dunno y my blogger turned into the cheena version...nvm,wadvea...
so fast work at bugis for one week liao.stil ok lo,i tink i'm getting lazier day by day.sometimes,also lazy to serve customers,then dunno y recetly keep on eat eat eat all day.eat until my kor also tell me i grow fat liao -sigh-
work at bugis is afterall better than fareast that shithole lor...
except that i end late n the other stuff...
i hate some one!!!
i hate him to the max !!!
-urgh-
2nd day at work..sales was slightly better??? wishing for more
today went down at 1pm sharp,tot i late or wad,then boss ask me go open the shutter...
dots,i dunno how to open lo,cos i only use the old type before.so tried many many many times,then finally open it le(i mean unlocking it)...dots,no strength to push the whole shutter up,then kena like stuck half way liddat...damn paiseh can,and the next door auntie keep on looking see 'wads tis girl trying 2 do?'
then sell sell sell,pack pack pack,slack slack slack...
end work go home lo...
now in bugis village,although no aircon,no clean toilets with ample toilet paper...
but i can say that i'm happier than i'm at at far east there,at far east,the lao-aunties really a turn off for work lor...then keep on re-playing that stoopid CD of hers.some chinese oldies abt snow falling =.=
lame
haha,come bugis,everyday here techno,chinese songs,at least gt different variety lo.
far east jus sux lo =p
gg sleep le
nitex
whee....
first day work at bugis,stil quite ok,quite used to it liao...better than that blardie place at fareast lo...sales was so-so liddat...hope for more sales tml...
today like rain whole day liddat...
met andy n joey,gave me a shock...appear out of no where.
hope tml bugis dun flood lor..
gg slp le.
wish me luck for better sales tml =)
starting work at bugis village tml
hope all will be well,hope i can reach my sales target everyday,so i can cut lotsa commission
today rain whole day liao
wonder hows tml's weather gonna be like...
dear sent me an sms jus now
'' felt like u are going insane?
heartpain & emotionally confused?
u probably have the
''I MISS TIGER'' syndrome
for instant relief.
sms: 9xxxxxx9 ''
lols...
am i thinking too much???
sometimes,being OVER-creative isnt a good thing....
the end result is that at this weirdo hour,0511 i'm stil awake....
playing with the comp til 3+,then went to play frensta...
some things dunno y jus keep on appearing in my mind.i think that there's an important element that's lacking in the whole thing...
or its already present but i'm nt seeing it?due to my OVER-creativness??
ystd,or shall say the day before,sat...went princess watch eragon with dear,the dragon is cute de lor.
then i start to wonder on some things...
y is it like this,y is it like that?
too many questions,but i dare not ask...
for i'm afraid of hearing stuff that i dun wish to hear...
mayb wad particle said is true,i sound as thou i cant live without him...
i dunno how to continue le.
he's starting to clear leave till nxt year,n i'm starting work on tues at bugis village.
far east bus stop no more...
i'm gg try to sleep again...
sian
work is shit la...
starting to miss my student life liao...sigh~but like wad pple always say,nv look back n dwell in de past,look to the future,like this,u'll feel happier n live ur day to the fullest...
anyway,yy i dun like my job leh?
1.i hate the aunties working with me.
reason:they vv lor sor,n they think they work so many years,they vv experince liao.always like to nag nag nag,worse than my mummy.now i also start to wonder,why my workplace there is sell youngster things de,but gt so many lao-aunties working there?
2.no freedom.i do everything also like kena spy by the irritating lao-auntie.i eat what food she also wan to see...i wanna go charwa also must sneak out.
3.the hell long working hours,n i must stand all day.due to the lao-auntie's scrutiny,i cant sit down n take a break unless she go toilet or wad.so fucked up can?i do PC show that time also can go car-park there take break,sit down,charwa,take your meals comfortably.no need to rush rush rush...but now everything all diff le lor...
4.the clothes damn ugly can?they look like over-priced this-fashion japaleng clothes to mie...n i cant really stand the sight of them.customers look extremely weird in those outfits,n i've to act act tell them its vv nice...hypocrite rite?? *thx*
5.the food at far east sux la~ expensive some more,last time work at bugis the food damn cheap+ yummy lo...
6.the long working hours,everyday must OT for 1/2 hr, thank god i'm paid =P
the list goes on...
but i wanna slp le,tml stil must go back that fucked up place...
sian...
starting work today,but i still cant sleep..its 5am now.i die die 945 must wake up...
hope i cant sleep after this post bah~
sian lo,far east there so far frm my place.then no time pei my dar dar also.dunno liddat how.
suddenly i realised that what pple always tell us,that studying is always good.
i tink i've begin to realise that this is rather true.when u're a student,u get to enjoy several student privilege,ranging from concession bus fare to buying student meals at macs n kfc.
being a student,u just need to study 5days a week monday to fri,n take abit more tiem out frm weekends n public hols to mug a little more for better academic achievements.
but now,work work work is 6days a week,from morning til nite time.wkends public hols not necessary u can take off...
need to pay more for bus fare,cant enjoy student meals,need to worry abt money problem,this and that.
under such comparison,suddenly,i realised that being a student is not bad after all
shall jus end my post abrutly here
gg sleep liao...
if nt work sure die de,so sian suree doze off n talk 2 zhou gong...
<3missing..loving him all day n nite<3
my fear???
how?
i wish that everything else would turn out fine for me...
sometimes,jus some things that happen makes me uneasy n remind me of the fear...
tml is my first work day...
hope all goes well.
i'll still continue to love him with all my heart and try my best to play my part well...
2days nv hear anything frm him liao...n my imaginations start to run wild once again...
went for my prom already,which i swear its a total waste of my $$$ rather spend it on smth else.except for the pple,i tink everyting else sux lor...the food dun taste nice to me...
after prom went to MOS,first time go there,then it happened to be underage party,so afterall,i dun look that sua-ku...tink adeline had aabit too much to drink...
i was stil feeling pretty sober by the end of the entire session.
spent the entire dae at home watching tv.n fuck,i stil cant get a job,i'm sick of theis unemployed life...can i really start work on monday?pls let me start,i'll promise nt to charwa so much during work,try to not even charwa ok???pls,i need the job really badly.if really dun have,i tink i'll be gg back newstead n start work early bah~
y cant i get my desired job???
last of all,i still miss my dar dar
dunno tml can get to see him or nt
missing him day n nite
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i'm afraid of changes...
i'm afraid of losing him....
i'm afriad of too many things..
sometimes,jus some stuff that he say,or little actions that he says,makes me scared.
i dunno why my imagination has 'improved' so much,but its jus the threat i get from someone whom i'm close to scares me.
i dunno why is it alwaes her that gives me this not vv good feeling.
the feeling can be so strong till i've to resort to some stupid methods to 'protect ' myself.
out of so many pple,yy must it always be her?
did i owe her something in my previous life?
last time is _ _ _ _ _ _
wil there stil be a next time?one _ _ _ _ _ _ is enough le lo...
if the unfortunate happens,people,pls dun blame me or condemn me for my actions
i'm sorry that i've to be selfish.
i really hope that the sad day would nv come.
running away from reality???
2am liao..n dunno y i'm stil not in bed yet...
sales is like not on de good side...
tinking of tml how...
sigh~
gonna be part of the unemployed population in singapore soon =(
singapore is really small leh.today at SITEX,met so many people that i know,frm the promotors not oni frm my booth,but also other booths,down to the delivery boys,all is people i know de...
then,today,i met jeffrey,one of my ex de campmate...
then after that,one of the promoters i working with,happen to be some1 i know also.not exactly as know him la,but gt see before de,at the chalets last time.he's my ex+friends de officer or some rank higher than them de bah.sg really small rite?
mauhhaaa
gotta slp le.
tml stil gt work,last day le...
tired...
sales,sales,and more sales....
pls..more sales for th enext two days at SITEX...
urgh~
fucking shag la.dunno why i seemed to be like kinda reluctant n getting tired easily this time round.hmmm~but some how i figured out a pattern for the sales liao.
sian lo,tml,i mean today sat n sun.sure die de...
jonathan say gt 30 promoters lor..liddat how???
HOW???!!!
30 leh,now 15 already we fight until so jialat liao,30 how to survive???
n why cant u people believe that i'm really not that good?i'm alos normal person leh,keep on say i sell alot.newbie also sell more than me la,shit lor...i lao liao...
perhaps this is my finale show liao...
-sleep-
