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Monday, November 21, 2005 - 10:01 PM

ok,i forgot who is it who told me this...
was it my teacher or clubbing fren?i deserve some1 better.

i dunno,i really dunno.mayb i'm nt use to havin some1 to track me whole day long?i prefer to have my own time.mayb the person is not the right one that i really like.cos if its my xing shang ren call/msg me,i feel damn happy de lor.even he attach liao,he ask mie stuff,over msn,sms,call mie,talk to me.i still feel vv happy de leh.

i know for definite that the some1 that if there is someone i really like alot and can make mie do all sorts oof rubbish,for sure i will be good to him.....think over the past few months,my mindset have changed alot.i no longer like that type of people.unless this guy really touch and moved me alot,make me too mesmerized for him.

If you are reading this,yes,XXVXN.
What i really want is someone,who not only cherish me,understand and be zhen xing to me,he mus also can communicate with me and understand what i'm thinking,doing and what i want to do in the future.my hopes,my wishes,my ambitions.even if you dun really support them,but at least understand that thats what i really want.currently those things,are the most important things in my life.regarding why i dun wanna walk with H2 anymore its also due to this reason.
i wanna concentrate on my studies,i'm afraid that it'll affect my studies.because to me right now,its studies in the first place...
i want to succeed in the future and i know that i must really put in 1000% effort for me to succeed.and to succeed in the future,i mus work hard on my studies now.Even if you dun say support me with my this idea,but at least know and can understand what i do everyday.it'll be good enough.
R/S now i might nt have the time,unless you can understand that its not that i dun wanna care for you,go talk to you,accompany you go out,but its because that i really reeally busy and have no time for you.
hope u dun be so sad and pick up the pieces in ur life.dun alwaes dwell on ur past relationship.mayb u wan to be in this current relationship on impulse,i dunno.but i hope that if this thing really cannot work out well.then we also dun waste so much time.later you more sad how?
but i hope that even in the future,even we're not together,can we jus be frens?sorry,even if tis question freak you out alot,i stil mus sae,but if u dun wanna contacct me anymore cos u too sad/scared or wadeva,i also no choice lor.its ur choice also.but i also hope tt tis day will nv come at the same time

you go think over it slowly kk...
in the mean time,you take care and rest well
dun smoke so much k,nt good for health.
remember take care urself at work.
sleep early tooo :)