ystd sort of have a little arguement with piggy,over my childish-ness...when can i grow up and get over lots of stuff...dunno also...
ystd did my hair at far east,bye bye to my kim kim mao~
was actually tinking of playing with it for one more year,but somehow,dint do it. i'm 20 le,its time i shld stop doing all those XMM stuff le baa... new start for me,a better impression for everyone on me.be it apperance and the way i carry myself :)
CNY coming le,spring cleaning,clothes alot also haven finish buying. so far only my hair is done=__= okae,better den nth mah~
sleepy head,tired me... so DEAD*
TGIF, but too bad sat stil hav lessons. den assignment all gg done le... hope all wil be alrites with good grades...
so many deadlines!!! ARGH!!!
zzz... botak balwan wan me to see him next lesson~~ lamer!!!
FUCKING HATE SCHOOL LAA~~~
i stil having hard time completeing my accounts,jus cant seem to do it the rite way...hmmm,tink i ask some for some advice baa,de best part,sat have to go and see him... knnbccb la... fed up
dunno today ltr gg do wad also...
i wan
RRRRRROOOOOOOAAAAARRRRRRR
sians~ dunno botak mark me as wad todae,knnb fucker~
anyway, i cleaned my room,mop de floor,cook my lunch. watched alittle TV.piggy dar dar i tink stil sleepin or wad baa.i think awhile more he stil oinking i wil go wake him up liao...ZZzzzz... loving my piggy dar dar more n more each day<3 loves 陇是为了你LOLZ...gotta call my piggy le...sleep until concuss le lor.
CNY coming le.hoho~ but stil haven got my stuff prepared,CNY like getting less n less fun le. oni last year de, quite memorable,haha~ dun ask me why,but its just smth la. de person if he rmb wil know why i say this de :)
Wonder today eatin wad fer dinner... i hungry le m :X
y talk hao hao suddenly piggy dar dar become so tulan also..dunno wad i say wrong also,mayb its i nv read properly baa~
today as usual,woke up late for sch,went in oni after break,n had a failed attempt to try do my accounts. DARN FUCKED UP!!! I HATE SCHOOL!!! anyway, stil cant do,got back my assignment for marketing,got an B for my rubbish salted vegetable report. after that,stayed back awhile,discussed a little while the assignment we're suppose to do.2pm go stats class and marked attendance. off from sch le lor~~
go piggy dar dar place find him with his lunch,but he's like simply nua-ing all de way,i also kena influenced liao,nua n sleep until nite liddat... go eat dinner at inter,den he go XG work,i play audi awhile go back liao...yep~
tink i shld start plannin when i shld cut my hair ..hmms,planning doing colour as well. i think rebornding wil be after new year..cos i might be planning do smth bright den after new yr when fade i wil darken it and reborn it as well..lols~ see how ting goes baa...
sometimes,mayb like people say, some tings are not worth getting greedy over. greed is never a virtue. jus wanna tell piggy dardar that i'm sorry abt it.dint know it'l turn out like this,but anyway,its all over le... now its euu,and only euu..no more (: loves ... sometimes,mayb like people say, some tings are not worth getting greedy over. greed is never a virtue. jus wanna tell piggy dardar that i'm sorry abt it.dingt know it'l turn out like this,but anyway,its all over le... now its euu,and only euu..no more (:
♥ loves
♥realised that i start to AP when i'm nt getting enuff sleep or food. i'll give black face and attitude,which isa damn bad habit la~MUST CHANGE IT!!!not nice to be liddat,jus when things dun go the way i like.cos in life,tings dun always go the way uu want it to be.
i dun wan to be lazy,i'm trying ways n means asking people to tell me n stop me from being lazy,however,it seems that the bug in me jus kiip on poping out. SICK & TIRED!!! whats with my laziness and craps. i cant bring myself to sit down n do smth proper,unless i wanna go out n play ltr.
i just feel like crying when he's out of contact,i dunno why also.
just feel very lost,it hits me worst when i wake up in de middle of the nite,waking up frm my so called nap.有时不小心會去的比较远的地方,xry... mayb its smth that i must get use to and also learn baa. the past is the past,everyone deserves a equal chance, this refers to everyone and everything in life.
nothing and no one shld be marked forever,for there is nth such as eternity...
ETERNITY,smth that i
USED TO wish for,mayb as uu grow, that in the real world,nth is worth so much. time and time,in and out of my life. the only eternity comparable to today's economy is the freehold estates,wich cost more n more value for investment. (off topic anyway)
kinda feels like i'm gg stop my course soon le,sry that i'll be letting myself down n people close to me and who cares alot abt me. ive had enough of tis shit,i know its harder any other places away,i dun wish to end it just liddat either. Just that _____________________. yeah~ life is not easy,never was it.
jus now trying to download audition again into my comp,but some internet exploerer suddenly smth kee-siao den close the window,90% completed le lor~ now have to wait like 1 hr+ more for de ting to finish downloading...dunno why my comp so slow also... highest level of sianzation can. stil gotta type in an assignmnet n send in by 9pm. Fucking hate such people who doesnt wan to offer any help,ok lo,uu all dai sai!!! knnbccb,go home n fuck ur mother laa, fucking bastard.hope your dick, your CB rott better la.stinkning pieace of shit!!!horrigible terrible~~~
ystd spend de rest of the afternoon slack n nua-ing at piggy dar dar's piggy farm.LOLS...suppose to go chinatown eat stingray BBQ de,budden miss baobei overslpett and end up,nv come meet us. So sian sian,go bedok85 eat,ah diong stall there,after that,piggy nid go help ahboy take over his shift awhile. And in de end!!! went back n sleepy at 6am... tireds..Zzzz...abit AP due to many factors,made my piggy dar dar angry also... hais~
realised that piggy did smth that seems very small,small indeed,how it made a significant difference.things small it may seem,but really can touch one's heart. things are jus like that,simply love my piggy lots...
*muacks* to many many more days months years with my piggy
sometimes, i really wanna know wad you're thinking abt... i dint mean to bring it up by purpose,perhaps to me,it no longer matters that much. thou its stil a fact that cant be changed. i jus hoped that you will tell me all and all... i jus wan to be part of your life.
love euu alwaes <3
sians... my audi cant play again..PATCH FILE IS FUCKING HUGE!!! i deleted so much stuff from my comp... even my pics, i had to move it to another storage in order for the patch to load ONLY!!! dunno my comp lag, or internet connection lag,or really the patch inside got gold ah? take so long de lorr~~
anyway,might be a good ting as i wunt be distracted frm completing my many many assignments. LOLS... got stats,and my 2 accts.*faints*
today after school go town,den i bought a red shorts,plan wear during CNY.hehe~ speaking of CNY,damn bored.seems like mummy not at home also,weird weird feeling lor...
FED UP with so many things.little they may seem yet they are so significant. be it good or bad tings...
last weekend busy busy week,also lazy update the blog. i miss my 8legged friend...i miss chinatown-ing... i miss bao bei,last but not least,i miss my piggy de most,i miss so many many people and things.
Xueli buddy + mie :)
today after school go bugis with piggy dar dar,go sim lim there walk walk...den it started pouring,damn heavy rain.actually wanted to go buy my pajamas,budden i tink rain until de shop close lor~ damn sianx... end up oni go silver there buy studs... actually wanted to pierce ear,but in de end also never...LOLS...
haha,today i finally got to go back village and eat the pork chop :)yum yum yummys...
tink today i'm damn piggified la~school break go eat chicken chop,den at bugis eat pork chop,den after that evening go market there stil can eat kway chup... ^(0)(0)^
after that,go home,sleep straight,until jus now 12 liddat den wake...sians...
i've yet to complete my asssignments.sians...i've yet to clean my room.i need spring cleaning!!! i nid to go get my hair done,i nid to go and have my new year clothes shopping!!! ROAR~~
jus came back frm dar's place. after school todae went to watch Alien vs Predator with dar dar.its actually like our first movie since we got tgt officially :) love euu lots,my piggy dar dar<3 muack muacks<3
lots of assignments,projects and bla bla bla shit pouring all in~
sianzation again,what a way to start of a new year.2008shld be a year of changes,prosperity and more of good good stuff to come.(wad am i saying?) anyways, xiu qin BBQ on thurs,try to get all take a photo and post it here :)
lotsa projects due :(
BUSY!!!
first dae of school.i already DREAD it le!!! so dumb,de new class for my repeating subs is like erm so_____________, i nth to say also. mayb because i'm lazy luhs,but i never knew that in class there are notes to scribble onto ?? collected 5sets of notes today.hope all i can throw and burn them all away after the exams.really dun wan repeat or drop out. heard that many pple already nt in class,this is really scary man. seems like the course is so tough till oni left the handfull till the end? oh ay,i bump into some familiar faces frm dbl C in sch today.hahaaa...
Anyway,piggy actually wanted to fetch me frm sch,ended i went up straight to his place. LOLx.
slack awhile at his place,den go eat duck rice at inter den go home le.piggy actually helped me carry at big big heavy heavy school bag with the 5 thick sets of notes(i rather say salted vegetables) all the way,throughout the journey (thou its like oni bedok to my hse kembangan) but stil. i find it nice :)
gotta sleep at plan out for tml le. tml i tink its a early dae wor...hahas~
woke at 11am,after countdown ystd's fireworks.went eat some new year day buffet lunch with mummy n daddy at parkway,thai food anyway.taste buds not very back yet.sians liao lo. like cant really taste alot.also dunno why like my fever+flu+sore throat i like cant really taste food very well. anyway,eat until too full.den i rmb-ed smth dar told me before.LOLS~ i forever tan-chi like to eat eat eat alot alot alot.like some pig liddat.hahahaa
den after that,went home awhile den go meet piggy dar dar.he wanted eat his chicken rice again went 211 his chicken rice spot.eat liao go back XG used awhile comp den we went to eat again!!! cos this time round i'm hungry also le. Go 204 with joey n co eat BBQ stingray n sotong,spicy spicy.starting to like chilli and spicy stuff alot nowadays.
waiting for my pay frm newstead so i can go CNY shopping and also do my hair,last but nt least,i wan go try baobei there de BBQ stingray.
sianzation~
start school le.dunno after this term i wil stil be in SIM nt. like nt very optimistic thou.hmmm,trying very hard and hope that this new year wish of mine wil come true. made some new year resolution and wishes.
in this new year 2008,i must make some changes to my life.no changes = life wil be stagnant and i can never get tings done. no pain no gain. this theory applies to nt only the studies and work part,but also to many many part and parcels in life.
must try study harder liao,like xeno once said,i already wasted 2yrs liao.waste somemore,really can go and bang the wall liao *ouch*. chao chao also must get a dip,thou i really hope i can get a deg la.but for the time being,one step at a time. I also never overnite learn how to play audition de.slowly learn baa~
changes also to bad habits in life,something i once made a promise to myself and also him.
bad habits,bad temper,unreasonable demands and all the 无理取闹stuffs.its time for me to put an end to all these and get a new life :)
He said all these logical stuff(changes in life),which i think up tilll now,in my record,oni guys are capable of saying such tings.dunno why also.LOLS.
tink gttg slp le~ gotta wake at 7am later :(
changed my taggy..hope it works.dunno why my taggy always having problems.hope its not hacker or some sort of rubbish baa~~
anyway...
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 has finally arrived!!!wish everyone do things all shun shun li li 顺顺利利 顺顺利利 !! HUAT AH!!
wish my exams can clear,together happily with me and my piggy dar dar.loving euu more and more as each dae pass.just now went esplanade watch fireworks with him.first time in my life,i watched fireworks with my SO.hope this year wld be a good year for both of us.wish him everydae happy,work wil go smoothly.dun get so troubled up with guild and other stuff.realli heart pain to see him so troubled and vexed at times.
anyway,2008 has arrived hoped that everything wil have a new start.unhappiness all shooooo~~ LOLS.
