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Friday, October 12, 2007 - 1:31 AM

supposed to do my projects but end up doing something else,met up with ksp...lols somehow ksp have a way of making me smile and shoo away the dark clouds in my heart.actually was in a terrible mood this whole day.started the day rather nice with a sweet msg frm someone...however,after that was some things that made me rather flustered and pek chek...somethings have gone so wrong till to the point whr everyone,inlcuding half of myself,is telling me,it would never NEVER work...and i guess things would never be the same anymore.

baby想对你說声对不起。。。i know that it'll nv be the same,for both of us.
i dun tink that you would even be reading this.if one day you happen to be bothered to read on this post.(would you ever?)you shld know that all would not have happened if you werent lazy and ask me things.thou i dun think that all was ur fault,but still,if you bothered finding out more abt me,ask me abt things.it'll nv happen...a question or two really makes a difference.
anyway,things would never be the same again...dunt ever say 'if i could turn back the time',cos you're not able to do that.when i'm typing this,listening to 相见恨晚.tears just flow down my face...perhaps this would be the last time such things would happen?i dont know either...

相见恨晚

你有一张好陌生的脸
到今天才看见
有点心酸在我们之间
如此短暂的情缘
看著天空不让泪流下
不说一句埋怨
只是心中的感概万千
当作前世来生相欠
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱你不够勇敢
我不奢求永远
永远太遥远
却陷在爱的深渊
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱你不够勇敢
在爱与不爱间
来回千万遍
哪怕已伤痕累累我也不管
(music)
你有一张好陌生的脸
到今天才看见
有点心酸在我们之间
如此短暂的情缘
看著天空不让泪流下
不说一句埋怨
只是心中的感概万千
当作前世来生相欠
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱你不够勇敢
我不奢求永远
永远太遥远
却陷在爱的深渊
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱你不够勇敢
在爱与不爱间
来回千万遍
哪怕已伤痕累累我也不管
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱你不够勇敢
我不奢求永远
永远太遥远
却陷在爱的深渊
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱你不够勇敢
在爱与不爱间
来回千万遍
哪怕已伤痕累累我也不管

if i could make such a decision at the beginning of the year and again at the middle of the year.i think you would have known how much you meant to me.the decision wasnt made in a heat of the momment.its not a rash decision.why i can hold out all the while,despite so much things.even if one day i were to tell you all out,will you still understand?
you said i dunt love you anymore.i can honestly say,YES.i'm really dissapointed.initially,i thought that there was someone nice to care and love me,however as times pass....its just a great and greater dissapointment.i dunno why things become like this.perhaps you took things for granted and ???
我以为你是真的爱过
所以我才认真把握
不知不觉陷入爱的旋涡
抓不住解救的绳索
我为你付出了太多太多
从没问过爱的结果
可是你一次一次的出卖我
一次一次让我难过
不要用我的爱来伤害我
你知道我是多脆弱
我做错了什么
你要惩罚我
如果这样你还说爱我
不要用我的爱来伤害我
你的绝情无法闪躲
如果你要解脱
撕毁的承诺
请把我从前对你的爱还给我
i'm really on the verge of giving uo,or shall i say i've already given up?
i loved you before,but did i let you down? its a question for you to think...

to __________:really glad you were with me all these while (: