why do i still feel the way i'm feeling now?
feelings? they are hard to use some exact words to describe them...i jus wan a good ending,to be with someone i love wholeheartedly.no for money,fame or whateva...
why is it so difficult?
ystd rush open one more nite..actually tot that hotspotters wil be enuth abt it,but end up oni me n louise frm the the grp turn up...bu nvm,ripples cant be compared to the old rush/484/angel reborn...somehow miss those places..
but tink i also well pass the chiong-ing age liao.time for me to settle down n do some serious stuff le..dunno y,i miss my student life la~werid...its stil teh same old phrase,uu will only start to begin the realise the importance of a particulare ting(be it a person or any phrase of ur life) after u no longer have the luxury to enjoy them..
for me,its my student life n a particular person.i'm n afraid out declare out that i still miss D______.
perhaps its jus a fact that like wad yvonne said,wad uu cant have or forget the r/s,then jus keep it in your heart...msg him that day,he replied n ask me abt my dar dar...wad can i say???*lost of words*dint give him a direct answer...
anyway,dar dar came my hse sleep after the 'rush'nite @ ripples...slp until like 11+ liddat,after that afternoon go bedok there.dar dar say he wanna watch the last dance,so jus buy tix go in watch lo...dunno issit we too tired or wad,we started kun-ning not long after the show start...totally dun understand wad its abt la~waste $$$
then jus now watch another movie at princess again,with dar dar and ah diong...the mahjong movie,damn farnie,but kinda normal HK comedy movie...nth too great,but stil entertaining,at least better then the last dance.waste my $$$..
hmmm,grand-ma gg back on monday liao...good or bad??
anyway,wil go send her off at airport de,mus wake up damn bloody early lo...
wed-fri gt class chalet,urgh~cant take off lo...boss dun wanna ask the part-timer work la~then end up oni can go awhile oni..stoopid boss..
dunno how long can i carry on working there.after this month end,my neighbour,carmen n cherrie nv work liao.wil be damn sian lo...nobody pei wo chit chat talk cock play mahjong liao..tink mayb i wunt be working there for too long liao...hope my newstead there can settle shun-shun-li-li...if nt mayb can get a job with the desired working hours of my own =)
*prays hard*
gotta slp liao.
boss give warning liao..cnt be late for work,if nt i might be eating cuttlefish liao =(
new year day??
i cried in the bus?its alrite,we stil had each other.no wonder my mum tinks tt there's smth wrong wit me...anyway,we went k box me n yvonne onli lo.two pathetic souls.at kbox singing sad love songs.anyway,we did smth differnet afteralll,nt sleeping away at home.
kbox was abit pathetic,pple sing happy new year song.i sing crying song...
its over,i'm back again...
tink too much le...
he's still my dar dar <3