ok...jus came back frm the canteen.dunno why suddenly have the urge to go canteen,but i c the food alreeady wanna vomite.so not appetizing is 1 thing another thing is tt very expensive nors...nit worth $$
i'm still thinking wad i wanna do after my promos which is tml la.
thought of ponning sch initially.but i stay at home fer wad?to face tt four sides of cold walls?n stone then i'll start raiding the kitchen makin all sorts of nice delicious food.but i'll end up nt eating due to all sorts of rubbish i start to tink of.its just a waste of time+money+resource in the end.n i still have tonnes of bills to pay fer.
come sch?i wanna sleep longer you know!!!!i wan my beauty sleep.ever since like sparks close down,then frannie nv chiong liao.i haven been sleeping too well,sounds weird rite?cos now frannie go fer some fucked up party then some pple alwaes hab this free flow drinks.then blah blah blah.its either i send pple home or the other way round.somemore last time sparks is friday.at least i dun have to waste entire day out.even thou last time i friday rush like mad.but sometimes being late+dua pai is quite fun.then at least i still get the whole of sat to d my stuff n sleep.now fri i slp,sat i slp+slack+sometimes go out+occasion chiong,then sun at home sleep again.waste alot of time leh...tink its time i shld review on my life.is it stil possible fer mie to go back to my pre-historical days? somebody tell mie...frannie is lost again...
friday tink its like fixed tt i'm going out to make my ez link card lors.blur me lost my ez link after exam cos i ferget t keep it in my wallet.then heard tt must report to police cos ez link also like ID liddat de.stewpig la,tis is the 3rd time i'm stepping into a police station la.tink sat i go out then go report.cos mie dun wanna go bedok south there again.i c the officer until sian1/2 liao.tink mayb orchard or outrum there de.
sat is empress dowager de b'dae.
then i mus sway sway tt dae do presenation.then i tink i gonna get scolded and laugh at again.then they purposly put the presentation as a goodbye gift.last time slot.where everybody all pack up n getting ready to go then there's a xiao mei mei trying to talk to them anout life which she doesnt have any more then them.-sigh- why is life alwaes liddat?
then i go out already dun feel like going home de lors.then dunno my fren wanna come out or nt.seriously i dun mind paying more to play pool on sat cos frannie's poool deprived fer a long long time.so i dun mind lor.
WAIT,interrupt abit: the guy sitting nxt to me jus rushed off fer his physics paper ,the teacher just came n tell him tt he have physics paper at 1pm.n he tot was at 3pm.the time now is 2.05pm ~toots~ LOLX... shit~tts al he started screamin n ran out as fast as his legs cpuld carry him.<--doesnt tt sound like primary 2 english compo?ok,i shall be kind n wish whoever he is al teh best fer his paper n hope he can stil make it:)
-Empress Dowager=ED-
back to my stuff...ya,sat ah,i still dunno how nia.go out later empress dowager her b'dae later she nt happy how?actaully i dun really wan 2 make her not happy de.is at times,cant she just tink more open,put herself into my shoes.ok la~ mayb its her background diff frm mie tt she dun like me to go out so often.but its like if she can just sleep n dun need to wait fer mie,i dint sae tt she cant sleep until i reach home.i also gt obey wad she sae wad.at least to try to la.but i just dun see the reason why the empress dowager wans everybody to follow suit n do things to all her liking.cant she see tt every1 has the freedom to do wadeva she wans to do.i'm nt like gonna blame her fer wadeva tt has happen to mie.fer i'm at least sensible enought to tink on my own.i understand tt i reap wad i sow.
ED alwaes tinks tt all man all guys are bad.so wad about ED's own husband,dad.brother,cousins,uncles tt she has shown respect to?so they are all superficial respect?OIC...ED's world is just sadist,tts all my point of view.if people offer you drink,people will spike your drink,molest u and rape you.drinking frm other peole's cup will gt you infected with STDs.KTV/K box?Party World is evil,cos only lao tikos go there,with all teh hanky panky inside the rooms.clubbing is bad,cos you will smoke,drink n take drugs.techno clubbing,even worse,you will eat xtc n stuff,n start mixing ard with all those ah bengs,who wanna take adv of xiao mei meis.pple send you home,they will spray insecticede on your face then rape you at some jungle remote ulu-fied place then dump your body at some mountainous areas in singapore.
having a bf at this age is dangerous cos you'll end up pregnant.blah blah blah...
ED's 'words of wisdom'
wondering y some pple can jus tink more open n be more acceptive on going out n stuff.all i know i wadeva i do i'll bear all consequnces.cos if anything goes very wrong,the last person i wanna talk to is ED.its not tt i'm ungrateful,unfillial,bu xiao shun or wad.its just tt i might be too ashame to face this wonderful ED who brought me up with so much pains n tire.
