dint really realise that de month of june is actually coming to an end.lols
collected pay slip frm HR..den lemon(de HR lady) ask me how come i everytime late...zzz.sians,uu tink i wanna be late de ah...trying very hard le.i tink this month shld nt clock any late for work penalty baaa...
rather sians at work and nth really much to do.. found de 'lost' printer that we lost at the show...really heng lor,if nt me and jon hav to bear...really heng...
was rather bored just now and so i decided to try on de nw bra straps tat i had.actually nt considered say new or wad,bought them for quite sometime le..sigh~ den even proceeded on to try my clothes,damn dissappointin and saddening lor.some or shld i say most of them cannot fit me le.cos I"M FAT!!! way too fat.... my fatfat flabby arms especially,see le really feel like chopping them off... cant even look nice or fit nicelly into my fave purple tube...
(this is a very old photo)use to like it so much...sigh~
WHEN CAN I LOSE THIS WEIGHT???somehow i dunno why i can slim down (i mean become a more reasonable size) when i was stil workin at bugis,issit i no money eat? no lei,although i hav that faggot leachin on me but i stil hav money due to some other sources of income. i myself also dunno...
hmmm,mayb its because of de mood baa,nowadays living more happier...yes,contributes to eating more too.always pigging out and oinking so much with my piggy dar dar...
jus ended my phone call overto him,with me roaring and oinking all abt my fatness... asking him to make me back to my usual size,hilarious laaa..den i was like gabbling all my rubbish out and sa-jiao-ing to him... my piggy is jus so sweet .. MUACKS*
lorvin euu more and more each day (''V'')
today off again...this month think my IT SHOW wasted lorr..like cant hit my target also.sians...
today also dunno wad to do,whr to go,mummy go china le.so i'm like rather free at home.sians...
think today wil be jus stone at home.somehow i also quite like it...hehes
mayb ltr wil go town walk walk awhile baaa...
DAZE*
dunno wad to blog or think also.
trying so much andit stil affects me de greatest.why why why? issit because that i stil think too much at this point of time?
i dun mean to make uu worry or angry abt me,jus that i dun wanna disturb uu and ur frens tgt.i dun wanna make uu find me a chore and hassle to hav me with uu.do u know tat there are so many things that i wanna do with euu and so many things i wish i can do for uu?i'm plain afraid that i'll nt have de time.i'm plain afraid that i'll be somewhr n u'll be somewhr instead...
forget it...
dun uu know that your love for me is tearing me apart?
its bleeding endlessly...but you're de one that can stop al these bleeding.
wihthout uu,i'l jus bleed to my death...
*DEAD*
sipping my chivas on de rocks and listenin to some oldies,i stil cant sleep..i'm damn tired,but jus cant sleep...
i wan nth except some words of ocmfort,words frm within one's heart to coo and coax me to sleep..i know i aint a kid anymore,but i jus wanna get smth sweet and soothin at times,after all i'm stil a girl.i'm jus a simple girl...i'm jus an ordinary gal
i jus wan some sweet innocence
boring day at work,stil hav one unit of printer nt found,nt too optimistc abt it,tink me and jon hav to bear liao...sigh 100+++ leh...
dunno how come lost the printer also,everyday stock tae stil lost,we also nv left anything there,kena stolen meh,also nt possible...dunno la.FUCK!!!
boring day,only sell one laptop with a pathetic margin. my 3months probation also almost up,dunno wads my review like also.everything in life has almost come to a stagnant stage,things getting lethagic.
had a late heavy lunch,nt in a too good mood either,so decided to skip my dinner.end up going home fried some bacon and eggs. so much for wanting to lose weight and diet. =___=
after work went bugis,walkin around in a daze,seeing so much pple makes me feel lost,really lost.so much people so many scenes,everything flashin in my mind,but i'm jus in a deep daze,dunno wads really on my mind also...
mayb sometimes i jus wonder if i'm askin for too much. de problem somehow alwaes come frm me...sigh~
i wish tings were better...
i miss him...
recently wanted to go watch movie with my dear piggy dar dar ,budden seems like there's no nice show that really worth watchin.LOLS~
damn bored at work so i started surfing golden village's webby,and WOAH... comin up alot of damn nice movie that i wanna watch,tink save save save baaa..LOLS
RED CLIFF comin on
10th JULY 2008 (: whee~ comin soon le....
Tony Leung is in de show,somehow i stil idolize him...ok,i know its kinda old school =P
George A Romero's Diary of the Dead
comin 7th August (stil gotta wait some time)
star wars THE CLONE WAR
hmmm~another all time fave,hope its nice...
Journey to the Centre of the Earth
comin on 7th Augustbased on the novel by Jules Verne.smth that i read when i was still in primary sch.n i liked the story so much that i started reading all sorts of story books.teachers actually gt amazed by me,how come i cld actualy take a book out and read...
LOLS
i really wanna watch this show,even if i cnat find any1 to watch with me,i'll stil buy a movie ticket and watch t alone..LOLS
ok la,mayb i'l jus buy de DVD n watch?
Art of the Devil -
coming 26th june,think shld be waatchin this first
some thai horror flick...
somehow after watchin all de 100+ thai movie i hav at home,sometimes abit pa-pa to slp at nite liao
The Mummy- starrin Jet Li,Michelle Yeoh and some other angmoh cast-
comin on 25th July
Money No Enough-
comin on 31st July
some jack neo show,i'l watch it if i gt the extra cash to spare...hahas
X Files
- comin 24th July
i told piggy dar abt it,he say mayb nt as nice cos dunno wad movie mayb nt so thrilling le..lols...
i'm waitin waitin waiting... cos i wanna watch movie and get my movie fix!!!
i even hav it all plan out le,whr to watch wad show,when shld i take off,hahaa~ may i shld even go for a movie marathone at princess. the tix price are reasonable too..why nt >.< geeezzz.....
waitin waitin waitin
today finally my off day after 4full days of intense work at the IT SHOW...
off day of cos go out find my piggy,den wear nice nice on de way to bedok started pourin,my m)phosis slipper all wet.ZZZ
den mit le,my phone got some problem cant hear dear on de line,he tulan...after that finally mit at shop. go 211 eat pig organ soup,and piggy ordered his usual chicky rice eat le both of us damn sleepy,so we tot we go home take a short nap,end up at piggy's place,i oink oink oink till abt 6pm..hahaaa~both of us damn piggy lors.
wake le,go down tamp there walk walk,dunno why i always wanna buy tings but i nv seem to buy anything,sigh... dint realy saw smth i really really fancy alot. do only went AJISEN there eat dinner,and they fucking change the menu laa.pissed,dun tink wld be eating i often le,de menu sux ,i swear.expensive and nth really much to eat.
bought this at UMEYA while waitin for piggy dar to come out frm de toilet..actually wanted to di-siao piggy dar de..hahaa~~
come to tink of it,i also dunno wad so farnie.=.=
i kinda find de mirror interesting (:
happy cheerful face
behind her smile....
is there a way to make my smile stay on forever?
show start today le,as usual gotta wake earlier den usual,dress up go down for roadshow...
sales like fuck liddat,no people go de,also dunno wad i do de whole day.super sian,n i stil have to act enthu n motivate part timers to close more deals =.=
after that went home,one de way home,dunno why pass by lerk thai...feel like eatin but i one person,den nv eat in de end..sigh~end upo at home eat tom yam cup noodle.lame shit.zzz
dunno how come when i view my friendster at home on my laptop like always havin some problem liddat..hahaa~~
my slimming down lose fat fats programme has officially started,hahas... dunno can work or nt but think i also going to save some money frm all these shit baa~
roadshow comin on thurs le
anyway.
its stil al de same,ystd piggy dar dar bought smth for me and decided to make me play some sort of treasure hunt all over XG.YA!!! i played of cos,piggy even took a full video of me hunting for the prezzie at XG.he hid clues all over de place.damn cute lorrs~
he bought this for me (:
one of the item frm my wish list
BEBE RHINESTONE DIAMONTE TOP (: hehez
piggy dar dar,thx for the prezzie euu bought for miie,really love it (:
really lookin forward to many many more lovin dayw together with euu
6months 1 week & 6days and still oinking~~
MUACKS
I hate it when pple say that i dun listen
I hate it when there's no bye frm the other end of de phone
I hate it _______________
I hate it _________________
I hate it ____________________
I hate it _______________________
I hate it _________________________
HATE THIS FUCKING LIFE OF MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn moody dunno why also,i dun really hav de mood for anything... kena shit frm almost everyone.always hoping that there'll be good when i do smth good,but sigh~ this nt only apply to my work also on other parts of life.
i wonder if really one day if i really burst of out of limit what wil happen,seriously,i dun even dare to dream of it.
bought him this frm give me back my sunday@bugis street after work.
HAHA~~ SAY NO TO FOOD !!! one for piggy dar and one for me (:
hope he'l like it
男人女人
爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人
jus wishing that you'll be the one i'm waiting for
guess tonite wil be a early nite for me
can i & will i be able to sleep my sadness away?
can i wake up with a smile on my face ?
*tears*
starting to feel damn moody and sad at times again. damn moody at work,one ting was my poor sales,other things? i'm nt very sure...
getting into serious depression when i'm all alone...be it at home or outside.
i yearn to have so much tings,at times i tink mayb its because i ask for to much or smth's wrong with me,but after that i start to tink of everything and anything,drift drift and drift...
sometimes i start to wonder,when are the times i really feel damn happy without any other thoughts
i tink its nt possible baaa
depression factors
1.earning not enough to satisfy myself
2.getting too fat,far too fat
3.nt getting enought sleep
4.nt getting enough time with my piggy
5.dunno wad also laaa
ROAR~~~你爱我像谁我什么都没有
只是有一点吵
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹
为你绕一绕
没有什么大不了
却可以让你微笑
其实我很烦恼
只是你看不到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃
爱上一个人
一定要让他相信
这世界多么美好
对每个人
都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好
这样的温柔你要不要
其实你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累
其实你爱我像谁
任何的表情我都能给
woo
在你身上学会流眼泪
dunno wads wrong with my phone...jus wanna give me so much fucking problems when i'm so darn busy rite now... sigh~ i cant do my stuff,i nid to sms people,but i cant seem to do any,cos my phone cant receive a single fucking msg!!! whenever i recieve a sms,it'l show that my memory is full.full head la~i using 1GB SD caard,how to be full?fucking tulan lor...off day today,stil hear phone cal n msg frm pple...i hate hate hate hate!!!
now my room's in a mess and i dun have any time to clear up.now i nid to get new phone also... sigh~
N82 price stil high... n de button not really to my liking...so small,i dunno how am i suppose to use it also...dunno how am i suppose to survive thru my roadshow lor.
dunno how am i suppose to send the phone go repair also,all de service center hours like fuck liddat,i going to do show liao,also dun hav any off one.really sux
off day today,went town with my piggy dar dar.
first go far east look at the aki hoshino tee shirt,dunno if i shld really buy.100bucks lo,but i really like it at the same time sia.
in de end stil haven buy,dunno wich to get also...
bought my pointed heels at far east liao.den go wisma,tried the bebe top,but oni gt pink and i rather buy black cos dun look so fat at least.plannin go marina outlet another day,somehow there de outlet like hav more sizes on their apparels liddat...
bought smth frm mango,but seems like its abit too big for me also,tml going back to change or if really no hab den refund lor. things all damn fucked up and best of the best,i'm down with some kind of flu dieseas,makin me feverish al day long... LIFE SUX AH!!! i wan sceam already...
de most satisfying buy i go today was this naruto froggy coin purse that i bought for my piggy dar dar... hahaaaaa
boought a hello kitty notebook also,most prob write down notes during show and some other random stuff baa...
waitin for dar dar to cal back,jus now cal half way dar say his fren cal him,going to cal me back,now already 3am le.zzz
think i jus gonna brush teeth and slp le baaa,wan msg him gd nite also dunno can or nt.
random pic
hahaaa..lookin for weight loss methods...i think i seriously need to shed the fats off my fat fat body. at least let me go back to my las time size when i was still workin in BUGIS...
I WAN LOSE WEIGHT!!!
i wan lose weight...
besides that,i feel like changing phone,de more i see N82,de more i feel like getting it,although de buttons n key pad small small,but dunno y i stil feel like buying de fone..hmmmm..mayb end of de yr see gt sale den can buy (:
off to slp le...talkng to me piggy now...
work work work as usual..today ended work at 7pm instead of 8pm cos company evetnt. all of us going to PS watch Indiana Jones. hahahas,funny movie (: all paid for...
after the movie,rush back to bedok XG meet piggy,he's kinda feeling down due to several reasons,i tink somehow im also to blame la,cnat mix well with his frens,end up he also feel 3.i need a new wallet (come to think of it,i cant seem to find one that i like) outcasted frm his own circle of friends.really heartpain n dunno wad to do le.ARRGHHH~~~
now sian sians,dunno wad to do also,watiting for dar dar to reach home den we chit chat on the phone. hais,really long time nt been chit chatting le...
in de mean time,i tink i'm going to list down my b'dae wish,since some frens asked me abt b'daes.LOLS~exactly,i dunno wad i wan also,i tink most of them inside my wish list also (:
1.i wan to be with my fatfat piggy hubby,together til de end of time
2.i wish to return to sch?
4.more new clothes
5.LV bag
6.Gucci phone strap
7.SLIMM DOWN!!!!
<--- this is VERY IMPORTANT8.huggable stuff toys? ( actually why do i need it for? hmmm,dunno seems to hav a liking for cut stuffs again)
9.prada coin pouch with keyring
10. Sony digi camera T300
(pink colour)hmmm,i tink its very long baaa,hahaaa...its endless,if i dun stop,everyone wil see my 1001 wishes ^^ hehes
some tings i wan,so uu guys see can start preparing n save up le ok?
LV bag
polo ralph polo tee
of cos there are other things as well,but i tink nt enuff space..if anyone wanna sponsor me,den feel free to PM me baa(:
dar stil nt reply..hmmm~
i'm gg slp soon le baa.
NITES (:
