jus came back frm lunch with daddy.guess who i saw,mrs bok...MUAHAHAHAHA damn funny sial,she with her son.her son looks damn nerdy lorr,lyke nv step outta da hse b4,super thick big spextacles.c them i want to laugh ler.ok lah,shall not be mean lerr.
++1 year & 27 days more++
i feel so lost.
i tot of dying.
the sucidal mii issh resufacing up again.
rmb pay mii last visit hor...
having loads of problem.school woke n test is screwing mii up.financial probelm is kiling mii too.i've so little money left.so poor n broke until i cant go anywhere.
Hope that sunday faster come so i can gt my allowance and then deposit into my account.well,auntie went out already,gave mii like $20 b4 she left,kinda pathetic but i very poor,so dun hiam too much.
suddenly,i start to miss sch.i dunno y...
but i jus have this sudden 'six sense'that i start to love MJ.i dun wanna go other elsewhere already.it it the people or wad?i realli dont know.i gt back my geo re-test results n i gt pathetic marks that had even be spilt into half. -.=
dunno la,jus feeling damn screwd up.i tink the teacher's also lyke dissapointed n a little giving up on mii already.
frannie's info issh getting mix up already.
version 1:
my imformant told mii that sparks aldready close down le.WTF..
Version 2:
then some pple tell mii that they closing next month.
Version 3:
sparks closing down in 2 months time
Version 4:
sparks gonna close fer a few wks,renovate then will reopen.maybe asa different name or dunno wad.but the theme wil not change n blah blah blah...
Verison 5:
sparks there kena closing cos the pple there sell drugs,gt into a lot of trouble with the cnb n ssb.then some wad dunno wad day the license kena revoke...
Version 6:
sparks not closing down at all.
Aiyo,so mix up,one place also gt so many things.but i realli hope to go down there once more,if it realli closes down.plx people,plz go down with mii okies?i know u guys dun like to go,but plx acc. mi go there somemore la,cos it might not exist anymore.so much memos there...
so much things happen recently.both in sch n outside sch,feel that people and friends are drifting apart.have been too dependent on sum pple that suddenly without them i feel so lost.so many people have left,soum just passed on n blah blah blah...
n pple,plse gt your facts rite.nt every1 who use vuglarities is lian lor.
dun anyhow come to mii and kao peh lorr.
so childish.LOSERS.
n wads wrong with pple reading cleo?jealous arh?eu jealous tt eu not ger cant read ah?too bad,go fer sex change lor.bah-pohk.
wads more,pple who go k-box n party world=ah lian/ah huays also lah?so every1 the world who wears eyeliner,mascara,goes k-box,party world,chiong sparks,drinks issh ah lians.eu tink eu hu,so gr8,anyhow talk cock.~ kao peh~
ystd in sch,skipped AO maths tutorial,and tt lao chee bye went to tell my CT,fuckin bitch lor.wads her problem,menopause until u xiao liao ah.dun even know how to teach properly.everything that i now now issh all moi tutor teach mii de lors.with her can fail and die de lors.then during last period.my CT come talk to us,about skip lesson n all those crap.actually,i feel quite bad like we 'hai'our CT into trouble also.then sae wad mayb we must go c principle then gt suspension n stuff.then we wrote a apology letter to tt fucking bitch. write jiu write lor.
i just discovered smth,i seriously dun like sch.i hate sch,its so irritating.then this morning gt sum discipline talk thing.this issh the subject of talk tt i hate an ddun like most lors.pian pian they went to chirp about it.then went fer geo test.sae about geo i also v not happy lors.ystd i tried studyin geo test until wan 2 die liao.study until the wee hours of the morning.then woke up feeling so frighten,like gonna faint anytime.this issh the same feelin like the 'traumatised'tt time de.*fer pple hu know* then turn out teacher cancel the test.make mii waste so much time.shld have went to sleep early last nite lors.i so long nv sleep well lerr.then sum irriatting de ren dunno fer wad keep on saying tt i'm de ah huay.WTF.
today i wan 2 slp early.very tired.i'm gonna go fer holiday soon.
von:euu stil going chiong 484 or not?
++1 year and 32 days more++
so long nv blog lerr.just ate finish my tiramisu.very nice,but soo damn ex.ystd and today all nv gt to slp well.sat kena woken up at 8+ by sum fren to help her do portfolio.so damn tired,then went bugis after that.tink i saw him,dunno lah.jus felt quite loss cos i was in a state of mess.shit hairstyle and ugly make-up.then blah blah blah.the rest of the day was jus as bad.
now watching zhong yi da ge da.supposedly to be very funny show,comdey liddat.but i jus somehow cannot find reasons to laugh/smile.i'm constantly stuck in this depressed state.lost most reasons to be happy on.gt econs test tml and geo test on wednesday.now lyke starting to gt busy le.until no time to go out and hang out with my frens.i'm too broke also.so in need of money.i feel like breaking my fast on macs lerr,but den its like i've to find another thing to fast on.what leh,bk?kfc?charwa?dunno.also dunno whr all my money go.i v long nv go shoppin sprees le,i hardly charwa nowadays,i now go out also v seldom take cab.so better bot break my fast on macs,later my $$ all go onto macs.now waiting fer my next pocket money to come and my 'allowance' then maybe can start saving again.
and i found out that my CT(form teacher) realli come and read my blog.come read then read lorr.bud y eu nv tag?URGH!!!dunno.hope words dun start to spread around.
i gtg ler.buaix.i gtg ler.pple tag at my tagboard.take care.god bless.lub mii loads k:)
++1 year 35 days more++
-Special Public Apology-
this is regarding one of my previous post
fran fran says apology to von von,fer framing von von fer abandoning fran fran.
hope von von not angry.
its a very serious case of miscommunication.:(
i make liang cha ice kachag(latest creation proudly done by fran fran)fer eu.
cos the last time eu say tt liang-cha will not cool down ur anger.so now liang-cha + ice kachang,double the coolingness.hope can cool eu down.
last of all,really very sorry and hope eu can continue to talk to fran fran k?
very sorry to von von
no hard feelings...cherrios:)
fran's sad now.heard frm von von tt SPARKS CLOSING DOWN.i born in sparks de lorr.hope they re-open soon.
:( oh no.so many places close down le.feeling damn low.tink if tml gt chance i go find out the correct info.2nd sad thing.von von abandoned me,even sadder hor.wanna plan 2 go sparks also dun wan 2 invite mii:(
tml have geo re-test,but i tink i go n nv go also like makes no difference.at most i get 1 or 2 pts more lorr.but i also quitting *tsk tsk* soon,so got go nv go also same de larr.today after sch went bugis,bought my eye-shadow and eyebrow thingy.actually wanted to go an do trim de,but then gt a few pple infront of mii,if i wait fer my turn,will be like ard 8++,evry late.den somemore i tml stil must go sch early and have lotsa etc etc....so i nv go lorr.going tml evening.aiya,but i dun even know if i'm going out or not.hope can stil go out and enjoy one of my last few moments.
tink i better log off.try to pia my geo now.buaix
to all:take care+pray fer mii
++1 year & 45 days more
