it be that we have a job so we should jus be contented with? at work,i believe that work experience i still have much to learn about.i think i work for almost like more den half a year liao... gain experince? nt really much cos dint get any promotions or wad so ever..kinda getting sians.but still life goes on and telling myself,i have to learn!!!!
get the positive spirit (:
HAHAAS~~

tml will be another day at work.thurs.this month my target is no nid hit le.jus tell myself,relax abit more sell those cash incentive items.de rest i fuck care laaa... now to me,GP is not impt anymmore le... being at work,jus hope that frm now on,i will jus do my part. the others nt any of my concern i shall ________________________. hmmm (:

today wlll be me and piggy dar dar together for 11 months le.. so happy.
looking forward to the 1 yr anni together (:
been thru so much and realised that being together as a couple sometimes is nt really a easy thing. arguements,disagreements all will come up frm time to time. not easy for those give and take.somtimes can jus be a matter of pride and face,a simply sorry understanding can really help in times of quarrels.
trust level,working back and waiitng for the 甜甜的its mine and it belongs to 'us' ...wil never ever let go of it again
muacks<3






my new hairstyle nicer ma?i perm afro!!!
no la,playing with the webb cam oni (:





so sians...mummy complain that i'm gg home late everyday again...so sux,i'm already trying lie damn fuckin hard to go home early liao lo...dun care her lahs~



today after work finally booked a appointment at far east with this salon called clover hair salon.hope it gives me a good exp baa.finally decided to reborn my hair tues (: i tink on de way there,i bump into andy frm the HP demo team de.i tink its de first time he see my wear til damn funny laa.cos everytime he see me i always at roadshow then all dressed up til quite heavy make up and sorts..LOLS...



den at far east,i saw so much changes at de place,so long nv go there le,like so many things change le lorr...now there have pasta mania,dunno de jap food very nice de stil there nt.plannin go bring piggy dar dar go there and eat on tues after i do finish my hair.and saw quite a number of nice stuff,bling bling accessories,hair clips and nice clothes there.shoes also nt bad..think i shld really go and hav a good shoppin day at far east o tues baa...



past two days all late nites.i'm gettin panda eyes le...tml monday,budden is deepavali public holiday..hehess,dunno wil go ride ride (i mean cycling) with piggy dar and charwin nt... tink i hav to sleep first better...piggy say wan call me after he bathe budden also dun hav de...bubble bathe ah???



i'm wanting to sleep.yet i dunno why i'm nt sleepin...hmms.work is like as usual boring and sians.. counting down each day to my 脱离苦海 de days...hehes...i jus set a new target for myself..instead of proceeding with the original plan. i wanna save up to a certain amt first.. mayb 6k? hmmm,mayb i need some time stil baa... once i tink i hit a 5k i'l strike de plan le...
okays,days to the day i hit the 5k will be tough.but for my future.i mus mus mus do it. like piggy dar dar say,we have to 先苦后甜orh... (:

i wanna go on a holiday..budden jus found out that the plan tickets are too exp le..so far oni can afford go bangkok..budden good enuff le.
hmmm...mayb ask mummy sponsor mie abit baaa...

waiting for my piggy lim to call me,he dunno why stuck at shop.my poor pigy dar dar keep on kena stuck at shop even when its his off day.ystdmhe told me that he was stuck at shop cos someone's bag kena stolen..zzz
den now he stuck at shop again cos dunno wad mother come beat up de son at shop??? WTF...
nowadays all werid stuffs happen..

where's my piggy...I MISS EUU
very fast we going to be together for one year le..damn looking forward to our one yr anniversary.thou i know that most prob i'll be at suntec doing my rdshow.n you're workin? (pls dun ask some very cute de small boiboi go there drag me out of my booth and give me flowers cos i tink before he can find my booth,he wld be a reported lost kid le,mayb crying and yelling for mummy....and in future i think de florist wunt wanna entertain any of your orders..LOLS)
dunno wad to say also..but jus very happy and comfortable,felt damn loved each and everyday.thou there will always be so little bits of quarrels,arguements here and there.neverthelss,i know that you always cared for me (:
piggy...我们在一起十个月三个星期两天.....好愛你噢...



1. reborn my hair<--comin soon?
2. get more clothes,accessories,shoes and bags
3. Gucci Bag
4. New branded wallet <---? nt considered la,cos i haven buy the Gucci wallet yet. thats de one i eyeing for..hehes...
5. LV bag
6. AIX belt
7. Coach bag
8. Burburry shirt
9. New cosmetics n purfumes
10. slim down n be prettier
11. new phone G900?i gt the N82 le,one small tweeny tiny step i made by myself!!!
12.more more more more more money $$$ HUAT AH!!!$$$

one item down le!!! (: something mayb to 安慰myself first baaa...
slowlly one by one,i can do it de ....anyone wanna sponsor me anything???hehes



sometimes,i jus dun like de way some people do things and their mindset and behaviour..mayb i'm jus envious baaa..dint know until now stil hav this type of pple exist.mayb if given me the position,i wld be liddat also baa..lols,nvm,mayb like i stated as abv baa.envious oni...sigh~ nvm....

so sians,will my sales be better tml? or shall is say be better then today,keep up de GP level? sigh... no money no nice clothes no nice bags and shoes no nice stuff to use.so sians.dun even feel like going out cos i simply dun even think i have a pieace of decent clothing to wear.i dun feel like gg anywhr cos i dun have nice stuff to use,no nice bags...all my stuffs are so pathetic...my hairs lik shit,everything's SHIT!!! i cant mei mei go out!!!
RROOAAARR~~~ sigh sigh sigh
Me and my pathetic life.all my clothes bags and accessories are so outdated and auntish.i hate i hate i hate!!!
never had i been so agitated and depressed!!! wads wrong with me!!!
I WAN MONEY!!!!I WAN MONEY,ALOT ALOT MONEY!!!
so sians everyday.dun feel like gg anywhr...sians sians



mummy and daddy came back frm their hols le.today my off day,budden i like more rush den ever. woke up rush down to shing siong and buy the ingredients to cook de soup for my mum,its her birthday today too (:
buy buy buy,den rushed back home and cook.cook also cook in a rush.cos i nid go to the airport and fetch them ...LOLS almost very very very last den found out the flight and plane that they took.thx to the airport webby that gave me a big scare say that today no flight back frm nanning (the place my daddy and mummy went)
had a bite at burger king..weets,they had the chicken tendergrill in mushroom swiss flavour.my fave =P
den waited awhile and saw them le.nv buy back much things...but mummy bought for me the gucci envy me purfume at the DFS. yey,now i gt more purfume le... i stil wan more more more (:

daddy and mummy at the airport,this was taken last week when they flew off for their tour.

the remaining are overdue photos frm me and my fatty lazy piggy dar dar's 85 super heavy dinner...my pig face
the table full of food.OMGX
and last but nt least..my piggy dar's pig face =P
had lots lots lots to eat.ah diong see liao was like =____= den say i big volume eater...ok la,i always eat alot de a,see my size also know liao .LOLS

some other random pics that i took de other day...
wad do euu see in mie???


me and piggy on the bus back to bedok.



surfing the net and came across really nice bouquets.hahas~





so sweet orh...




so sian,friendster is down with maintianace.tml mummy and daddy comin back frm china le.budden dunno why i cant seem to find their flight at the airport siol~ zzz
i even called them up ask them if they really really coming back.hais.think tml den i check the airport webby again baa,if nt den teleteext liao lor...
wad to do..



today after work finally go myself a new wallet. Guess oni nia~cheapo de,den wen i came home,irealised that de wallet is far too small to accomodate all my stuff..zzzz..hais,but wad to do? sigh,no money to buy myself smth better still.hmmm,went to Gucci there,saw the wallet and bag,damn chio lor.i tink i should really work hard to get it.or anyone wanna sponsor me? hehess =P
stil thinkin of ways to earn more and increase my income.sigh~ nowdays really bad bad bad sales day.really dread going to work everyday...tink i this month dun need hit my target le.sibei sians.every month so sians.totally no motivation at all...
of to sleep le.
tireds



i know its my fault.but how far a extent justifies the treatment you're giving me. i wish we could go back to the times we hav in the past.
i regrets lots.but i tink its useless,i'm a failure,i cant get anything right. i trying to help,yet it fell thru.
i'm thouroughly blown off.i'm collapsing into a deep deep hole.no support no
nth.
even the most familiar and soothing voice of yours now sound so stranger to me.i feel the wall and gap between us.yet you said that i'm giving you the cold treatment.
hais~
i dunnno wad to say le.
i jus sad.i'm plain sad,i have no moods etc for anything. i dun wanna live this.i jus hope that all you have in your memory is my best and sweetest look (:



i'm so so so bored... i'm so so so tired but i dun fucking wan to sleep.i dunno wads de prob with me also...hmmmm... surfing net lookin at the wu-eh-bo-eh.so sians
nowadays life is becomin so sian.no life,no money...
getting increasingly sian and more sian-er of the low pay.argh!!!! dun even know whether gt cover my expenses nt.sigh~
dunno how long wil i hold on to it also.starting to feel the heavy weight of this problem.nt enough cash n stuff...
seriously this is not the type of life i wan. after working 'decently' for almost half a year,i stil earn nth. WAD THE FUCK CAN???
i cant get anything i like,i cant live wad i wanna live like.i feel worse den ever.

almost how long le,i stil cant get my pay slip,wads this? busy busy busy,i really curious to know why my pay so fucking damn low.i wanna re-entry my fingerprint onto the machine,oni take up a few mins also cant. wad the fuck is wrong with this fucking company? no GP,no com.nt as if the basic pay is fantastic. so wad,i cant write on myblog ah i nt scared gt pple in de company know this blog come and read. so wad,BIG FUCK ah? i FUCKING HATE ah!!! everything i hate!!!!



IMM show hell. never sell any high end models. all is the cheapos and i swear those people there are sua-kus.
'waa~ gt LCD screen one ah!!' (nt aunty aunty de,is like rather young one lor)
'tis printer can print photo de ah? so powerful ah,but too exp liao,if cheaper i'l buy =.='
'$74 can discount somemore? give me free 1 packet photo paper laa? no photo paper ah? then give one roll A4 white paper laa' paper your head laa!!! i go toilet take on roll toilet paper give uu laa. kaopeh so much,end up nv buy. uu tink sim lim sell cheaper then go all the way there n buy.dun come here talk rubbish to me.
really the people here,i dunno wad to say ahhh...
gt alot of pple talk funny funny rubbish de also.all sorts of weridos.
tml wil be las day at IMM le.finally!! no need every mornin east to west le (:



i've fullfilled one of my wishes le (: yeyeh!!! i bought the N82 white in colour le,like finally... after thinkin for so long,so much and wonderin here and there,almost gt the Sony Ericssons G900 instead.lols
gonna search some cute cute the themes for my phone (:

think next on my the list i wanna fullfilled is rebornding my hair and branded wallet baa..also mus save up laa...rebonding hair shld be comin first baa.since i seriously need a new hairdo. my hair is like a bird nest now? (exgerrated liao)

piggy's stil terriby sick and i dunno how can or wad can i help him.helpless feelin.tiredness frm work all add up tgt it totally sux like hell.



watched youtube and came across thai-pop..rather nice...de songs (:


had crazy IMM week.everyday have to wake at 7am,get ready go down.the fucking journey takes like 1hour liddat,sit until my butt cramp ah... i never kua zhang lor.today took train frm my hse kembangan,sit all the way down to jurong east. i think almost 20 stops baaa...sian till cannot say.
then journey back home,west to east again.sian til i dunno wad to say also.play psp also sian. n i tink seriously the psp rotting liao,inside de game i play til dun wan play le.and worse of it,ilost the 一粒圆圆de dunno wad dong dong.also have gt the timeto go buy it.
speaking of psp,i really tink i serious wanna buy one for myself,mayb pink or red baaa. this month my expenses chor lo.go back sim lim i tink i start to have to eat packet food everydae le.no $$$ and i wanna save.really...save up money,one ting for my future and also for a rainy day.the other wld be saving and moving towards fullfilling my own wish. hehs ^^
today very sian at work,cos IMM totally no people and we more like having picnic rather then go there chiong roadshow sales.thinkin tml how shld i push up sales.SALES MUST UP UP UP UP ah!!! i wan GP !!! i wan MONEY!!! i wan alot alot alot of money to make myself happy!!!

shld be getting N82 mayb tml? considered the practicability,touch screen phones i tink i cant take care and i need smth really durable...hmmm,so i'l stil stick to N82.mayb if i gt spare cash get myself another phone? lols
and i wanna get the Gucci lanyard!!! i wanna get a new one,brand new one... eyeing for quite sometime le. den after that i shall get the bag that i eyed for very very long...anyway,i jus saw a rather nice bag at IMM today,although nt branded de.but look quite nice.speaking of these things,jus feel damn pathetic,no nice clothes,no shoes,no nice bags and accessories to go along.i wanna everyday pretty pretty look gd step ut of the hse also difficult.my shoes all spoil le,spoil until gt hole yet i cant hav the time and money to get the one i wan.
i jus simply cant get like anyting i wan? WHY WHY WHY!!! i jus wanna make myself happy (: will i be?

this is stil my all-time-fave thai song.always hear at thai pub and disco de.haven been going those places like for how long??
sometimes hear le,really makes me think back.the things then and now? had i changed for the better? or i dint changed at all?hmmmms...i got more decent job,but the pay is fucking nt decent at all... thinkin if this rubbish trend continue,dunno how long can i really hold on to.

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