tired nehs
so tired tat i slept at work today.LOLS.i went down to do job training,and i feel totally sux man.not really prepared.and i'm like i have so many more else things to do? i dun really hav the time,n i keep forgetting wad am i suppose to do.
after work had dinner with piggy and piggy mummy at 511 again.this time we had healthy food.steamed fish and vege and some other random dishes.nt very ex thou.den go piggy house hug hug nua nua.den go eat mac wings. i think i hav to really control my diet le.if nt sooner or later i'l hav to start designin n sewing my own clothes le.hopefully i can slim down more more more.
at least back to my last time size.
please (:
calling my dearest pig and i'l be off to bed le.another long day ahead for me.
so i'm bored and tired again.hais.
tml have to wake at 7am to do job trainin etc.dunno can wake annot
i stil like have so many tings to do?
i'm lacking sleep and fun time,i wanna go shopping,i wanna go towning.i miss towning.i wanna get new clothes and change my wardrobe.its full of crappy old clothes that i've worn for years.
my slippers are spoilt,my tees are always the few same old ones that i'm wearin over n over.my shoes are broken too.sigh~ how pathetic can my life get.
fa-qiao-ed the whole day since last nite piggy's fone when flat den i started flying all over the place.mayb i flew too long a distance that my wings are tired now? dun make sense orh,oni moi piggy dar dar knows wad i'm talkin abt. (:
and one thing,i'm dying to eat good food.i wanna eat sesame salad prawn.i wanna eat pepper crab,i wanna eat chinese steamboat.i wanna hav ajisen...
ROOAARRR~
RRRROOOAAARRRRRRrrr~~~i cant sleep ah,dunno why also.its gg 2am liao,and i cant slp stil.i'm tired yet i cant slp.sians.
changed my blogskin once again,i somehow think that the previous one was like kinda childsih.although its like cute n pink? brosed through blogger hard and i found this.ta-da...hope its nice?
anyway,now 1am liao.dunno wad happen to piggy's hp again.sigh~
keeping all my thoughts as i promised him before le.
listening to this song,quite a oldies le
别问我是谁 by 王馨平
从没说过爱着谁
为谁而憔悴
从来没有想过对不对
我的眼中装满疲惫
面对自己总觉得好累
我也需要人来陪
不让我心碎
让我爱到深处不后悔
其实我并不像他们说的
那样多刺难以安慰
爱人的心应该没有罪
为何在夜里却一再流泪
每天抱着寂寞入睡
我的生活过得没有滋味
别问我是谁
请与我相恋
我的真心没人能够体会
像我这样的人不多
为何还要让我难过
别问我是谁
请与我面对
看看我的眼角流下的泪
我和你并没有不同
但我的心更容易破碎
爱人的心应该没有罪
为何在夜里却一再流泪
每天抱着寂寞入睡
我的生活过得没有滋味
别问我是谁
请与我面对
我的真心没人能够体会
像我这样的人不多了
你为何还要让我难过
别问我是谁
请与我面对
看看我的眼角流下的泪
我和你并没有不同
但我的心更容易破碎
think gotta try to go sleep le.long week ahead,tml stil hav to wake early go out de.
dunno issit my fone spoil or piggy dar dar's msg kena stuck in his fone again or he really never reply me.hais.dunno eh~
blogging and eating jack n jill's potatoe chips.n dunno why somehow they so different frm those i had in my showroom. i think its because we're always like dead hungry when we eat them? therefore no matter how horrible it tasted,we stil think its delicious? overall i still like my lays,ruffles and doritoes,if nt snoopy chips will do too. i think this is my first and last time havin jack n jill.
dunno if shld i msg piggy dar not.scared he stil very pek chek at work.
tml onwards for one week,will be a busy busy busy week for me.roadshow,end month GP(thou i dun really have much),etc etc,bills to settle,etc etc.
was flipping thru the papers and i saw the movie 4bia(pronounced as 'phobia') come out le.i wanna watch lei.
dunno why somehow i enjoy watchin thai movies,esp horror.and i hav tonnes of those movie dvds at home.i think at the rate of me buying those dvds.i shld be able to open a thai movie cinema le. LOLS
was damn bored at work,anyway,got new laptop models,den i sian play with the webcam.gt different modes.Me and apple was like zhi-lian-ing wit it luhs.
hahas
BUBBLES...
million me
loving you,cos you're my ONE & ONLII
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pass few days was abt late nites and poor sales plus low cash flow.thurs nite dunno why end up very late with piggy dunno where also,i think was smth like suppose to talk.yup,off day went to parkway den to katong XG n play game and pool.which i totally sux. den piggy dar dar bumped into his boss,which is damn sway la.den after that was astons@katong.i swear the service and ambience is much better then de bedok kopitiam branch.
piggy's spicy seafood marinara
i had lamb loin chop but too excited and hungry to eat so forget to takea pic of it..
my piggy dar dar
a lifetime together
ystd nite was a BQ nite.had a certain extent of fun,which yep,liddat lor. abit high,but overall still manageble.went home at ard 3,woke up at 9+++. was not late.heng heng.
piggy dar dar was quite pissed off with me abt gettin drunk and i actually forget to reply to his msges. sorry my pig,nt meant to let euu worry de.
after work,piggy said he hungry den asked me to buy food for him bite first.bought salmon sushi.LOLS*
piggy been chiong-ing alot of shifts.den he like bad mood.got into a quarrel with him cos of some things.FUCK LOR,i REALLY HATE IT!!!RROOOAAAARRRRRR~~~
i fa-qiao,tulan-ed and angry with him,he also angry tulan and pissed off with me AGAIN.
dunno how to say also.jus feel damn shit.somethings i dunno wads wrong also.fuck care la.just got damn pissed.dun ask me why.its jus dun like means dun like...
RROAARED at XG with piggy.
after tat we talk talk talk.dun wish to bring up also le.
anyway its over also lerr
after work end we went to 511 at my house here eat.today raining,ordered a vege which i dun like.i think de cookin mayb nt to my tastebuds baa.den stil gt salted vege duck and piggy's fave sesame claypot chicken.
piggy say he wanna bring both of mummy to come eat.eating tgt...hmmm~
was smth really suprising that i heard.makes me really 又惊又喜...haha
dunno wad to say also.he stil hav plan alot alot alot.can see he really trying to make great efforts.
when can i learn to appreciate and nt make him angry with me again.how can i improve myself???
having abit of sore throat now i which i tink due to the doritoes that i had jus now.dunno why i kinda addicted to eat doritoes nowadays.keep on wan to eat cheese nachos.haha
tml is my off day FINALLY!!!
after tml's off wil be havin off on sept le baaa.shag shag shag
recently not been viwawa-ing much.hmmm,seems like i've been losing interest in things at a even faster speed nowadays.dunno good or bad.
morning shld jus be going to piggy dar dar's place then will be slacking den dunno do wad also.mayb gg hav a nice meal or smth liddat baa...
roadshow's ard the corner le.
today end work liao jus go bedok 204 had dinner,eat a little baa,my appetite seems to have decreased? hmmm,trying to decrease it more,hopefully the 4days trim n fit camp at end month wil work baa...
ended work rush down to far east met dar,the cab fare was like 10bucks? dunno issit i kenna heong or really nowadays cab fare gong up up up le.
had the most er xin meal,jus realise that today i really like no fate with food.lunch eat at SQ43,ordered the wrong dishes.the stingray with kiam-chai like shit,de potatoe also so-so standard.oni thing nice is the kailan.
tot that dinner mayb eat smth better,end up also shit food.
hais,nvm la,gt food eat jiu better dun hiam so much.alot of pple in other parts of the world of dying of starvation.
ok,after the dinner at far east,we go back bedok with jim & co.piggy dar said he wanted to drink so we go cheers there.boughts some drinks and slack n drank at XG downstairs.ii really BTH, i really wanted to eat something good.had mac wings in de end.finally i get abit of nicer edible food. *smiles*
daph n nono came to join us,daph havin abit of problem with her BF.den after that also dunno wad happen.
some irritating fucker came down,PLJ laa,hope he drop dead and die.
i not so easy wil give up de,the longer uu drag,de longer i hold back my attack.i'l let it all out one go,acurrate powerful and fatal.
even ifi dun hav de chance to do it on uu.i'l do it on those ard uu,ur family,or even in future ur kids whatsoever. i'm not a kind person *evils*
talk abit with piggy dar,and i dunno why i fa-qiao over other gal again.lols
tml going work n thurs i'm off!! yey,finally siol.but think of it,after thurs off i cant off til come next month when i'm back frm de road show. sigh~
show stil cant find de part timers.
gg cal my piggy,lovng him more n more each day
fran <3 gene
listening to this song...
受了点伤 - 阿桑
词:施人诚 曲:Gi Hun Lim/Jun Young Choi/Gyung Moon Ham
My love，晚安 就别再为难 别管我会受伤
想开 体谅 我已经习惯 不然又能怎样？
这个城市太会说谎 爱情只是昂贵的橱窗
沿路华丽灿烂 陈列甜美幻象
谁当真谁就上当
竟然以为你会不一样 但凭什么你要不一样
因为寂寞太冷 虚构出的温暖
没理由能撑到天亮
前进 转弯 我跌跌撞撞 在这迷宫打转
死心 失望 会比较简单 却又心有不甘
这个城市太会伪装 爱情就像霓虹灯一样
谁离开之后 却把灯忘了关 让梦作得太辉煌
以为能够留你在身旁 但是谁肯留在谁身旁
一首情歌都比一个亲吻更长
这就叫好聚好散
别说你对我感到愧疚 别说你会永远想念我
我很知道孤单这条路怎么走 请你不要安慰我
My love，晚安 别放在心上
我只受了点伤
只是受了点伤
cnt really sleep. thinkin of so many things.
sipping my chivas again.
the lamb chop is 大的咯。。。lols
so big pieace,so fat
eat liddat,how to not grow fat...
the prata at chaichee there.ordered prata,rojak,nasi goreng and some drumstick.ermm,and its dinner+supper.super sinful
piggy always says that he feed me until so fat.den he'll shake my fats n tell me.you look like pregnant liddat.if not he'll tel me its his mini bolster n pillow.and he's my big big piggy pillow + bolster.
the rojak also so big plate,and mind you,oni me and my piggy dar dar
boring day at work.no sales even during weekend.
dunno whr all de customers go to.zhi-lianing at work
me and apple =P
me and boya aka QQ
i decided to lose weight and go on a diet... everyone pls try to support me more more ok?
going to source out the diff method of weight lossing...ii'm really dying to loss weight and shed off all de fats fats frm my body.at least let me go back to my original size i happy liao.
gonna hav a discussion frm my piggy later as this plan nid his upmost support as well (:
another week haav passed unknowingly at work.
same old sales pattern.tml hopin to wake up early so i can go pray at bugis de kwan Inn Tang there. also hope my problems all can fast fast solve no need make until so big. then hope that my upcoming IT show GP high high...
speaking of IT show,i really have alot alot of things to do.source out the part timers.arrange for stocks.bla bla bla...hope this time round i dun fuck anything up again.
as one of my collegues said to me,do things must do swee swee dun let pple talk shit behind.
as for my piggy dar dar,next month hoping to spend more time with him as i know that my pre and post show period i will be neglecting him abit somehow.due to lack of sleep,lack of food and lack of time tgt.sure wil hav misunderstandin de.sometimes,misunderstandin can jus be resolved by some 双方之间的解,no nid everytime quarrel de.did quite alot of thinkin for the past 2days,and i realised tat he's really doing alot alot for me. no particular reason,jus love and more loves. mayb this is wad you call the 'power of love' slodging out hard,chionging alot of shifts so tat he can earn more and try to give me a better life. really touches me,and see-ing him so shag jus simply pains me alot alot. but i really appreciate al those efforts he put in (:
jus simple wish i can do more for him at times.
8 months 2 weeks & 6 days
we stil have a long neverending way to go
loving him more day by day
RRROOOAARRR~~I CANT SLEEP ...MOODY!
i think i'm fuckin sway today,managed to leave hse ealier go work,budden sway sway my slipper broke at the CC there.called mummy ask her bring me another pair of slipper.she kpkb dunno for fuck.end up i fuck it ask her to shuddap n think my own.end up i drag my feet with the spoil slipper to work.took a cab,stil late for 1minute.PATHETIC
nvm,no sales totally at work,kip going up to alvin poh there slack. no sales again 8pm bye bye go home,nv mit piggy dar today cos he going his bro de wedding proposal to his gf... so sian,i end work le jus like lost liddat walk walk walk go bugis.dunno whr i walk also.i wanted to eat the choco cake budden no cash need to draw.ATM super long queue.end up nv buy also...super sway la...i'm so sad now,no cake no dessert no ice cream no nth!!!
i'm hungry for those chocolaty stuff,stil tot today can enjoy suc stuff.sigh~
even my aircon also dunno yy like nt cold liddat.i tink piggy mus stil be with his bros baa...
i wanna roar,everyone like today gt program liddat.
noor gg out with her friends,even rowena gt her programs.jon as usual gt his gf,apple gt flowers frm her boiboii again... so sians,i like no life liddat.
went back to work today le,and i'm like suppose to email de HR again abt ystd..hmmm
today sold axioo pico at 0350 and they say i must open there and put it under their sales.i was like WTF la,your mutha neh neh laa.i tok so much so then end up liddat.if nxt time really liddat,i wil really do shit de lor...all is you all de sales la... if iknow liddat i shld had done de very cb way lor.make de pico less less my things more more.lols.nvm la,over jiu over le. heng i learn one thing today.if nxt time this type of ting happen,jus be more cb do it the cb way...
dun care le
today time like quite fast also,end work on de dot 8pm. go sign out den go home.went bugis bought a new skirt,saw so many tops that i like but come tink of it,i also dun really gt de chance wear so many and i lready have quite alot of them at home le.so end up nv buy,jus bought my skirt.. movtivation to eat less = spend less money on food =gt more money buy nice nice clothes and stuff =doll up myself more
*laughs
shld be sleepin le baa.another dae tml...
off due to MC ttoday.somehow the itchy itchy tingy gt better since i applied the cream last nite...hope it dun come back anymore le...
n now i'm gonna be a good gal n dun anyhow eat tings le.i promised piggy as well as myself.
jus now went out to parkway bought 2 spahgs frm cotton on and also another top frm isetan..lols.
rushed down to xg cos dear said he hungry,ta-bao duck rice there. budden piggydar really hungry til he bought his own le,duck rice also.haha
nvm,i ate abit cos i hungry also le.
go walk walk ard bedok centre cos i nth to do.saw a hoodie that i like budden no size for the design i like.sians~thinkin shld i buy de other alternative design not.
mayb i shld bring piggy dar dar down ask him choose for me better (:
watch awhile tv den shld be going down to xg fetch my dear pig frm work.
LOVES
test test
caught the movie money no enough today,touching yet funny,telling us alot abt our family n social moral values,shall we say that money is the root of all evil?
hmmm,i changed my blogy skin,but i dun tink tis wil be the final baaa,might be doing it into smth else.... my old one,kena deleted by my mummy lor.no,nt that she knows how to blog,budden she come talk talk talk so much to me while i was editing my blog until i press de wrong key....n there goes my old blog.
heng i managed to get something nice,if nt i sure kill her de...
as for my itchy-bitchy dieseas,nt gettig anywhr better,stil itchin like fuck..sometimes i really wish i can jus ripe off my skin so it'l nt itch anymore...n its creating all those ugly red swallon patches all over my body... u can imagine how unsightly it is...wil see how tml...tink hav to see doc le...
go away pls pls pls..frm now on i'll really take good care of myself n no more rubbish food..i jus wan it to go away..shooooooo~~~~
down with some dunno wad dieseas.... whole body keep itching and popping out in red red patches...damn buang lor,and i'm havin my off day the best out of all lor.now my face also startin to itch le,siao siao liao...hais
today piggy going out with his mummy first,den wil come meet me,tink i at homw watch show first den go out ba...
past two days my sales gp stil nt good..dunno this month how t hit my target...
work sux and my cash flow havin a very serious problem,tink hav to cut down alot on my daily exp le...
tue wil be going for my off dae,piggy shld be doing some of the stuff wit his mummy den after that mayb hoping go princess watch movie..wees~
dunno wd show to catch sia...
i tink mayb now g slp first liao..damn tiredd
today almost late for work... rush go work run like mad la
den nt havin really much sales again...think wld be havin another month of grass eatin..sians luhs.
really no motivation,dunno wad i doing also...
had a tiff with piggy dar cos of his game,quarrel abit at 204 den after that jiu ok le... need more commnication n need to open up more again..hais
dar finally saw de ikea book in my bag,then i told him abt my plans and the pink sofa,everything pink pink pink...i wan a doll house lor...
hmmms,i tink piggy dar see liao sure faint de
kinda late le,hope tat the next 2days esp national day public hol can earn more more more GP
i really dun like to eat grass,i nt cow or meh meh...
so sians....
i cant sleep..cant think of wad other things i shld do le.ii'm lazy to move my ass down to de living room watch tv.think i shld try going back to slp baa
dunno whr my pig also.
i'm hungry
finally had my off day.. hais,dun really wanna care so much also..sometimes i also start to sian sian liao..work's jus full of shit at times. i'm fucking shag
ystd after work had steamboat at bugis there,den after tha took bus home.on de way home bought two cakes frm breadtalk
oh yeah,last week was at funan doing some roadshow.n of cos i brought my beloved printers there luhs.but end up stil cant really do much sales,slack,eat shit smoke...sit down dream until i almost fall asleepy liao.hahas....
was damn bored at funan roadshow
n often when this happen,i'l start to zhi-lians
LOLSS~~
after work to tong shui cafe eat dinner with piggy dar dar... their desserts are nice okay...
went airport and picked mummy up,she came back frm china le.
bought my lancom miracle perfume at DFS there...
kinda dunno wad else to blog,kinda moodless..hungry :(
Labels: I'M FUCKIN HUNGRY
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