smths wrong with frensta.or shld i sae with the sch comp.they block out the web out?fucked up.i've realli gotta complete my homewrk.
oh gr8.i cant even enter any of those forum sites too.what nice comps we have in this fuckig sch.hate it to the core.my fren just msg me askin me to go out.lazy lah.ystd just went to watch star wasIII with the sch.ya,i had gp exam and i screwd it up badly.how can i pass when i dun even understand wad i'm writin?
nvm,shall see how things will be la,its all jus fate.if i'm fate to pass and be my scholar.then i shall beif i'm fated to continue my current state.then i its just like tt.thats life,nth much i can do.
actually wanted to eat at bugis ystd,but all the food shops all close.*sian 1/2* then end up eating hor fun frm my hse.piangz eh,i everytime sway sway take 7 go home,then i go 2 the top deck,fer sure v little space.to make things worse,there are only spaces at the back,ya.with the bengs/mats.okies,y shld i go down?i scared of u all ah,my foot lor.so i'll just sit and listen to my i pod and pretend to c no evil,hear no evil.well,enuf of my crapping.
von:y u sae i ignore u,dint mean 2 ignore u*if i did it accidentally)
exams are coming up.phew.thank god last wkend i guai guai stay at home.jus heard that lotsa things happened during last wk end.*tsk tsk* personal stuff.well,hints...go and read today's newspaper,home.c if u gt it or not.sghall not elaborate further.
realli gotta chaoz le,gotta finish my hw.
why is every1 MIA? =.=
to all:pray fer me.
++1 yr and 113 days more++
you see,my reputation outside is very good ok.so good until the monstercue person dun even need me to put IC.muhahaha.thx thx.
have no sch ystd,supposed to go stay at home n study 1,bud ended up in town playin pool with yan ling.afeter poolin,went to PS and walk fer awhile.ate ban mian at the B2 food market.the table so short tall lor.ok,i admit that i'm short la.finally,bought the black pants that i wanted,but now i think i'm gonna look weird in it,ah nvm la.i'm just gonna wear whateva i fancy even thou i'll stand out like a sore thumb.then we went home,i was actually planning to go somewhr after tt,but some things happened.ferget it lah,dun wish to talk about.listenin to 484 entertainment portal now.hey guys check tis out.its quite nice.gt all my fave. songs,whee...this is my melody... gt addcited again.june hols are here,bud i have to study.mid-yrs is jus after holidays.sian1/2.ccb kkn,fucked up sch.dun care lah,i'm gonna study when i feel like.i dun even reemeber studying in sec sch.urgh,screwd la.
von:thx fer the testi.its damn freaky leh,some1 claims to see me dance in 484 b4,then stil know my blog add.the worse part,i dance like shit lor =.=
to all:pray fer me
++1 yr & 117 days more++
hi people,i'm back.MIA fer sometime.ferget 2 blog ler.frensta is giving me attitude again.worse part.i cant log out.fucking school comp.i need frensta testimonials,my testy board is hungry!!!i'm in sch blogging in as usual.so sad,one of my classmates had just left fer poly.-sigh- why is evry1 around me leaving?too much things happened recently.looking at the college withradwal form,i jus have the hunch that i'm gonna use it at the end of the yr.i'm jus gonna flunk my exams.life's so short.so enjoy it to the fullest bah.-crap-
june vacations are coming up,but i dun have any,my mid yrs are just after my holidays lor,bloody fucked up school.knn ccb.hmm,well at least tml i have no sch,its a holiday fer us,mj soccer won against vj.-yeyness-life's stil the sameso wad if i have holiday tml?horribleday bah.cant go 484 also.no1 pei wo go,and lazy 2 go down also.cant find nice clothes to wear there.GP exam is on monday.tml see how first la.mayb can go down.
there are jus some irritating pple who enjoy going around and scolding pple in their tag boards.so chicken until dun dare to write down their own names.wan 2 scold then gan gan scold la,you zhong come and find me,challenge me direclty la.
unknown:you say my dancing nice,then messy?wad u mean,dun gt u.btw,u saw me dance b4 meh?where
to all:pray fer me.can i have a testi too?
++1 year & 120 days more++
FUCKING SCH SYSTEM,SAYING THAT EVERYBODY MUST HAVE A MINIMUM SILVER FOR THEIR NAFA TEST.AND ME,THE ÁLL ALONG BRONZE'AWARD HOLDER HAVE TO RETAKE MY NAFA TEST NOW.FUCKING SCH,ASSHOLE PE TEACHER.KNN CCB,
.DAMN PISSED OFF!!!WAD THE HELL LOR.THIS TYPE OF THINGS WHERE CAN TRAIN ONE,BTW,I GOT BRONZE BECAUSED MY STANDING BROAD JUMP PULLED ME DOWN.THAT BASTARD:SO I'LL SEE U AGAIN NEXT TERM.FUCK YOU LAH.I'M LIKE THE ONE N ONLY ONE IN MY ENTIRE CLASS WHO HAVE TO RETAKE.YAH,I'M NOBODY ANYWAY.NOBODY CARES THAT I HAVE TO RETAKE IT.I'M JUST AN INVISBLE SOUL.I DONT WAN TO BE SPOTTED. EXPCET IN SOMEWHERE,THATS THE ONLY PLACE AND SIDE OF ME I WANT PEOPLE TO SEE AND KNOW ME(u might say i'm nuts).MIND YOU,NOT EVERYBODY,ONLY SOME PEOPLE.SOMEHOW,I THINK THESE PEOPLE ARE MUCH BETTER OFF THEN 'SOME NICE FRIENDS'I HAVE IN*TSK TSK*SHALL NOT SAY IT OUT LOUD.
sometimes,i realli start to wonder,wads the use of studying so much.sometimes,knowleadge can corrupt one's mindset too.so wad if u are smart,u label other people who dun look as studious as you as a ah lian?wad kind of fucking theory is it?yeah,so people who go sparks to chiong are all ah lians and bengs la,and so u assumed that all the friends i have are under this category as well.yah,if all my friends are under this category,then u better be carefull.i might jus ask some kor to settle the dai ji wif u.so start praying to god and thank him now,cos not all my fren are lianz and bengs.get it?stupid idiotic tiwgs who get deceiveed easily by one's appearance.i've realised that some people that are from famous schools,they are after all no difference from a sch drop out or any1 on the streets.no yi qi at all,wad type of friends are u all.yah,i'm stupid enuff to have such 'good friends'.
anyway,went fer cca today.finally decided to joined 1.yeah,i joined the RCHN---red cross humanitarian network.Me joining red cross?going around saving pple?cant imagaine myself doing that..nvm bout that,gt cca can already. went to tampines today to get some stuff and food.then discovered that tampines have that shi lin snack also.bought the new item'tempura'which is just fried fish cake,then bought the XXL fried chicken also.damn piggy today.actually wan 2 eat k tml,but tink now mus diet le.
then went to went to meet dickson at MRT staion to get back my jacket,then walked home.mel:tt half jacket i bought tt day,do u tink i can match with a baby pink halter inside?just fight with that bitch again.damn pissed off now.
to all:pray fer me
++1 year & 128 days++
in sch lib now,so bored.jus ate chicken chop,ok la,quite filling.bud still cant b compared to somewhr's.ah,forget it.playing frensta,and trying to write everybody a testimonial.jus wrote a couple fer some of my frenx.take care kaes.i wunt b around fer too long.at least or shall i say,high probability tt i wunt be around until next year,unless a miracle happens?
boy meets ger
u wer my dream my world
but I was blind u cheated on me frm behind.
So on my own
I feel so all alone
but i know It's true im still in luv wif u!!
I need a miracle
I wanna b ur ger
giv mi a chance 2 c dat u r made 4 mi.
I need a miracle
pls let mi b ur ger
one day u'll c It can happen 2 me.
I need a miracle,I wanna b ur ger
gib mi A chance 2 c dat u r made 4 mI.
I need a miracLe, pls let mi b ur ger
1 day u'll c It can happen 2 me it cAn happen 2 mi!!
day n nite im always by ur side
cos i noe 4 sure my luv is real my feelings urs
So take a try, dun need 2 ask mi y.
cos I noe it's true, I'm still in luv wif u..
I need a miracle
I wanna b ur ger
gib mi a chance 2 c dat u r made 4 mi
I need a miracle pls let mi b ur ger
1 day u'll c It can happen 2 mi
I need a miracle
i've still been thinking.if i have tt little time left,mayb i shall revert back to my old ways?
there's an angel n devil fighting inside me.or shld i live life to the fullest?i realli dunno.
to all:pray fer me
++1 year & 132 days more++
-pooled-
whee..jus came back from parkway,went out with yvonne,dickson,mel+mel's fren.haha,went to play pool at classic.mel was trying 2 teach me how to play pool properly,bud i was too stupid,then von learned how 2 play oso.then played with her,won both rounds.hahaz.well,then we went to eat at parkway.its been some time since i went there,marine parade opened a new pushed cart,its near the bubble-tea stall there.heez,saw quite some clothes tt i wanna get.mus start saving le.shopped around,bought a pink pen & a grey half jacket from isetan...finally have a half jacket.then took bus home with dickson cos i have sch tml.shun bian asked dickson 2 help me bring back tt jacket,cos my mum will rant at me if she sees tt.
my sickenening cough is coming back again.fucking irritating.2nd time.tink i really need my drug this time round.the cough is jus killing me.
to all:pray fer me
++1 year & 133 days more++
shall blog today.in the sch lib now,geo lecture's starting in 15 mins time.i haven had my lunch.jus dun feel like eating.suddenly i feel damn lonely,isolated.my classmate wan 2 use the comp.shall continue when i'm free...
-IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT-
YESH.A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE BY THE NAME OF XXXXXX XXX GAVE ME AN ONLINE COUNSELLING SESSION.YESH,I'VE DECIDED TO CHANGE FER THE BETTER FROM TODAY ONWARDS.BUT I JUST HAVE ONE CONDITION...CAN U GUYS STILL TREAT ME LIKE WHAT I WAS BEFORE?NO PREJUDICE AGAINST ME?HOW I WISH WE COULD STILL SIT DOWN N HAVE A HEART-TO-HEART TALK...I HOPE ITS NOT TOO LATE..OR HAV I ALREADY MISSED THE LAST BUS?PLS REPLY....
well.its mother's day today.went to eat lunch at centrepoint today with mom n dad.ate at the parkway thai restaurant buffet,nt very nice.nth much to eat.n the worse part..we have to sit at the alfresco area,ok lah,nt tt bad,its nt hot cos its like raining cats n dogs.BUT...the strong wind drives me crazy,blow my hair until like some xiao char bor.so the conclusion:i'm not eating there again.then went to look at some 2nd hand cars at selegie.huhur...cant find tt place lor,so dumb.
came online tonite...xxxxxx to me.
yeah,i've gt tt msg frm u guys.
yeah,i'll change fer the better.
yeah,i still wanna live.
yeah,i wish to walk out of this fucking screwd up life of mine
wil u guys listen n talk to me stil?
wil u guys syil be my best friends?
wil u guys support me fer my compeition?
wil u guys still hang out wif me?
i'm nt askin fer anybody's attention.u may call me an attention seeking whore or whatever,but i dun care much,cos ur're nt my fren.n i belive tt my true frenx wil nt do tt to me.all i ask fer is to talk to u guys.if i've missed the last bus,tink it'll be the greatest regret in my life.can any1 ask the bus uncle to slow down?i realli nid to take this bus.
to all:pray fer me
++1 year & 136days more++
today labour day public,never go to sch.rot at home.well,woke up at 11+ today,cos last nite do bloody chinese essay until very late,more like i copied the entire essay from *an unknown source* ferget it...then was talkin on the phone to my fren,he bully me!!!say i cos him to b the joke of the day,n all yhose embarrasement blah blah blah crap.to my fren:U BULLY ME!!!i'm so sad now =
von:my fren bully me,must help me hor...
went to kopitiam eat ban mian.my hse here the food nt bad leh.now open alot of nice food stalls le.ya, n i'm gonna grow fat soon.just discovered tt i've out on quite alot of wait recently...due to my vices???hmmm,i dun realli know.must start to eat less now.ya,i shld realli save up,so i can gt those stuffs in my wishlist.just updated it today,go n take a look hor.nobody called/msg me today...sian1/2...
tml have sch,but sch starts at 9+.gonna save $$again n ask mummy to buy breakfast fer me.have heavy breakfast can last me fer then whole day=no nid to eat fer the entire day=can save $$$=can shun bian diet also *hehex*
have losta hw to do.shall stop here.
to all:remember yo pray to god/guan yin ma/tua peh kong/guan kong everyday fer my freedom to be returned to me.mus help me hor.your help will be deeply appreciated!!! ;)
++1 yr and 140 days more++
*bish*jus came back frm town.shagged.mel jus dunno y went offline.ah nvm.went fer tuition super early today.cos tt bitch wanted the tutor to mark my essay.but the teacher nv come.so i only managed to pass up the essay to him at the end of the lesson.then he asked me to see him next lesson before the lesson starts.0845,go see him...haiz,this means tt i mus wake up early n cab down to O.P again next wk.sian1/2.jus found out today tt one of my mum's fren is working in the spectecle shop in O.P too.so fucked up lor.wad's so nice bout there?now i mus wear a paper bag around my head if i shall go there again on friday. =.=
i haven been sleeping well fer days,kena chao xing by my fren yesterday at 6+,telling me tt he cant meet me tt early.nvm,went back slp.but i cant slp le!!!then sit up in bed fer awhile,then fall asleep again.when i woke up was like so late liao.rushed down to meet my fren.ya,i was late again la.then we found out that ecp gt nothing much to do.then we went to parkway,ate at mos burger.then talk cock.my mum called me n i have to go home.then slept frm 2+ all the way to 4+.then mummy ask me to change n go out fer dinner.
well.went shoppin around in town after tuition.walked al the way to far east.bought a pair of black pants,checkered pants,new white shoes*glowz*.after that went to L.Pto eat lunch.the food there sux,the hotplate taste like shit man.chicken like rock liddat.so horrible.actually wanted to eat k.bud tt bicth complain mus sut at the 'alfresco' area.then dun wanna eat liao.then go L.P eat,she complain again.bitch la,wads ur problem.u brought it upon urself k.forget it la.then we walked to orchard mrt to take mrt home.passed by wisma's isetan.hushus having sale.bought another 3 tops.i love the pink n red polka dot shirt *woots* then went home.use comp intil now.shagged.going to eat dinner now.daddy bought crabs n other zi char food.
to all:yesh...i know tt i'm being lor-saw.but pardon me fer awhile pls.remember to pray to god/guan yin ma/tua peh kong/guan kong fer my freedom to be return to me asap.at least can go out n come home as n when i like.dun nid to sign in n sign out.and get checked on every2 hrs.mus remember to help me hor.your help will be greatly appreciated! ;)
++1 yr and 141 days more++
just came back from town.ya,went shopping after gp tuition.went fer lesson super early today,cos tt bitch wanted the teacher to mark my essay fer me.in the end,teacher came late.bud i still submitted my essay,he say he's returning me the next lesson n ask me to go n see him at 8.45 before the lesson starts.this means tt i mus wake up early n cab down to orchard again next wk.sian1/2 =.=haha...today discovered another hazardous place in orchard plaza.
well,i hate shopping in orchard area on sundays.its frickingly infested with fillipinas n pple tt i dun not wan to see,damn hot n crowded.urgh!!!but nvm la,as long as i can get my things settled n done,still can tahan fer awhile.bought a pair of new shoes,black pants n checkered pants at far east.my mum dont like the white outfit tt i tried on.*irritated*nvm,i shall go back there on some other day to get more stuff. von:hear me?pei wo go can?pls...then my mum complained tt she's hungry,i suggested we go eat kfc/crystal jade.aiyo,called crystal jade.then they say mus wait fer seats.huhur...lazy to wait,then we walked down to kfc.'then cant find seats either.mus seat at the "alfresco" area.then tt woman complained again,all the smoke n all those...haiz.nvm,so we ended up eating at L.P.'the hotplate there sux,dun ever eat it,taste like shit! =P eat finish then wanna take MRT go home,passed by wisma's isetan,they having sale,went in n bought another 3 tops.i love the white polka-dot top most*heeheex
to all:(yesh the same old thing)remeber to pray to guan yin ma/god/tua peh kong/guan kong to ask fer my freedom to be returned to me asap.mus remember k???thx
++1yr n 141 days more++
