mayb wad piggy dar told me is correct,i wunt last long at my current work place..lols~
first,i buay gum with so many tings ....
1st- the paying scheme
its bloody FUCKED UP... under paying and exploitation... the normal workers all being expoited and under paid,while the upper management and the 'so called' directors n that fat womam pui chee bai gets paid sky high... ya,all comes from the so called 'target nt hit' all pocketed into their bloody arse...
2nd-UNIFORMS
pui chee bye say we wanna look like super store( e.g Cowunts, Best Ducki, Harley Normad,Shit Superstore,Lost City,etc...) so now new ruling come down,frm 1st may,all must wear uniform,i tink its starting frm last sat. How ever nt every staff was informed,most know, but some dunno.i dun tink this wld happen within the superstore management ssystem... so by right,everyone suppose to wear the fucking UGLY polo teeto work. den the managers and assistants lei? why they excluded? in superstore,all the managers all wear the uniform also,jus that their ID pass write diff position only.. so now wads the fucking problem with every1? some fucking chao chee bye everyday wear until like come fashion show,den complain wy i wear slipper... which rule say i cant wear slipper?no staff manual was given out to me when i signed the contract also...other company give staff uniform also give the correct size de,now run out off size le,ask me jus take any size n wear,wad the fuck la...do alteration also must out my own... how funny can it get...
3rd-fucked up people at work
this is bound to happen,no matter whr we go.but nv in my life,have i ever encountered so fucked up de..pics wil be up soon...
the no.1 person i du like is a lao uncle in the other showroom branch,old uncle in his fifities prob sixties? so poor thing,so old stil have to work this type of job... sorry,call me disrespectful to tthe elderly... but neither are uu seting urself as a example to me.. too bad lao uncle...LJB =p
no wonder uu so gd at selling laptops,no wonder u're doing these all ur life...
nevertheless,i have good collegues with me at the showroom i'm currently at least, at least, for the time being...
well,one thing for sure,i wunt be bearing,or i shld put it in this way, wunt even out a single cent frm my pocket...fire me,sack me...i wunt pay...I WUNT PAY!!!
damn sian at work today,only sold one printer...sales super bad,my GP think CMI le,still short of a big gap... tml trying see whether gt miracle nt... nt going for my off day due to several reasons...hmmm~
shld be going on wed instead,liddat piggy n me can off ttgt.. piggy outing...
thinking wad to do to up my GP...
kena fly kite by customers n stuff,damn tulan n fustratin...finally bought my shampooo n toiletries... bougght a top frm bugis village after work todae i tink waste my 10bucks,nt nice at al..sians,shld have bought the shorts instead lorr,my white MGL shorts dunno wear until like wad already...de white nt white liaos,haii haiis~~
piggy gt really mad n work up at me just now,cos i nv msg him,xry puiggy...
somtimes,been doing tings too much in my own way that i never give others too much a tot that end up causing hurt n disappointment.
piggy haven been getting enuff rest n getting bad mood also,tink because of his work n stuff baa,making him so vex n eatin into his rest time..
dunno how to help him also...sigh~startin to get disappointed,nt in anyone but myself...piggy knows why (:
sometimes,mayb cos we're really too 在乎对方that we start to worry n the temper kicks in... he gets work up n after that i feel hurt or the other way round...
sometimes mayb i shld change my way of running away frm things,n in this case is walking away... Experienced it before n i sure know how bad it feels,shattered into pieces... trying very hard to change... mayb its jus the stoopig idea n mindset of mine..hmmm~
fa qiaos...
feeling kinda weird,hoping that tings wil be better and stuf...coming to de end of the month..hope thatal de sales and target gt hit. i dun wanna eat grass, i nt meh meh... GRASS NT NICE TO EAT AH!!! ROAR~~~
piggy daes with pigy dar dar's been great,except for those occassion eat vinegar over some issues and pple that i dun like..
waking up frm dark n bad dreams,typing my thoughts out,somehow n soo much that i wish dar can acp me and comfort me...
coo me to sleep...
my heart for uu is true..
i wil love uu til the end of time
every breathe uu take i'l hold uu by my side...
let me die with ur arms with euu...
only uu can stop the rain tonite.
only uu can change my world from black to light...
so i close my eyes and dream...
really think tat sometimes dar dar been very ke-ai and doing so much for me,picking me up at work,acp me do crazy tings...been trying to discipline myself and try nt run all over the place... know tat piggy dear nt happy abt me gg to chiong n stuff,still trying very much to change the situatuion...lols~
all the patience,time,love,care & concern we give each other,i think its INCREDIBLE...
after soooooooooo long and so many 'wars' finally been tgt.
will this last on ???
sians at work..i'm suppose to submit a quotation,but i dunno how to do one?zzz
tml stil gotta settle a customer's problem... so many shit,yet i stil gt a rather substantial amt to hit my target... how to get more sales.i've gotta chiong more during de weekend le,if nt really dead. must be more positive... hmmm~
today nt really gd,early morning,i sold an item cost to cost,jus take it that i'm doing a good deed baa,help them clear off the display set...
after that slack n nv really sold much.til de last one hour sold de small twinhead...BUT came a bigg bigg headache,ended up me running the entire 4th n 5th lvl of sim lim lookin for a particular software... anyway,i stil managed to leave at 815? tts considered early...
go bugis with mummy...bought bra,den go cold storage,buy kirin,dunno wy out of sudden i buy also..jus realised that i always gt the impulse to buy beer or some sort of wine or wad,but i jus nv drink at all..LOLS~
tml mich jio me go rush..dun tink wil go baa..tired ah..see tml sales how lorr~~
i need gp!!!!n jus discovered that some fucker go tag in my name at piggy dar dar's bloggie...damn fucking fuckin funny lorr~dunno for fuck also sia...
type until so nt me,somemore tag it at 8am today,pls la,i'm so piggfied,8am whr will ake up...jus find it so hilarious,dunno which bo liao moron do it de..NO LIFE =P
bla bla bla... boring day at work.. so sians...
haha...jus came home frm bedok...tml my off day...shld say today baa,already 430liao and yet i'm stil nt in bed..gonna wake piggy hubby up later...
he gt smth to do at his workplace later n jus cant get enough rest.anyway, its stil loves no matter wad...
today after work took bus 7 home,surprisingly ended work rather early..815liddat i already at bugis liao,took bus instead of MRT back.CANDY called,say she going down bedok..LOLS~
long time no see her liao,stil de same so chio..talk abt some stuff abt piggy & me and some other random topics...
den 11++ she took bus go home,den i go XG play audition ,played afew games with piggy den we went to sign up for gunbound account and played back the game...LOLS~
damn hilarious la,i keep on losing...anyway,play until 3am den we stopped.very very long never liddat thou tired,but time spent with piggy always seems so fast ,dunno why also....
walked back to piggy's place den i cab home..
so tired n shag,finally 1off day after so many working days,off is nv enough...
gona slp le,tml thinkin wad i shld do (:
had some kinda fruitful day at work.. sales was better than before... somehow better,hope that i can catch with my target soon...hope i everyday liddat the sales result,and fran will be a very happy person..LOLS~~
ended work at 8pm instead of 7pm =.=
nvm,at least i gt sales today...after work go bedok meet piggy den went to have our mutated chicken KFC!!! although my mouthgt ulcer,but i stil wanna eat...seem like de next few days oni porridge n soft liquid foods for me le :(
tues i off!!!
yes!!! YEY~ thou i dunno wad am i gonna do on my off day,slack n sleep de day away?dunno,mayb g out wit my piggy? nt sure also...lols,wil see how it goes baa.. (:
today really ended work really early...nt say really early,but is that i vv earger to go off cos i no sales. GP=$32 cos i only sold one item... lols~
anyhow do the paper work den chaos...
go bugis,bought for piggy a pair of berms,cos find it rather nice den his berms all very old liao... den go BHG bought bra frm pierre cardine dunno whether nice to wear not.first time trying out their lingerie...
den go tori-Q bougt piggy dar dar his dinner..
piggy dar nowadays damn ke lians,work givin him alot pressure,trobled by alot tings...hope i can behave myself more den he wunt nid worry so much abt me also... (:piggy..我好愛你!!!
大甜甜猪猪，不要忘記，有人永逺愛着你!!!!
sians..another sians dae at work...dunno why i work this job i everydae like sibei sian liddat also...sighs~
today late lorr,i ran my 800m long dist relay..ran frm bugis mrt station to sim lim sq..lols
long long never run liddat le,on de wy i think pple tink i some siao-zarbo or wad...
today nv really sell...
but rowena(my colleage) pass me a sales,thx so much... really appreaciate.mayb this is call give and take.help out each other lorr...hmmm...ended work really late today.9pm den leave sim lim.. wtf lor,anyway after work,go bedok look for piggy dar dar...really love him alot...
some things really mean alot alot to me...
sometimes,really feel damn bad that piggy being dissappointed with the things that i do. i really wished that i cld give him smth better...i cld make him feel more loved by me,sense of security stil being a issue..hope thing will get better as we move on...
piggy will euu stay on with me for many many many more loving days?
nt exactly feelin very well,dunno why also...anyway...
today sales very bad bad ah,no GP again..hais... cannot liddat lor.. no GP no GP,liddat how to hit my 10k? siao liao lorr~
anyway,today after work went bedok find my piggy hubby,eat liao did my bank de transfer here and there,paid off all my bills..
PLK~BITCH*
saw someone i dun exactly like,nt i dun like la,jus liddat la,dunno how to say also...also nt i gt any grudes with u,uu tink liddat uu very sat ah~ KNNBCCB...
i think she eye gt problem la,cannot see pple straight or properrly wan,must look in a weird way...i tink mayb i must recommend a eye specialist to her...
si PLK lor,21 years old liao,still wear until like some xmm wannabe look older or mature i shall say. pls la,pple is XMM 15/16 yeard old oni,uu 21 years old stil behave until liddat... i tink uu shld stay at home and get a life laa~
uu scared uu dun wear liddat no boi boi wil come look for uu to fuck uu ah...
hope uu CB rotten smelly shit,non of ur business also act until like uu involve liddat.nvm la,can be understood,ATTENTION SEEKER BLOODY
BITCH !!!
duno wads wrong with me this two days.2 consercutive days le,i no sales,NO SALES AH!!! ROAR~~
sian lorr,at this rate my pay really will be damn pathetic de lor,i think even without this,i think i stil also liddat.hmmm~really must tink of somthing ler...
getting kinda demoralised or shagg out at work le.
today piggy dar dar damn ke ai lorr,he suppose to come and pick me up frm work,den 8pm i doing settlement that time,he sms me say smth cock up at his work place,cant fetch me le.i see liao jitao sian sian,den i tot suppose to go bedok find him.den i faster finish off my work,go out of the shop liao,i saw my PIGGY DAR DAR!!! LOLS~
aiyo,he want to surprise m so he blaff me he cant make it den surprise me..lols..my is gong gong de lorr... pigygy sweet de lorr...
after that we walked quite a long way around bugis area trying to tink wad to eat,finally decided to settle down at pasta-mania..haha,eat pasta,damn filling... dun really like to eat so much carbs,fattening and eat liao vv full..dun like,but anything eat with my piggy cfm nice nice de laa...hahas
eat le,take bus no.2 back home,he go xg play his CABAL =.=
sians lorr,i waiting for my next off day,which is like stil gt 10days more???
wad the fuck can,uu knnbpcb la~ screw my days up and underpaying me,knn fucked up place lor,hope can find a better wan soon lorr...
sians,gtg to slp le,mornin 9am must wake :(
stupid lor~ late for work by 5mins... deduct pay 30bucks again.wad the fuck lorr~ n de worse part i cant close any sales today... total shop sold like 20sets? but i sold NOTHING AT ALL!!! note: NOTHING.YES!!! nt a single set.oni sell like 2printers for the whole dae. slack n try selling but stil KOSONG .. den big boss walk ard like face black,wa lao~ de worse part i hate abt tis job is that so many gossip mongers and fucker wanna talk behind ur bag de.for example,some fucking lao zabor admin and the uncle opp de shop i workin dunno y kip on lookin at me.jealous i more chio den uu ah?jealous den spend some gd money go for plastic surgery laa! but i tink also no use laa hor,uu old means uu old laa,i tink dun watse ur money better,save up more for uu to spend in case u cant find a husband to support uu. fucking bitch..knnb ccb~
anyway,end work at 7pm,sunday i end work earlier,7pm,left den rush go bedok meet piggy bibi,he waiting to eat dinner wit me. wait awhile for him do his stuff,den go market eat dinner,tink i kinda overeat.hmmm i tink it always happen baa..LOLS...
eat le,he send me to MRT,talk over some thinngs(:
piggy i lovee euu alot alot de..really<3
looking forward to many many more lovin sweet sweet daes with euu *MUACKS*
finally i gt everything i nid at home for me to surf net ready...gt my lappy like almost 1month liao,but its oni de recent this week that i gt most of my programmes into the laptop and get the internet connection done. cant believe that i actually i cld actually do it..lols~
anyway,no more SIM le.yeah~ said many times le,so dun bother askin me wad happen,i'l tell uu if i'm really in de mood of tellin uu,if nt jus forget it,bringing up the topic jus spoils my mood.
currently working at SIM LIM SQUARE selling laptops,PC,printers,hard disk,etc... those stuff uu cld name...looking for laptops,mayb u cld contact me?i'l be real glad to help euu with it..
work is nt exactly fun,to put it in de nt nice way.it SUX.totally fucked up..today kenna snatch away customer frm some mother fuckers,pls la~i dun nid de sales anyway,play this type of price tactic with me,uu NOOB FUCK LA~KNNB PCCB!!! &*%#$%$^@!@
realy dunno sometimes wad shld i really do in life,sometimes gettin abit blur n lost on my real target or motivation or etc etc in life... shld i do thiings in this way or tat way? DILEMA !!!
especially given my current situation.
piggy bibi nowadays like becomin very shag out due to his work n his games anddunno wad wad wad..also dunno how to help him exactly,also scared yue help yue mang also...sigh~
den my life also become no life le,work liao,go home sleep,wake le go work again..thinkin of various ways to improve,but how gd can i get? i cnat even help my bibi wen he nids someone there to help.. de oni tings i can do,wich i hope can help him is my moral support for him...
stil trying very hard to nt throw my tantrums as much also...
piggy bibii wo hao ai ni <3
*muacks*
wil uu be with me thru all???
get blamed for things i dint do...
no..nt framed,just makes me feel otherwise...
framed is a too heavy word to use.mayb sometimes,we humans shld nt think of doing too many things.. greedy...
GREEDwe expect too many things to happen in life, mayb its high time i shld be selfish and do smth that i wanna do instead of thinking so much when the other party does nt do the same for uu.
hoping that by being moreunderstanding,will get smth better for return.
outcome=??? hmmm...nth too convincing or rewarding.typing out my thoughts here,who will know? who will ever understand the meaning that i'm trying to say.
im tired.
SAID too many times all over the time..
nvm,call me selfish,self-centred,nt understanding,nt care-ing,unable to stand inyour point of your view to think...before all these,just tink of a moment,wad about u? had uu ever done that too??
sorry,mayb i'mjust plain unreasonable,plain selfish,plain self-centred.how many times have i ever waited for euu in vain?endedup sitting here typing out all these rants? how long had we totally waited.. close to 1yr of yours and 1yr of mine. totally hours 2yrs
24months,730 days,17520 hours......
physically and mentally...
had said far too much..
paranoid...
