went out todae.be a model for my fren's make-up course.quite fun,think i learnt some tips as well.then gossip about so stuff.den walked to bugis fer dinner.my auntie said the make up quite nice even tt had 2 please cousin of mine said wad quite nice.(but i tink he wispered like ah lian also).nah,hu cares about him.u tink u very handsome very zai ah?PUI!!!anyway,my sickening headache haven okay yet.-sigh-gonna have exams on monday.hope can at least all pass.i'm trying very hard to study despite my headache.ystd slp whole day,tot my stupid headache can gt better,but wake up,wah,head pain til the max.almost cried.den now at my auntie's hse stil.my cousin going out soon.i wanna go out too!but he dun like me 2 follow,nvm la,i also nt close wif him.hi-bye frenx only.he aking me to hurry le,if nt will be he late.shall blog again when i'm free.
to all:take care and pray fer me
++1yr and 88 days more++
ok,i finally decided to update.nth much la,fight wit parents everydae until like no tml liddat.-sigh-
i rrealli miss sec sch days,when i dint even remebering having to study fer anything.so fun those time were.no worries,no financial problems,no nid to guan those stupid CID n pple.its all in da past.actually,tink 'tk'culture t bad leh +xXtalking cock againXx+ miss eu gays..erm,i mean u guys so much.sigh,there are jus too much things i miss.
miss those 484-ing days too.so long nv go liao,until i put on weight le.=.=dun even know when can go again.bud tink gt 1 gd news tt i received.mum allowed me to go on my b'dae.
wheexx.i love u mummy!!!some1 pei wo go k?
xXmy b'dae stil v long horXx.that woman actually sae things also dun realli make sense leh?celebrate b'dae there?n wad,invite my MJC classmates arh?=.= xiao bo.as if they wil go liddat.so her consent to allow me go there also like mei you yong liddat.nobody wanna jio me go.*sobx sob*
dunno whr everybody go,now evry1 so low profile.-sigh- all MIA liao.so quite until my hp now only nid to charge it once a wk.
gonna flunk my mid-yr.die liao.i cant go poly.i'lll die in no time.my skin cant breathe there,no nice clothes to wear.the cosequences of me in poly very yan zhong 1.i really mus start studying.ok,shall go n mug le.
to all:take care & pray fer me.
++1 year & 97 days more++
Listen up,i'm not a ah lian,get it!I do not look like one & i dun behave like one.I dun do drugs,i dun smoke and i dun belong to any ss.irritaing people.just that things happened all at that not good time.well,if you assume that i'm 'one of those'(whom you dont wish to associate and mix around with)then too bad.i too,dont wish to waste my precious time with you guys,i hate the nerds,no life people.
wonder wads wrong with everybody.jus feel weird la.should i feel happy that pple vist and reads my blog?hmm,i really dunno.just feeling bored and dunno whether i shld blog what happened these few days.think i'm listed now.sway lah.my mum is driving me up the wall.got this feeling that my last days are approaching.miserable,depressed,no life,dreams on weird people and long lost/distant friends,illusions on weird stuff.wondering whats the world becoming to.-sigh-shall not elaborate further,it just saddens me.i stil wanna enjoy me last days.
went bugis ystd,slack around and penned a few letters to pple.must really start studying fer my mid yrs le.if not sure fail 1.yah,bought this shiny silver 'belt' at a reasonable price.i tink so bah.then went home.fight with my mum,fight until veery jai lat.i dun even mean to quarrel with her,but she just keep on ranting a at.luckily i can ren her lor,but after that like gonna burst liddat.so i called yan ling n tok to her awhile.
friday went down,can compile my very own book of 'series of unfortunate events' liao.then later asked my dad to pick mw up from there.saved me losta cab fare,even went to eat super at geylang there with my dad and his friends.actually had this dragon on my wrist/hand,somewhr there lah.looks super duper nice.my fren did it for me,but gave me too much trouble.so removed it in the end.but then dunno why,the ink like cannot coem out liddat or maybe my alcohol nt strong enuff.the shape on the hand cant come out.so ended up,i tink it gave me more trouble.my fren say look abit like real tattoo go laser away,but never laser away properly liddat. =.=so mafan,now i irritated le lah.waiting fer pple to cor me.think they ferget about me again.nvm.sahll go do my work,got tonnes of work to do.
to all:pray fer me
++1 year & 105 days++
