well,wednesday was class chalet...preparations was kinda rush and everything last min.n i can conclude that some guys are useless<--guess this statement only apply to some1.*tsk tsk* but overall...FUN FUN FUN!!!above our chalet,got this grp of ah-beng,some superstar/singapore idol/superband wannabes,blasting songs...singing and got echo as well,so farnie...i dint stay over,took some pics too,can take a look,i've uploaded them.left chalet half way ard 10+,rush down to Club RUSH,today got some animal award thing that my friends won la.so went there,ladies nite.heh,me quite sua-ku,first time go ladies nite,free-flow but,dunno la.hmmm,guess i was the only person there who got UV chop on my hand,cos i wnet chalet downtown east mah.lols.wasn't drunk,but think i really lao liao.now body ache all over when i woke up at 8+ cos sinyee manage to sms me and woke me up.so i immediately wash up and rush down to chalet again.sinyee say they ystd all drunk and seh until like lunatics,haizz,guess i missed out a hell lot of fun man...
here are the pics for the chalet+BBQ....
aint we lucky that we gt national soccer player to help us start the fire for BBQ?
and on the other side....wads izzat doing?
wonder who took this pic???
danyuan as normal,with his signature smile...posing to take photo =.=
yey...grp foto,clockwise..gek ying,shuning,me,sinyee...
guess who is eating the chicken wing?
ta-da...its anting la,*isnt it obvious?*
the guys at the BBQ pit...and wad happen to sinyee?perhaps food kena chao-ta again bah~
xuewen+weining...
i look greedy...well,piggy me jus cant stop eating =S
more pics...
think i'v nv posted soo much pics in one entry b4...
me+zul's gf+shuning
izzat+shuning+ their farnie faces =)
ms chen,anting,shuning,weining and me...
stop taking our photo lah!!!muahahhahaha
zul playing with the cucumber =X
another few more photos...
me+danyuan...we look like siblings mah?
random photo of my hand with the chop from Rush...its Vodka,tt means can gt free drinks...but i under 18,so i gt double chop...cannot drink =X
me at home,bo liao nth to do...playing with camera...
*post deleted*msg me to find out
-sigh-
now body ache all over,neck better liao. lie down,neck pain.shoulder also pain..then nobody help me massage.think i must wait for 1mnth b4 all the pain go away liao,unless some kind soul wanna help me massage away...sigh...leg so pain,bakc also pain,cant even walk nice nice,my fren even say i walk until like i kena fuck by guy liddat...kaox...liddat also can =X
i just came back from outside...mus thank my fren,for sms me so early at 8+liddat...then gt woken up,normally,i'll open the msg n go back to sleep again...today,however,i din manage to return to my dreamy-castle...perhaps its due to the stress and anxiety of collecting thhe 'verdict' later on....so i woke up eventually,so long nv wake up so early in the morning liao...hmmm,but luckily i woke up at 8+ liddat,cos i dilly dally here and there.jus go there take results also want to ban-lieng dunno for what...finally 10am,i left my hse...so many people,and i think i bang into one of my sec sch ah beng...OMGx..y am i alwaes see-ing such people in this type of times?
nvm
well,results ah...can say is 'you dun tell me better rite?' i seriously dunno liao.like what he say,liddat keep on deleay will be very dangerous...so the verdict is...msg/sms/msn me personally if you wanna find out...wadeva
and last nite,i was quite touch that adeline,anting,and danyuan ask me about this thing..sorry my darlings,i cant really say out too much,due to certain things,and i dun wanna make everyone be bothered so much before the air is cleard...
*the post here hrs ago was deleted by me*
the previous post on that particular thing was deleted as well,if you really wanna know,can msg me/msn/call/sms me to find out...
i really dunno wads gonna happen tml...
i'm prepared for the worse liao...tomorrow..verdict day...good or bad,i really dunno.wonder anyone can accompany me to go there tml,if not..i shall face up to the worse by myself and walk alone on the long winding road...
and lastly...i dun blame you...you believe me?
that day taken at swensens...danyuan and me.
my eyes look so small..sad sad
me again....all these fotos all use his hp take de...
its x'mas...act cute...
merry x'mas everyone=)
me acting cute again...
well...x'mas was not exactly very exciting...y?people who know you all know lor,if u dunno,can msg my hp/msn/tag wadever,i'll tell u if i tink u are worthy of listenin to it...to me,x'mas is jus an occasion that i can receive lotsa presents,eat nice nice food...the latter does not appeal much to me now,cos i dun really enjoy eating lerr...total watse of money and time.receive presents so,hoping some1 can get me what i like and have been eyeing for...but i stil rank CNY better then x'mas,cos angpow mah...ang pow can get money which mayb be more useful to me...well,today is x'mas,daddy insisted on eating out for some x'mas lunch,which at first i wasnt really keen on it.but come to think of it,daddy always whip out delicious meals for me everydae.cant i jus accomodate his wishes that we go eat x'mad buffet lunch?...the buffet is really nice,yumyum,highly recommended.quite value for money,tthou the price is considered more of the high end type of buffet,but you get to eat good food.well,still ate happily with them la...
*the rest,i've edited this post n deleted it..if you wanna know what is it,can msg me over msn me or ask me personally*
x'mas greeting for everyone...
wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR =)
i've gt some greetings for you all,click on the link below and enjoy~
Christmas greetings for everyone
its x'mas,i'm feeling neither happy nor sad...Danyuan asked me to go his church,i wish i could,but i jus cant find the mood.its festive season n i dun wish to spoil anyone's mood because of my case...i hope that everything can clear up soon...tuesday is afew days away,dunno what will my verdict be.now i think back,why am i always getting myself into such fucking deep shit?
ystd went bugis and finally meet my hoe hwee(considered my ex la),i told him about my case liao.he kepy on talk rubbish and stuff...dunno wad to say liao.the more i think,the more my heart pain,my head cant stop spinning with those terrible flashbacks on all those craps...
soon,after verdict is paassed..i'll post up my messages to everyone...so rmb to read again on tues/wed...i'll most prob post them all up on tues after its passed.but if i have no time,then wednesday...
tink will be cleaning up my room later.its freaking dirty...i've finally cleared my table...work is completed finally...
i jus cut my hair...nt much actually jus trimmed some parts,and cut fringe only...
looking at the locks of hair that were snipped off,how i wish all my problems could be just snipped of from me,just like my hair...schools re-opening again...ystd went town with mummy,and i ran into ruiqi.lols,haven seen my school mates for a long time.and dunno the chalet,if i'm able to attend of not..so sorry people,if i really cant go,dun wanna fight with my mum over this thing and make her unhappy...will see how things get on,mayb she'l allow last minute?will msg you guys again =]
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hopefully on tues,i can get my verdict..dun wanna drag this bloody case any longer.the last case i was lucky,cos of my good friends.i realised that sometimes,friends really can help you alot.think this time,i might need to fight this battle alone if the need really arise...
two scenarios...
first scenario...nth happen...joy to the world...hope that i'll nv hav to worry liddat again...and this type of thing dun happen onto me again...
second scenario...something happens.kena bad sentence...tell me wad to do???n pple who know what happened...pls dun say i think so neagtive,if u were in my position,in my current situation.you will most probably think like me...
and sometime,even if i kena my bad sentencing,can sae is dead sentence to me liao.theres nth much in this world that i stil really se bu de...
well,x'mas is like jus a few daes away..dunno wad to do also.so sian.mayb i'll be planning my own meal and find some nice VCD to watch.-sigh-mummy now last min gt to work...sian,now dunno wad liao...really irritated.1 month ago,say wanna go here go there for x'mas,then now tell me u hav to work,daddy also not free.u smart la.make me push away...all my other appts,n now...
like i say before..leaving this bloody world...its jus so simple...cos nth much for me to se bu de...
i dunno shld i blog or not...these feel days getting more and more worried.in the first place,i shld not have tried to save that miserable $8...u see,its not like i cannot afford it or wad.now i must spend more $$.sigh,tell me what to so?
If the misfortune really befall,i'm gonna have a hard time,first,if i really tell out the truth,she(a gd+close fren of mine)might nt be able to forgive me for what i did,she'll definetly be angry with me n flare up...next,i'll face a series of greater problems.family problems+social problems.
third choice is re-surfacing.because first choice,i dun have enough$$,unless i borrow from loan shark or miracle happen ah?``stop dreaming liao``$$ is not gonna drop from the sky and solve your problem...
2nd choice,lagi worse lah,i'll need to suffer for the rest of my life.
so third choice,is the best 1.but i scared pain,scared this n that...what if one try not enought to kill,left half a life is not a good thing.the results of left half a life not totally gone..is DISASTROUS!!!TOTAL TERRORIST RESULTS!!!
somemore,X'mas,NYE,CNY festive seasons,alot of pple know liao,sure words will spread ard.i'll nt be surprised to know that half of sg knows what happen...its the inevitable that i've to hurt some people in this entire incident,esp my parents+family.perhaps in my next life,i'll repay you all back...do not grieve or feel too sad for whateva that has happen,pls understand that,to me,leaving will make me feel better.i admit that after one has climb to higher grounds,falling down is most fatal to he/she.pple alwaes say,nevermind,fall down liao,jus pick your self up,can already...but secreatly,behind,they'll say this'so n so ah,aiyo,you know what she did or not,this type of pple ah,next time surely not good de.bla bla bla'
its same like last time my fren's blog said this,parents alwaes say,"nvm,you tell daddy/mummy what wrong you did,tell us the truth,confess to us,we will not scold you."so you tell them the truth...then they SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMM n YELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl at you...mummy yells"WHY DID YOU DO THIS???HUUUUUUUUUUUUH????????I DINT EXPEXT THAT I"VE SUCH A DAUGHTER!!!"mummy tells daddy,"YOU SEE WAD YOUR DARLING DAUGHTER HAS DONE?!!!" so i've learnt that,jus tel them whateva they want to hear,dun tell the wahteva truth thingy,u dun wan them to gt angry rite,n u dun wan to gt scolded as well rite?so tell them whateva they want to hear,even if you have to lie..its a white lie ok?
ya,anyway,i jus pray hard on everything...i promise that if really nothing happen,the misfortune DUN befall onto me,i'll really stop al those rubbish once and for all...i really really promise.
The fact n truth is that,i really dun wan to take the 3rd choice...
i dun wan to even have the chance to choose choices
really xin-fan and i dunno how liao,no amount of charwaz can relieve my current stress.I swear that.next time.i'll 1000% not give in anymore,no matter what happpen...spare me so much trouble.irresponsible behaviour as well.dun intend to do up much of my work,since its 3rd choice,why shld i still try so hard,mayb afterall,i'll nt be around liao...it might be alot of last XXXXXX whateva...
this few days or shall i say this whole week?body not feeling too well.tink mus start doing exercise liao.tink ystd also ate too much,sat go out with frens,the after that ate heavy supper.then sunday lunch eat pepper crabs+chilli crabs,eat eat eat so much.then dinner stil eat kfc,this is how piggified fran can get.so this week muct bi-guan-xiu-lian liao.the most i can touch is sushi and pineapples.the rest are no-nos for me.i cannot find jobs leh,no short term day jobs le,sad case.hope my reserves cna last me til NYE then.
think gonna go shopping for CNY soon.my craze on silver shoes are not over yet.somehow frannie is jus super dupa in love with silver/gold/bright shiny stuff on my feet.simply love silver shoes.caught my eye on a elfish pair already,dunno shld i get it for x'mas celebration or NYE...dunno wad are plans for x'mas an NYE yet,but tink mummy say we might be going for ECP seafood eating,so i gave her time slot liao.as for the rest,i'll jus add in the other events.jus pray hard it'll nt be like last year where most of my $$ are not spend on food,not on drinks,not on entrance fee,not on presents,but on cab fare!!!
same for my b'dae tis yr la,like wad my mum say,pple treat u for celebration,so i'll attend all of them.end up spend alot on cab fare,for hopping from one place to another...the presents and angpow i receive not even enuff to recoup my loss from cab fare.but the whole point is that,not on recouping my loss or collect losta prsents n water.but the fun from the celebrtaion,its jus all the fun that we're after.
this wk will be MIA wk,at most i go paragon on sat eat sushi,or go ECP with jie-mei.mummy say sunday she off,cant wait for all the shopping with her...want to buy skirt,buy shoe,buy top and food``oOpxs,growing fat liao stil wanna eat ah?``tink later play hula-hoop liao.if not x'mas ccannott wear nice nice go out =P
Last but not least,today's cheryl's birthday worx...
must wish my best besttie funky friend Cheryl darling...HAPPY BIRTHDAYHappy birthday to cheryl,may all your dreams come true and best of luck!!!
stay cool stay funky and happy alwaes =)
was super duper bored so decided to upload this link my fren send me.yes,i'm nt that kpo to take it myself,according to my source its from Mdm wong.i underage to enter Mdm WOng,n i also not intereste to go.i tink i see this liao,nxt time i also dun wan go,so er xin... =X
this is prolly what people do when they drink too much,cannot drink stil drink.must know your own limits ma.the girl damn chao ah gua,n he's(she's???)a fucking ugly 1 too.
dunno the girl is enjoying?or suffering....
you all see it urself if you want to la.the link is below,but plz read carefully and think carefully if you want to open n see it or not.
WARNING
the link below,i'm not joking,its really R21 stuff,explicit content...so if you have younger bros/sis/mummy/daddy/auntie/uncle/granny/ah gong/cousins...pls dun open n see it.
ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD...
PLS CLICK AT YOUR OWN RISK
carzy people who drink until seh...n this is wad they start doing...
finally caught the movie chicken little.damn funny,went out alvin,elain,irvin bla bla la...then i took train home with fren,the rest of the guys go DBO...i went to eat mee sua my fave sia.i this few days kip on eat non-stop,eat like no tomorrow liddat.tink i'm gonna be damn fat liao.feel like next wk go Rollerblade,dunno yan ling free or nt...
i'm gonna slp liao.
nites
ystd went out with adeline then we decided to go sing-K at Kbox there...so long nv go sing liao,then we asked wu hao along...the songs he choose all so cute de nehx.
then we go citilink there,ate at some xiao-long-bao and la-mian place,yum yum yum.next time i'll bring my parents n frens there,the food is nice and reasonable price too.
sometimes,i wish that certain things happen...
i really dun mind le,i jus hope that i'll not be chuke away to one side after that.
its ok if you dun wan me to bother you n niam u,i'll not...
i dunno why i'm reduced to this state,but somehow,i feel that he's someone who will make me si-xing-ta-di.i tink its no longer a crush.
my fren jus asked me jus now,your first priority is wad?
i answered that its my studies amd then folloewed by workin small jobs to earn some xtra pocket money.then lastly,if i have time then for the special him lor.
tink its the first time i ever like someone so much to such a extend.
tmml tink all the planns all cancell liao la.dunno also,feel that i'll be staying at home.this few daes the phglem in my throat most of it come out liao,but still gt some stuck there,then cannot come out liddat.sigh~
well,late liao,gtg sleep...
nites nites
sweet sweet dreams
ok,i only gt 1hr to use the internet now,cos i nid to rush off...so my entry mght have lotsa grammer n spelling mistakes...
this few days really damn busy,sleeping and entertaining my mum's relatives and be their tour guide is really not an easy task.those cheena people really complain queen and kings,say this say that.if its not for the sake of the $$ that i'm paid.i will not do this even.so wad if i got free meals,get to walk around the places of singapore?you think i like to go bird park and zoo before ah?sentosa very nice meh?yes,sentosa id super dupa nice,without you cheena people.i wanna go there swim n play de,not walk under the umbrella with you guys n hav you al complaining 'so hot! so hot!!' hot then stay in the hotel room dun come out la.that pathetic amount of $$ i dun earn also can one.i'm jus doing this paryially cos my mum's relatives and also i abit free,n gt cash also.
somemore some of them stay at that bloody hotel at clarkquay there,which means i everyday must go down there.stupid leh,everyday i must walk down mohammad sultan street to go to the hotel and bring some fucking cheena people out.wah-lan eh,feel damn paisay by the way they speak,actions,and fashion sense.
luckily i last sat pang-seh them go rush,i heard my mum told me they later went to eat the bak-kut-teh.machiam i must eat with them as well.alamak,i'll faint on the spot one lor.then now they come tell me the bak kut teh very nice,ask me eat with them.xiao la,stil wanna ta-pao back.pls la,dun gimme anymore trouble.schedule for today is walk river.i need to bang wall again.actually is friday go walk river,thurs come my hse eat family meal.but then now they wan today go river today,say friday go somewhr shop again.urgh!!!i wan 2 sleep todday de lor.river jiu river lor.today wed,alot places ladies nite,hope dun see too much pple.lucikiy they sunday go back liao...if not sat they sure want to go here go there de.
-sigh-
my chicken little still nobody leh.why you all no one to watch chicken little nehx???
cannot be i drag my cheena 'clients' go watch with me rite?ya la,can ask their daughter n son,but i dun like to watch with cheena pple de lor.if this continues...i also dunno la,dun like to watch VDC leh,sure not fun de,cinema watch then nice ma.tink i try to jio pple go watch with me bah~
*pray hard that i cna find pple to watch chicken little with me*
gtg rush to meet them le.
wil blog again soon and pls tag generously to gt my tagboard moving.
thx thx
last nite air con not working.want to sleep cannot slp,want to study also cannot study.then the thunder so bright,worry that i'll rain,then dun really dare slp,what if rain,my window open until so big,later the rain all flood my room how?but later tired,so just sleep lor.tired liao all dun care.end up slp til late woke up.now daddy repairing my air-con.
-sigh-
actually today plan to watch chicken little,then now outing cancelled liao.sian1/2,dunno why suddenly gt cold response also.now body still like not very ok.just now go eat chicken rice at the cofishop near my hse.now like better.but i first time got such illness.dun tell me is the side-effect from the medicine i took?but its like i took it 2wks+ already,where gt side effects take soo long to come out 1?
planning someday go town with fren lorbut nobody like free lor.msg cheryl+yvonne they al no reply also.sian sian lah
think mayb i 'll just end up watching chicken little alone lor...
sad sad la.find some time b4 any rushing if there is lor
see how la.
ystd...rush again.now rush 3am end liao wor.after that,every1 gather outisde there,saw lotsa familiar faces from 484 last time..machiam like some illegal gathering liddat.they sae rush now change boss,so 3am end liao lor...actually better sia,cos if nt i damn tired when i go home,but come tink of it,if spotcheck for longtime,then waste time lor.ystd,every1 so tired la.tink i tis yr shld be shou-san liao..ok,i know i sae tis afew times liao la.but i will reeally do de hor.well,monday dunno stil watchin chicken little with weining they all or nt.she jus msg me sae mayb cancel liao-sigh-then i'll be stuck at home with the 2 country pumkins.
this is the most sad thing in my life now,my mum's cousin frm cheena come visit her n stay at our hse lor.i cant stand this 2 fucking chao cheena lang lor.sae tis sae that,sae until liddat,then stay in ur cheena place la,y 1 2 come here disturb me?almost cause me cannot go rush ystd leh.lucky i gt my way stil,n i tink i wunt be able to gt a small angpow from them even lor.they so giam siap on everything.go out with this 2 mountain turtles i will lose my face lor,they even worse then mountain turtles lor,dunno wad 2 sae la.URGH!!!!
simply HATE HATE HATE these chao cheena lang la!!!
hope they faster go back,dun nid 2 see their smelly faces.
