blogging in frm sch lib now...
i wanna rant~~~~ my pay from the event haven come yet!!!real afraid that they'll nt pay me lor.wait awhile longer see how bah...really hope can faster come lor,if nt i gt no money to eat leh...
anyway,later gotta go geo room to see teacher.dunno for wad reason also.heard its about the time table thingy.seriouslyi tink that no matter how we try to change it,its stil after all the same.no point shifting up a period and make me go home at 4.15pm.does this make much differnce?to me,the answer is a NO...thers's no difference at all.going home at 4.15 means that i'll spend more time laze ard.i cant do much with the short time span from 5pm(the time tt i reach home) to 6.15pm(dinner time)...its too short for me to study,i cant concentrate for sure.too long to sleep,the only thing i could tink of is go shit...stoopid rite???
anyway,i got back afew of my block test results today,as expected...i flunk out.i dunno why,but i feel that i began to loathe econs lesson alot,i really really mean ALOT!!!wy?i dunno the reson either.perhaps its the teacher?or because i simply dun understand whats going on in lectures n tutorials?i seriously dunno why...n ms poh actually came to ask me on my 'future' thingy on friday after sch end.bla bla bla...you know what,tis is the last thing i want to hear frm her,not jus her,but every1 else.except a few of my close frens,yes,they are the only ones who can n are allowed to ask me these stuff.
then my fren called me,yeah...and i knew about the truth of the whole thing.well,i could us say tt i was terribly hurt by the whole incident.n i seriously think that what that 'upstairs character' did only make me close up myself to everybody...ok,in the past,i'll have no qualms on confiding my stuff into her,only infront of her and our group of pple.i'll really dare to act out who i am.within the group,there were no fake mask n costumes.its just different from what outsiders think that we are.anyway,back to main topic on what happened,my fren n i we talked...i really dunno what am i suposed to do now.the only opinion i wanna give is that.the 'upstairs character' is a real BITCH!!!there's no more trust within us...can you get it?im not sying that these are my personal matters and that you guys should just stay out of.but u came to my hse and you saw,how my privacy was like intruigde my her.
what the 'upstairs character' always like to do;act pity in front of the outsiders.act as thou she's at her wits end of controlling her 'diamond'.i dun dun no...n i'm nt in the very much interest of knowing what is she after.n she always say that she does not want this,does not want that...on n on n on...
seriously..i'm sick n tired of this sickening life...i'm serious.this is the most fucked up thing that i've heard ovee the week.can you imagin,1hr b4 i met her,some teacher was preaching to mie on some future stuff,n tt faggot make me waste like a pack of tissue...n next comes the'upstairs character'makin noise,n using a dirty trick to try n know my stuff.i've no more comments on all these events le.i'm simply sick n tired of all these fucking issues.
break end le,gotta go geo room liao~cant just every one be contented with the current time table?you see,last time, monday dun have the fucking econs de...but now,monday got econs lor...tutorial somemore...haix...
i really miss some1..someone~hope he'll find me soon bah...zhen de really very very miss him <3
went m'sia on wednesday.overall..wet wet wet~fun fun fun!!! oni 2 day 1 nite nia...go kota tinggi the for geo river studies n ro the famous waterfall.n guess wad,i ran into telok kurau kids,my sec sch pple.its so damn ironic la~i live opp the sch,n hardly see nay of them.200km away at kota,i actually saw them...lols...this trip is definetly very fun la...the sky's so nice,stars so nice,moon so nice..everything also very nice la...food was so-so ok la,can eat de.i also nt very fussy about food de...
then sec day,on the way back went to one of the out of town developments.this shopping centre,JUSCO City...n i bought the gu-huo-zai VCDs .partIII,IV & V.finally found them.now gonna find some time after my block test to watch it...n i finally bought new shoes too.silver flats n damn cheap also...everything was so nice.
n some fuckers jus wanna spoil the whole thing.tis fucking asshole just wanna be so xtra,dunno wads his fucking problem.i shall not sya out who is this fucked up person...i tink pple who know,all know liao.i'm nt say wad very angry or wad,but i'm very sure n confident that if this asshole dint see wad happened.i can definelty clear throught without any complications de.why?cos i know n i have the confidence.if not,i wunt even temper with the thought of me _______________________.pple sho know liao,all know liao.so i shouldnt elaborate further on it.
as for another person. XXXX XXXX i feel damn bad la~cos the fucker saw me,n now i gave him more problems.but at the same time,i dun tink XXXX XXXX will read this blog.but anyway,i'm stil dman touched that actually you came to talk to mie abt those things.but to say smth honest.i dun really trust yu guys alot,due to my past expericence.perhaps its jus a shadow bah~mayb over time,i'll laern n i have to learn abt this trusting thhingy bah...but for the time being.i hope that everything will turn out fine...n i hope u(xxxx xxxx)can help me regain back my trust...
and today,did another stupid thing.i tink its time i shall be more hard-hearted n leave him le...i checked his hp today.n i got a shocked...so wad am i to you?some xxxxxxxxx????well,i did one stupid thing le...mayb i'll nid a 3rd party's help tis time.dunno whether my fren free or nt(aXXXX)yes,you...i tink i nid your help.i tink wmy presence probably dun make a differnce bah~since in this case.i dun tink we shld carry on this pointless n irritating r/s...y?you definelty know it well yourself.i dun wanna elaborate any further...n the very first place.i dint intend to put in too much into tis r/s...cos i somehow know its smth nt right...n today...i finally undeerstood.ALL THOSE WORDS BY YOU ARE LIES!!!you are jus a BIG FAT LIAR!!!sry,i'm nt tt stoopid after all.i know who really care for me n who doenst...
n to Hoe Hwee,i know you are alwix good to me de..i really appreciate it =)
ok,pics time =)
me..taken at the river..so tired liao.look damn shag out lor
me and shuning
and cannot our dearest teacher~mr chrissy Chen
and this is every1 lor...xuewen,geck ying and maurise(bending down to take the measurements)we were measuring river length n stuff...took tis photo accidentally...
shuning..n maurise is at the back
my arm...use the clay n write de...n my fren told me that this pic look like a koi fish =.-
Some random pics tt i took....
my pinkie devil~he's sitting on my biscuit can...
back of my door...my shorts,skirt and shirt/jacket...
my cupboard..all stuffed with my bags.very messy rite
my handy water bottle.very old liao.use until the bottom there de paint all peel liao.but i stil love it alot.yeah,got another gold one...but i still love this alot.cos its PINK
my hello kitty clip...frm macs
love this antique clock... no nid batteries de.jus rmb tune it every an 1/2 days can le...simply love it alot.no nid to watse$$$ buy batteries n it nv breaks down.
my very messy table..doing maths.can hardly do any lor~so fucking difficult..
my watch...now seldom wera it le...xing tong it will will scratch or wad..now wear diff watch le..but sometimes still got wear it to match my clothes...
RALLI ART...one of my latest craze...its actually my key strap...
Hello Kitty thingy i bought frm Macs..tink it was damn cute.gonna collect all four of them...
this is the back of the hello kitty...ladybird back~damn ke-ai lor
my messy messy table..i got two tables liao,stil so messy...haix
the wind mill ofr good luck~got it from hk's wong tai sin few years back..really hope i can go HK again n get another one...
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danyuan n miie~the birthdya boy
and his very nice wall paper...so damn fucking hard working lor
suffering frm depression...
so stress~so depressing...school...haixzzzzzzzzzzzzz
ok..that day was at bugis there,going to sim lim sa for my IT fair training...saw this damn damn fucking huge dog.its so huge lor...sry the pics are blur,cos nite mode n u cant expect the dog to freeze for the camera.lolx
so damn big lo.i squate down,the dog also same height as me lo.many pple all very stunn n stop to take an xtra look lo.n the dog owner also very kind to explain to us the dog n stuff.so cute leh..the odg very guai one,nv want to bite anyone or bark at us de =)
taken outside MS's 7-11...guo wei n mie...
random pic,my last time hang out..now no more le*sobx sobx*tiem to grow up liao~
yey!!!dont worry be happy~
484 lor~during operation that time,take de...operation sian leh..like 2hr liddat...I miss 484...
taken at bugis de macs,last time with H2...erm,the menthol is not mine hor...some ah beng/lian's...the book is mine,and u know wad?i brought the book to rush,put behind the console there,n it got lost!!!fancy losing a story book in a club =.= kunzzz
finally got my comp fixed...ok,that day,wanted to open comp b4 gg off to work at suntec..then i discovered tat.COMPUTER CANNOT ON!!!i tio pengx lor...then just now bring go funan there fix it liao.lucky only something,some board thing la,kena burnt liao...so jus replace lor...
well,the last wk,frm thursday to sunday.was working at the IT Fair.nt ASUS Booth,but i got transferred over to HP Booth,selling inkjet printers.so last minute lo.only tell me like 7 hrs b4 the thing started,n i dint attend the trianing at craps.luckily printers quite easy to sell,facts also very easy,jus show them brochure n talk some stuf only...sold quite a number of printers bah~talk so much...talk for all 4days,n now...i abit no voice liao.work was fun la~n i saw Zhi Li!!she also working there,the pple all quite nice,then we go eat snake the carpark there.. kkekekxx.nt often la,when no customers then go take break...but really stand til xiao lor...11am+all the way to 9pm+ stand until my legs wanna break liao...
the sat after work end,so shag liao still can g RUSH with alvin they all.cos we all(our chionging gang) 1yr anniversay mah.so bo bian go lor.quite fun la,go dancefloor dance with pearlynn.then after that,too tired/seh liao...then kunZzzz all the way to rush end.then end up sunday damn tired for work.at the end of the show,like ard 1hr more to close.most of the printers all sold out liao.the most popular model no more stock...then pple stil kipp on come n ask,i really work until wanna faint liao lo.whole day nv eat,due to the drinks at rush the previous nite.totally shag out le lor..
ystd had GP exam,was so tired till i fell asleep in exam..then faster go toilet there wash face.then walk back cont'd my paper.as a result,I DINT FINISH!!!this time confirm die liao~sure fail paper de.somemore i got many mnay assignments nv hand in also.*haix*
jus half way finish pack my bag...tml gg m'sia...
i gg liao~bb pple
IT Fair at SUNTEC CITY 9th to 12 March -ASUS BOOTH-PLS SUPPORT!!!
Hi all~
everybody please come down n support me at ASUS booth...
Upcoming IT Fair at Suntec Exhibition Centre Level 4 booth 8310.
9th to 12 March 2006
12noon to 9PM
link for event---> http://event.asus.com/2006/nb/itshow/sg/index.html
look for me at ASUS Booth..
i'll be selling laptops =)
pls help me tell pass the message around and do come down n support as well...
thanks
lotsa Lorve~Fran
on my way out to get some stuff jus now,i msg him le...tink he hasnt seen it yet.i dnu tink its a gd time now.due to many stuff,i guess its not time,i nid CONCENTRATION..CONCENTRATION n lotsa CONCENTRATION in my life,in my studies.i dun wanna regret one year later.wad alvin said is very true,its the lonlyness that i feared,i agree.
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jus now over msn,had a sortta bitter conversation with one of my friend whom i used to be quite close to.i only can say one thing,friends come n go...some things,if we can listen with a open heart,and take it as a form of lesson.you wunt feel teh bitterness between you n your frens.
to whom it may concern.i think i have to thank you,n probably treat you to a meal bah~cos ur words really woke me up.i know my doings,and i know wad i'm doing.i really hope we can sit down n talk face to face.i really dint do anything.at least i have to clear conscious.i dunno what made you think tt i'm tt type of person.its ur thinking...i jus hope tt you can tell mie the exact reasons on why you tink tt of me.but i hope that there's no hard feelings btw us ok?frens alwaes?
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today's a holiday declared by ms lai..cost MJ did well for A lvls?hmmm,yep,so i manage to get my 10hrs of beauty sleep...so damn tired,i' wld have slept till later,if not for my mum,making so much noise early in the morning.cant i sleep even longer?ystd in sch,i kena acute pain in my stomach again...urgh~wah lan eh,pain till max,end up i semi-conscious in econs,feel so bad.like so disrespsectful towards ms poh liddat.then went home straight,ate dinner liao,then go katong there find my fren,then went NTUC,bought cookies,ice cream,bake beaans,canned food and then went home liao..daddy came to pick me up ..hehhexx
later shld be going to do my maths homework.i frigging hate maths lah,so difficult,or its jus the teachers?hmmmm,i dunno.
jus finished cleaning up my damn room,so dirty n messy.very long nv clean up liao.clean n clean until i almost died<--tink abit axaggerate...playing OGK now,trying to org a rollerbalde outing leh,very long nv roller blade liao.yes,i know exams all ard corners,but i really wish to blade awhile more before i go MIA...so pls pls pls,accp me to go blade can? will be grateful to euu all =)
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