stoopid lor...i cant sleep again la~
n the worwe part is that i gotta wake up 8am later,for work.yes,i'm working...at the you-know-where la...
for those who dun-kno-where.
i'm working at
HP inkject printer booth frm today to sunday 11am to 9pm SITEX @ EXPO Hall 4
do rmb come down n pay me a visit...
thx thx~
today finally collected my prom dress,look quite ok bah...
finally after 3days of shopping,i got most of my stuff ready le.got my clutch,shoes,dress and appt with make-up artist....but now i stil dun have any accessories lo...dunno whether i shld use my current ones or get new ones?
kinda sians n tired frm all those shopping liao =x
dunno later that 8legged fren of mine wil msg me or nt.few daes back,my 8 legged fren,tan sin yee aka octopus cant slp at msg me...at 4am =.-
if she later msg me again,then i sure =.= de...how to work liddat,i so tired...
i wan slp...
周公！！！你在哪来？？
i tink 周公calling me le,i better chao liao...hope i can fall asleep and wake up on time =)
wish me luck=P
ystd went town to meet yan ling,then yvonne also wanted to come along...
then walked along town,saw some really nice shoes.then after that eat this eat that,dunno yy my money spend so fast also.dint even buy much things...
sigh~
then after that go bedok meet my dar dar,go down 85 there,find his friends,then slack awhile,wait here wait there then went down to town again...lotsa farnie stuff happen la.lazy to blog them all down,after all not very nice thou...
so shag lor...
wanna go eat la-mian,but kinda lazy to move...wonder why cant these eateries offer a delivery service FOC to residents living ard this area.after all the 6pics of yong tau foo + la-mian = $4.00 is not say very cheap also mah.
(yes,there's this bagus halal yong tau foo stall near my hse,n i tink they charge exorbidant price for their not very nice yong tau foo.IMO,i tink only the soup base is nice n main attration for me to visit there again. =P)
i dunno why the feelings been bugging me all day.its jus drivingv me nuts.
ok,i tell myself,y nt let it go...my answer,can i bear to do it?what wil my outcome be?
then tink on the other side,wait n see....wad wil i see in the end?can someone come n tell me wad wil i see in the end.is it my desirable outcome,or its something that i wished it didnt happen in the first place.
i'm afriad of receving calls/msgs that tell me the outcome of this entire thing...
i'm really scared.i've nv felt like this all my life,where did this fear come frm?
perhaps its the retribution bah...
if i were to be offered a second choice,i wld nt regret knowing him...
but i'll regret for doing certain things...
today woke up late for work lor...lucky daddy nv angry or wad,all thx to mummy n her funny tricks la.always get me into some werid situation...faster go down cook for every1 lunch.lucky nv late lor.
then after lunch,went down bedok there rebond my hair.cheaper then jean yip lo,the service also better n they are nt so puchy like those ah lians at jean yip,keep on asking u to buy this n that,irritating ...the quality also not bad lo,jus that i'm nt really satisfied that my fringe looks like weird,hope my hair faster grow out then at least at work,nt so farnie...
then after that,went to repair my fone lo,then i discovered that actually my fone nv spoil at all lor!!!its the memory card thats corrupted =X
tinking of waiting for the PC show go there buy direct from kingston...
n i did smth farnie today la~go buy contact lens,i mean the cosmetic lens.bought blue colour,spend like an hour in de shop learning how to wear them...so tiring.then when i was learning how to take out that time,i scratch my eyeball...so bo bian,must cut away my finger nail on y thumb n index finger,if nt i cant wear my contacts properly lor....
then i realised one thing when i went home,totally regret getting them lo...first,i watched the news n they say the same brand of solution had some contaminating problem,then dunno mine affected or not.second thing,i look horrible in de photo with the contacts la~like some retarded vampire liddat lor =X ...if look like ma xiao ling in the vampire drama still ok,at least she quite pretty,but i look absolutely Scary!!! urgh!
then while waitinng for my daddy come pick me,ran into dar dar's fren,then i told them abt dar dar the hp thingy lor...then andy stil anyhow say wad i wunt worry or wad lo..total bullshit lo... worry of cos gt la..
somehow,i tend to have the scary feelings sometimes,i cant offer an explanation for it.it wil only make me think where could i have done wrong,what did i not do good enuff n such things.
i'm really afraid that the sad dae wil come.i really dont know wad to do by then....
if he happens to read this...
msg to my dar dar...
i jus wanna let u know,i really wanna be with you forever...cos i really love uu alot alot...to me,your are my world.with u by my side,the others doesnt really matter...
No matter wad comes my way,no matter wad else changes,the way i feel for yoy,my love for you is neverending....
i'll never stop loving you~
its u who turned my darkness into light,who made my day happy and smooth,give me the strenght to carry on...
<3 All i love is you <3
today the sea family came my hse,sinyee,geck n shuning lor...i woke up late lo,then rush down to mrt go pick them up...
then we watch thai horror movie at my hse,some parts quite gross some parts quite farnie...thai movie is liddat de lor...then after that watch i not stupid too...ya lorr,watch tv all the way until 8pm...after that sinyee acp me go bedok there.see how much they charge me for repairing my hp.then we discovered smth.those hp shop people all got coloured eyes de.u see ah,the first shop we go,sinyee tell me the person is pple eye de.then the second shop we go,the person is blue eye...mauhahahaa.lols...then we started to wonder,how come handphone shop the people all like to wear coloured contact lens?
then today my dar dar msg me,tell me his fone kena cut liao.tink he no $$ pay bill bah..sigh...hope he can faster get his line back bah,if nt how to sms n call him.so sian..
so tired,gg sleep liao.now already 0330 lor.stil gt so much tings nv do...stress lo.
today first time help daddy work..actually nt really work alot la.jus do cooking only,but must cook for everyone eat lo.first time i cook for so many pple eat.now then i know be chef mus have strong arms also...the pot so heavy.tink after 1 wk,i gonna have muscles on my arms liao...
lucky today the rice nv chao-da.vegetables n meat all gt cooked....not raw..kekelex..
then i asked uncle patrick n unlce cheong the food how,they say almost same as daddy cook de...hmmm,i myself tink also nt bad..jus very tiring only..cook cook n cook...must find one day i go n do muy hair liao...i really damn bex lo.dunno when is the best n most suitable day lo...
go tis wk,dunno mummy gt money or not.later she ask me pay first the she end up nv return me the money.today then jus went to the tailor there make my gown,hope it'll turn out nice bah~pray very very very hard..
vv tired liao.tml shunning,sinyee n geck coming my hse.better go sleep now.
finally got a connection at home.using my old modem n new laptop lo..finally..finally...finally exams over liao lor..be it good or bad,dun wanna go tink abt it for the time being.ystd i spend a little time talking to my fren,n i confess out that now,i'm nt afraid of failing my exams(i knows its stoopid n pri sch ting la)but its jus my fear.instead,my greatest fear now is me losing something that i'm holding on tightly n wishing that the day that i greatest fear wil nv come...
i dunno why i get such thinking all the time,its like ...haix,dunno how to describe it la..
my fear...
i jus hope that the day wil nv come...
cos i really need him by my side...
