recently dunno y,just alwaes dun feel like eating.then i was tinking how piggy-fied i was last time.i'll even buy the fish fingers,nuggets,fries,hotdogs n junks,then everyt afternoon will fry them myself.now i tink i dun even know how to fry liao, now i also lazy liao,dun feel like eating.eating is jus a pure watse of money lo.rather spend them on something else.jus now dinner daddy force me go eat the hor fun.URGH!!!i really not hungry lo,so i jus finish the prawn,fish,sotong n vege lor.then the rest i realli gt no heart to eat liao...
ok...verdict was ok....
tml will be doing CLAO paper,haven even touch the book yet
see later wad i can do.i'm jus too lazy to do anything except to sleep sleep and sleep more.last nite,ok,i shalll say this morning,got a scare lor,tot i lost my bao bei keys.actually i left in my dad's car when he sent me to MRT that time.but i tot i still saw the keys in my bag when we were at lau pa sat there?dunno la,mayb i was really too tired...
official date come out liao,shld be around next year,chinese new year.
after that,mayb i out of the blue,or specail occasions will reappear,guest appearance?
but tink tt time dunno still can enjoy myself like i'm liddat or not?
ya lor,i after Olvls,go 484,the steps all i forget until clean clean liao.now getting abit better,but its still damn shitty.
-sat-
ystd,went for Melvin's frens place the party,gt a lot of drinks lor...Melvin like change quite alot from i last saw him liddat.dunno wad to sae la.then we reach there that time was still very early.the guys talk aboout all the NS army SAF stuff...me sian1/2 there.nvm larr,also gt used to it liao.always go out with such people is liddat de la...made some new frens...must say they realy can drink alot bah~
then i left early then headed down to RUSH...ended up in a cab instead cos i abit cant take MRT liao...*tsk tsk* ...then Melvin wanted to ask mie go home actually,but i dun feel like la.somemore i nan-de feel so happy after so long.can go J2 next year,ya,even its by god's grace,wadeva.jus 1 more year to pia can liao ma.
RUSH was fun,as usual,but the gang like v small liddat.then after that go 7-11 there buy drinks.aiyo,i mouth itchy again.drank quite some at melvin's fren there liao,but still wan 2 drink ice tea.stewpig me,mixing drinks is not a gd idea...then after rushing followed the gang go supper.i dint eat,feel more like throwing up then eating.then share cab home with fren.then cannot find my keys...
mummy can be sacastic enuff to stand behind the window there,wait for mie to find my keys and stuff.but she jus dun wanna open the door for mie.wah lan eh,i dam irritated larr,cant i jus go home,wash up and sleep.i already tired enuff.infact after melvin's frens place.i already wanna sleep liao.still must tahan all the way go down meet tt asshole.wadeva lor,i also dun wanna see him liao.
go die la....
fucking bastard...
knnbccb
now i wan 2 look for a job since hols start liao.ya,any1 know any job,mus inform me k?finding short term de,hope like the 1 tt cheryl they went that 1.i need money,need to save up buy stuff,pay bills and for my HK trip also...
today mr hon came n tok to me about my verdict...
he say will try to get the best fer mie.
but from his tone n his way of talking.i can tell that he predict n know that the sentence will not be very nice.
sentencing most prob on thurs,then fri official pass...
fucked up lorr...y friday?rather be it on mon.
harsh? or it'll be light?
dunno nial.tis time really dunno.
wadeva it is,i'm just gonna change once n fer all.
Mr Hon:if u are reading this(i dunno if euu stil read moi bloggie or nt).realli thk euu fer spending so much patience teaching mie.u're a great teacher,i stil remember when euu first joined our class when miss chen jus left.i dint quite like euu.esp when euu went out wit us fer outing.i even asked ms chen,whether are euu gonna teach us in chinese.cos like thru out the triip euu kip on speaking chinese only.but afterall u taught us very well.u took up many much time on us,mayb even ur gf also not happy liao...mus treat her well k...
also,i wan 2 apologize to euu todae when i ask euu if i can leave already.werent in the best of moods.give euu attitude,was very rude to euu...sorry...
wadeva my sentence will be on thurs.i will take it positively.
ystd met up with yan ling.girls outing,went hellokitty sanrio fair.bought 2files n a electric fan.actually wanted to buy the cinnamon roll booster de.but no more stock liao.hello kitty hamper so nice<---i wan fer my christmas :)
then went to far east there.bought my rubber bands n hair band.
then slack around fer a while.then went down to MS eat bak kut teh
quite nice,but yan complained tt the rice abit hard.then slack there for a loong time.then somehow,she like talked some sense into me.shocked by her actions also.mayb its time i have to straighten out my thoughts.no point dwelling on it endlesssly.the verdict will be out on friday.i dunno how things will turn out,but sometimes its jus the reailty i have to live with.
i also told yan about him,planning 2 tell him soon.mayb during next outing to MS.no point carrying on liddat.i shouldnt be too unfair to him,mayb its jus life lor.yan also say tis type of pple have sad life.everything is not rite fer them,but who knows that their future is better?some ppls jus liddat 1.
my life predictions alwaes is about the same 1:
before your teenage years,your family is rather well doing.life is good as a child.however,due to 1 of ur parent's background difference,u grow up to be rather different from other people.
during teenage years,many people will change you.either you are changed by them or the discipline in you will not let them change you.
you may look peaceful,happy,cool and cold on the outside.but actually deep down you are actually turbulent within,u have too much worries,simply because you think too much.coldn cool,as you seem,but your human nature is actaully totally the opposite of what you seem to be.do not play with fire.
SSSIII GGGIIINNNNAAAAAA
today not going chiong liao...
even thou its like my last week tt i'm free n able to do so.
some things happened.instead,mayb will be meeting yan yan up bah.
i'll rather talk 2 my girl-frens sometimes.sometimes girls outing are nicer then partying bah~
mayb will be getting my kittys later also bah
gonna go out fer lunch now
KFC,v long nv eat lerr
will blog again soon
too happy?
too tired?
too sad?
tml will be outing dae fer mie,although arrangements are not up yet.everytime i go chiong,come back home the hair confim will stink of cig smoke de,then wash a few days,hair will still stink.must wait fer at least liek 4 days then hair will be more ok.but then,fri/sat i go chiong again.suffer from smelly hair again.-sigh-
last nite,or shall i sae tis morning,he called finially.i seriosuly tink its better tt we remain as buddies...he's my kor,i'm his gan-mei.its jus smth tts lacking.its not the financial part,mayb the 'feel' nt rite bah?but i stil hope he can cont'd 2 send mie down 2 MS whenever i nid lor.
ok,sch was a fun load today...open hse,yeah,tiring of course.but i learnt new stuff,on how 2 do diff things.then saw my senior+frens n his campmates oso.haha,they darn funny,tellin me some stuff on techno music...laugh until stomach pain liao.my i-pod like rojak lar...i knew it long ago liao.esp now somemore no playlist.tink they were planning 2 chiong after tt bah~
anyway,make lotsa tattoos on people.went sch feeling moody,but somehow classmates,frens,pple ard me n the atmosphere cheer me up in the end.i was like totally enjoying myself in the kiddy play of glitters n glue.wrote smth fer myself.if things work out rite n the way i like.
I'LL CONFIRM SHOW IT TO HIM(not the him i mentioned above,some1 tt i really liked)
xuewen also gt,but she MIA before i can pass it to her.
monday then give her lorr...
i'm getting back my appetite?
dunno leh,i whole day nv eat cos no$$ then sian also.but i feel better then b4.now i do tink tt eating is a just a total waste of time n money.but the moment i start eatin something tt is nice.i just cant stop!!!
very bad habit nia...
he's nt picking up my call and replying to my messages.
wads wrong with u?
dun wan c mie jus sae lah.
i seriously tink i dun nid to deserve such treatment.
n tts not the way u shld treat a girl.
no matter who she is...
today woke up at 12+ very long nv sleep until liddat ler.but consider the fact tt i slpt at only 3am liddat.still cant beat my mararthone last time.actually wanted to go charwa de,then somemore mummy now working nightshift,then morning nobody come check my room...so kekekekekx.
but i remembered that i promised my self tt i must be a guai gurl liao.so i decided not to charwa.then i msg adeline ask her she need any help on open hse tml or not?then she also nv go sch,she gonna go at 2p liddat.ooklor.then i also go at tt time lor.today also no triple9 fer mie to watch also.
feel like listening to techno suddenly,now on my techno very loud n listen.since now most people not at home.now i even feel like playing para liao.OMGX...
music on soo loud also no nid scared neighbours will compplain,cos now most people not at home mah.feel like RnB-ing nowadays.tink gonna ask my fren on it.tink i c them RnB-ing like quite nice leh.but somehow its smth tts is lacking.dunno wad is it also.somehow we all miss sparks bah~heard its open.
finding people to go with me to sparks..
people,pls pls.dunno y la,mayb its the crowd?or people,kids place lar,but i'm still young(kid) mah...kids n kids together,we gt the preveliage to act immature n do stewpig stuf ok?
older people,u all jealous ah,too bad lor.hu ask u all no more 16,17 liao =P
jus send finish my two files to my PW grp members.feel so bad,like every1 is contributing more then I do.somemore i leader,suppose to lead,but nora like doing most of the things liddat,luckily still gt her to help.if not i confirm die liao...
jus now receive msg frm alot of pple ask mie fri/sat go whr,go hang out n stuff.i know i know.This might be the last wk i still have in this world where i can still enjoy in peace b4 i meet up with the cruel reality.sometimes i really hope tt some1 can bring me yuan zhou gao fei.-sad sad-dunno y i've been crying sooo much recenlty.esp. sensitive to certain things.i dunno y las time i can get 5/100 fer my a maths in sec sch n 30+/100 fer my chem,but i dun feel anything.fail fail lor.so wad?
now i feel tt its jus so diff from last time.dunno where all my time go.i've also gotta help my mum to install the chinese programme into the comp so she can type her stuff.like so much trouble liddat.dunno la.c i tmlgt time or nt.i stilll haven do my GP essay yet.which is like due in another 8 hrs time.-sigh-
so difficult,dunno what crap 2 write about.
today jus went to withdraw $$ after sch so i can pay nora tml fer some sch stuff.then mummy still own mie like $100 liddat.if sat everything shun-li,can gt my $50 allowance also.then mayb can relac abit.dun tink i wanna go out on sat.c lor...c frens wanna go ECP there or not.soooo long nv go down 2 ECP there slack liao.kinda miss tt place.somemore marmie say mayb go there eat dinner with her fren also.if liddat then very shun bian mah...dunno la
i sat then msg pple c they all how.
today spend so much $$.i pig liao lor.say in sch dun wanna eat,then end up at tampines ta bao so much things go home eat.fried sotong+chicken at xi-men xiao chi.which is jus another stall like shi-lin liddat.but i tink shih-lin is still nicer compared to xi-men.shih-lin chicken bigger n jucier(n also more fattening),service also better.i dun like the attitide of the crew at xi-men.
now tampinese the downstair there like change realli much.gt so much food stall.gt tako=pachi n stuff.like taka liddat.but now frannie already no longer interested in such stuff.dunno y?
wld rather be *tsk tsk* save money bah!at least i tink so
dunno y my msn cannot display the song tt i'm listenin 2.
tink i look darn stewpig...lookin at the comp screen and smiling and grinning to myself.muahahahahaaa...frannie's going crazy lerr.
today in sch get back some results lerr.
i shall jus keep it simple,lets jus sae its not good.
althought i got improve overall but its still not up to standard.
i jus feel tt i dui bu qi alot of pple.esp my parents lo.
my mum especially.tt time musts go sch wit all my stuff to beg the VP tt time to let mie take arts.
n my dad slog so hard at the shop to earn money so he can try to give me wad i want and alwaes trying to give me a better allowance.
sometimes i also abit paiseh to ask him fer allowance to go out n play wit my frens.
some private stuff tt i'm gonna share:
actually its not tt i dun like to take science n stuff.
its just too expensive.
imagine all the tuition tt i've to take up.1 subject will $280 per month.
4 subjects will be $280x4=$1120...
tts alot of $$$.i know my parents cant afford to pay fer them.
its not tt cant do,but dun have the ability to do it...
somemore heard tt science must pay fer SPA n stuff.all very ex.then must mug even more,liddat even no time to go work.how to gt money?
n after all the traumatisation from 484,Angel R,the pink panther car accident,under supervision,dds their dai ji all those things...i also scared to take science lerr.
so mayb arts,mug abit more.then max up my memory space,mayb still can scrap thru bah.
now i also dunno whr i'll end up.i realy very scared tt i'll jus end up with a o lvl cret in my life n no where 2 go.
dropping out of MJC is 1 thing,nv continue with studies next year is the worse thing i fear.i scared later i quit sch liao,go work until i ferget to apply fer poly,or dunno how to apply.then i next year no place to go.then it'll be work work n work forever lerr.tts the last thing i wan it to happen to me.i know its abit too late to wake up.i've nobody to blame except myself.
dunno why did god played such a trick on mie.giving mie the illusion tt i 'xian yu fan shen' at o lvls.only to find myslef falling down from a even higher point 1 yr later.if i fell off at TKS tt time i wunt mind so much.cos tt time i still have alot of other choices.but now...-sigh-
i dun wanna comment lerr.
jus pray tt ms lai have mercy on mie.let me promote/advance to J2 ok?
i'm willing to exchange tt fer a promotion/advancement...
n change fer the better
realli...
realli...
ok..the words are not appearing
mayb i do translation when i'm free then i post it up,or mayb i post it up inn the form of a pic bah.see how when i free.tink i must start to look fer a job le.cos feel like buying some stuff.then like no intro liddat,must go search my stuff fer the contacts.so if u guys gt any of these contacts must tell mie hor...
i finally ate my first meal today.dunno y dun feel hungry at all.reealli no appetite to eat la.eat already also like not very comfortable.so just as well dun eat lor.actaully lunch i wanted to eat KFC de.but i lazy,then reead newspaper.then ate some dunno wad leftover medicine from last time.then fell asleep le.sleep all the way until dinner.mummy came home frm work n ask mie go eat dinner.today eat vegetarian food.actaully i not hungry at all.wld rather just continue my sleep rather then go eat.
ystd yvonne msg me ask mie keep myself today free,cos tink going out.then she nv ask me go out today.i tis wk like quite broke.tink its nt a very good idea to collect allowance on sat.cos i later go out with frens fer sure will spend alot of $$ de.then i later part of the wk sure must go withdraw from acct.waste time go Q lor.tis sat feel like hanging out at ECP nia.very long nv go there le.
woke up late today.so decided its a waste of time to go sch...
but i miss geo lesson nors.believe or not.first time in my life,i pon 1 whole day of official school.not very good.so i decided tt from tml onwards i shall go sch on time for flag raising n stuff cos i am very guai gurl mah...
anyway,not feeling very well also.dun feel like going anywhere today.but mayb going out soon ta-bao food come back to eat.tink mayb parkway lors.KFC+cheese fries..oh no!!!getting fat lerr.
anyway,my ipod now very cham,cant upload songs,then my fren jus send me a few damn nice songs,sad sad.now only can on the comp n listen.nvm,i on comp n listen to it the whole day lorr.
this is the song by nicholas tse,quite nice...dunno can c on my blog or not?if can then i post is more bah...its canto song...sad love song.
歌曲名称：一厢情愿
-谢霆锋
去的感情像一堆手信
传来送去 直到落到谁手里
为你的感情立一长收据
暂时欠你 若果急于索取
或者找她更干脆
* 记得你说爱我
同样字句我也说过
然后被她吹熄的火
或者不比你更少与多
谁曾放弃过我
情形就似我放弃你结果
当初渴望那份情
流落今天的被窝
又算第几者的错
逝去的感情像一长海报
逾期作废 另有用处谁知道
浪费的温柔是一双手套
投怀送抱 赠品总不够好
想穿的偏要乞讨
Repeat *，*
无论怎么讲喜欢我
无谓代她满足我耳朵
well..finally my comp is like working properly after almost 1 month of repair.i screwd my ipod up totally.tink now must reformat it.will do it when i have time.
ystd mum's b'dae.ate the wine mee sua again.tink the mee sua wine flavour not as strong as my b'dae tt time 1 leh.or i already drink too much lerr?anyway,had like 2 bowls liddat.prefer the soup compared to the pork ribs n mee sua.actually the soup is jus yellow rice wine larr,tink the alc content quite high de.still rmb i last year b'dae eat the noodles then go sch in the morning,during maths lesson then i got bad headache then almost fell asleep.so farnie.
then evenin to meet my frens.got the survey from ruiqi at wisma.then met shuning n gang to watch into the blue at lido there,quite hilarious,actaully wanted to watch the wig,but wei ning dun wan,so we jus stcik to into the blur lor...wu hao bought the wrong tix fer his fren...blah blah blah,then his fren ended up watching the movie alone in another theatre.toot rite.
then after tt went down to MS there meet the rushers fer some chionging.again...i got lost.dunno why when kor dun send mie down to MS,i confirm i will lose my way by taking the wrong bus.its alwaes the wrong bus.then i'll end up taking cab down to MS.stewpig me.finaly yvonne n her frens joined us.was so scared that they couldn't gt in initailly esp when irvin they all told me later tt fri gt fight then sat they checking age n prohibiting the underage pple from drinking.think was not a good day fer von they all to go la.last time i go nv check age,then i blur blur forget tt my ic is in y pocket n not in my wallet still atke out wallet to take out ic fe rthe bouncer to check.saw all the usual rushers n made some new frens also.then went out talk to hoe hwee on the fone awhile.then shun bian go 7 11 buy milk drink,cos the fruit punch i drink already wanna vomite liddat.then i blur again,bought some japaleng drink.not nice,i drink half way then throw away ler.then on the way back there talked awhile to some fren...then wanna go back rush tt time the bouncer say full house =.= first time liddat..then wait awhile outside unitl they let us in.
von's song all play finish liao...so sad =(
actaully inside not pack at all lorr.compared to the previous time where i even have any space to walk from the door to the back there.
anyway,went to dance abit then slack ard.rushing is stil fun,except fer some unhappy things tt happened.left early...
actaully gt some stuff 2 sae 1...but -sigh- nvm...
first time i came back frm chionging,mum didnt gt so work up.dunno y,nic sae mayb my mum already getting use to it.i jus tell her the truth tt i'm going chionging,n tts all,with my frens.mayb she knows all the things tt are happening but jus keeps quite on it?i dunno...
today morning gt woken up by the comp repair man's fone call.he say he's rite outside my hse rite now,ask me go open the door fer him.i quickly change out of sleeping clothes,even thou i hardly sleep a wink last nite.then he fix my comp le,finally.then after that go parkway there eat buffet lunch,daddy treat us cos mummy's chinese b'dae is todae.dunno y now i dun like to eat now liddat.its jus different from last time.all my faves. have shifted all the way to another extreme.
well..i'm now like blogging in all over sg lor
last time was in sch,then fren's hse,now at an internet cafe.my computer still not fixed yet.meeting yan ling in another 10mins time if she's on time.dunno sat whether shld i go chiong or not leh.if von wanna go then i go lor
.if not,unless gt other things then go lor.
another bo liao day in sch today.went sch jus to watch kakashi,supposed to be a horror jap movie then not horriftying at all.
-sigh-dun wish to talk about it ler...
another thing,last nite i was lying on my bed.n thinkin,all about mie.am i really that bad tt every1` ard me is leaving me.jus like the song by candy lo~xi huan lian ai liddat.i tink tt song is so true to mie.last time when he's ard,i alwasy tink tt he's such a bore,so ma fan,keep on askin mie to eat my breakfast,wake mie up in the morning,ask mie to eat my recess n dinner.then at nite cor mie n tok.then ask mie to study hard fer my exams.ask mie to listen to my mum,ask mie dun charwaa so much,dun drink so much.blah blah blah n all those stuff.now tt he's not ard,i realised tt i miss all these things.i jus simply miss being loved,cherised n all sorts of rubbish...
but,a good fren told mie tt he's departure n reminder to other people.is actually teaching me to be independent.he cant follow mie whereeva i go n foreva.becos he noes tt i've to be independent no matter wad happens.
so i decided to be independent.shall be a better person...
....waiting...not fer him,but fer a new,better some1....
perhaps its just a new chapter of my life tt has began.
perhaps life will nv tbe as same as before.every1 tells mie tt i've changed.but those who really knows me will know tt its stil the old chong fran that i am.i'm still like last time bu hui zhou ren.the only thing now is tt i've started to be less zhi bi towards myself.
life without certain things will never be same as before.do i ever yearn to go back to the past?to use all i had now to exchange with the old chong fran?i dunno,sometimes i wish tt i realli can turn back time,n fight fer i wanted to do wad i wanted to do n get wad i wanted to get.but now its all over.jus live on bah~jus like wad a good fren told mie.
good things about me in the past~perhaps i was more understanding?more helpful?
i love being gracious to people ard mie.as i alwaes had the mindset that we shld alwaes let otheres be happy.but later on i realiesed tt its not all about giving up n giving in all the time.sometimes,maybe....suan le.too sad to sae more.
giving up things i wan,giving up things tt i like,to fullfill other people's wish,i alwaes wanted to act gracious.but now i discovered tt i'm no longer able to do that.i dare nt stop,cos i'm afraid tt it'll hurt people ard me.i dare nt fall down infront of them cos i dun wan pple to tink i'm not up to standard.
its just mie tt i wanted to act strong.holding back the tears in my eyes.i dun wanna cry infront of them.i promised myself tt i'll nt cry no matter wad.but in the end...
its jus a sad ending.
which girl on earth does not want to be loved,liked and cherished by someone whom she likes...
another post frm me b4 i leave...
i'm now officially banned frm drinking...
ok,was jus wondering,a very good fren of mine just went to thailand fer good.
tis year many changed of mie had taken place,make new frens,some really good ones,some hi-bye ones n some irriatating neardy freakies tt realli freaked mie out of my life.i've also lost lotsa good old frens tt i used to spend my happy n sad times togather.come to tink of the NYnerd incident i now really really regret my actions.not say wad is it because of,but i cant even rmb his name.i know i stil keep his contact somewhere in my hse,but he's nt even in my fone contact list.however,i can tell fer sure 1 thing is tt he's some1 who is like a big brother who tells pple genunie advice.even thou they sounnd old fashion n bland like ED's 'words of wisdom' but its actaully ku kou liang yao.
its like some zhang-bei(senior,i shall jus sae some1 older then me n tt i respect him).he ever told mie: some1 jus treat you like dirt,but you can jus love him with all you have.is it worth?is it really worth?you treat him like the centre of the worls,give him all your attention but in his eyes,u're nth...y dun you concentrate on ur studies.dun fail your exam all because of such an ass.
another person.even thou tis guy here ah,by the name of:H2.english CMI 1,but wad he say can be quite true.1 thing he might nt say the nicest thing 2 girls but they are actaully nt tian yan mi yu...
H2:at this age,you might tink tt such a guy is very fun,but when you grow older,you wunt wan ur bf to be liddat 1.if he can do all those nice stuff to you to make u happy,he can also do all those nice stuff,say allthose nice things to another girl to make her happy.if sian-ing gers is his hobby,then u'll just another idiot tt has fallen into his trap....if u go put angkong now,you'll definitely regret in the future.so dun go put...
there's also some pple i wanna box if he ever come up approach me/talk to me.
*tsk tsk* tink abit personal...wil tell u guys in private then.
all i can sae is i'l sure slap you~ reall hard on your fucking alien face.
ok...jus came back frm the canteen.dunno why suddenly have the urge to go canteen,but i c the food alreeady wanna vomite.so not appetizing is 1 thing another thing is tt very expensive nors...nit worth $$
i'm still thinking wad i wanna do after my promos which is tml la.
thought of ponning sch initially.but i stay at home fer wad?to face tt four sides of cold walls?n stone then i'll start raiding the kitchen makin all sorts of nice delicious food.but i'll end up nt eating due to all sorts of rubbish i start to tink of.its just a waste of time+money+resource in the end.n i still have tonnes of bills to pay fer.
come sch?i wanna sleep longer you know!!!!i wan my beauty sleep.ever since like sparks close down,then frannie nv chiong liao.i haven been sleeping too well,sounds weird rite?cos now frannie go fer some fucked up party then some pple alwaes hab this free flow drinks.then blah blah blah.its either i send pple home or the other way round.somemore last time sparks is friday.at least i dun have to waste entire day out.even thou last time i friday rush like mad.but sometimes being late+dua pai is quite fun.then at least i still get the whole of sat to d my stuff n sleep.now fri i slp,sat i slp+slack+sometimes go out+occasion chiong,then sun at home sleep again.waste alot of time leh...tink its time i shld review on my life.is it stil possible fer mie to go back to my pre-historical days? somebody tell mie...frannie is lost again...
friday tink its like fixed tt i'm going out to make my ez link card lors.blur me lost my ez link after exam cos i ferget t keep it in my wallet.then heard tt must report to police cos ez link also like ID liddat de.stewpig la,tis is the 3rd time i'm stepping into a police station la.tink sat i go out then go report.cos mie dun wanna go bedok south there again.i c the officer until sian1/2 liao.tink mayb orchard or outrum there de.
sat is empress dowager de b'dae.
then i mus sway sway tt dae do presenation.then i tink i gonna get scolded and laugh at again.then they purposly put the presentation as a goodbye gift.last time slot.where everybody all pack up n getting ready to go then there's a xiao mei mei trying to talk to them anout life which she doesnt have any more then them.-sigh- why is life alwaes liddat?
then i go out already dun feel like going home de lors.then dunno my fren wanna come out or nt.seriously i dun mind paying more to play pool on sat cos frannie's poool deprived fer a long long time.so i dun mind lor.
WAIT,interrupt abit: the guy sitting nxt to me jus rushed off fer his physics paper ,the teacher just came n tell him tt he have physics paper at 1pm.n he tot was at 3pm.the time now is 2.05pm ~toots~ LOLX... shit~tts al he started screamin n ran out as fast as his legs cpuld carry him.<--doesnt tt sound like primary 2 english compo?ok,i shall be kind n wish whoever he is al teh best fer his paper n hope he can stil make it:)
-Empress Dowager=ED-
back to my stuff...ya,sat ah,i still dunno how nia.go out later empress dowager her b'dae later she nt happy how?actaully i dun really wan 2 make her not happy de.is at times,cant she just tink more open,put herself into my shoes.ok la~ mayb its her background diff frm mie tt she dun like me to go out so often.but its like if she can just sleep n dun need to wait fer mie,i dint sae tt she cant sleep until i reach home.i also gt obey wad she sae wad.at least to try to la.but i just dun see the reason why the empress dowager wans everybody to follow suit n do things to all her liking.cant she see tt every1 has the freedom to do wadeva she wans to do.i'm nt like gonna blame her fer wadeva tt has happen to mie.fer i'm at least sensible enought to tink on my own.i understand tt i reap wad i sow.
ED alwaes tinks tt all man all guys are bad.so wad about ED's own husband,dad.brother,cousins,uncles tt she has shown respect to?so they are all superficial respect?OIC...ED's world is just sadist,tts all my point of view.if people offer you drink,people will spike your drink,molest u and rape you.drinking frm other peole's cup will gt you infected with STDs.KTV/K box?Party World is evil,cos only lao tikos go there,with all teh hanky panky inside the rooms.clubbing is bad,cos you will smoke,drink n take drugs.techno clubbing,even worse,you will eat xtc n stuff,n start mixing ard with all those ah bengs,who wanna take adv of xiao mei meis.pple send you home,they will spray insecticede on your face then rape you at some jungle remote ulu-fied place then dump your body at some mountainous areas in singapore.
having a bf at this age is dangerous cos you'll end up pregnant.blah blah blah...
ED's 'words of wisdom'
wondering y some pple can jus tink more open n be more acceptive on going out n stuff.all i know i wadeva i do i'll bear all consequnces.cos if anything goes very wrong,the last person i wanna talk to is ED.its not tt i'm ungrateful,unfillial,bu xiao shun or wad.its just tt i might be too ashame to face this wonderful ED who brought me up with so much pains n tire.
well.dint blog fer quite some time.hse comp still down,so now in sch lib(again) usuing the comp to blog.the fucking comps here cant have access to frensta and some even bann out hotspots la.but dun hiam too much le la.gt comp use jiu can le lorr.at least fer the time being.
i cant wait fer my last paper to end tml.
then i dun care le.gonna pon sch until next wk...
feel like asking fren out tis wkend go chiong nia.
dunno von free or nt
