strawberries

2011-11-08T15:12:00.002+08:00

okay, i just realised that someone actually still visits my blog.i'ts been forgotten till the extend that even me myself also forget its exisitence already.

been busy with work, went to some places this June for biz trip - Shantou.

work work work is so busy, shld really do up a qaulity post in my home pc afteer work.ltr will be gg to top1 ktv sing song with colleagues. yeye!!

2011-05-12T14:41:00.000+08:00

finally paid a visit to this place again. this visit might be one of my last few times blogging here. going to move place soon,new blog with s brand new layout (:

hehe, today was suppose me to go & fetch my daddy frm the airport,but guess wad, mummy totld me the wrong date & my daddy took a cab home ystd frm the airport by himself.hhaass

gg out in a shot while, movie with my darling later. Priest 3D!! ok,
its running late.. i gtg.. byebye

2011-01-28T23:46:00.003+08:00

first post of 2011!!!
hahaaaaa... today did my nails, like first time in my life?? ok, i know i am sua ku...
i like you when u encourage me to doll myself up (:

anyway, such are some pics of me in Barcelona,Spain....

Magnificent Cathedral familia de Sangria- Landmark of Barcelone, artwork of Gaudi

off to slp.. nites <3

2010-12-25T14:21:00.002+08:00

year by years, the x'mas days became worse as times goes by... last year at least we had a decent fare,thou i dint enjoy too much. but u did care abt my feelings.while now ? i have totally no comments.

Barcelona was fun, first time stepping on europe.
i'll try to post the pics,no wis still at work.totally no mood now, no mood for everything,how not to be angry? i had not a good meal,not a good time,i dint even eat prooperly...ALL THANKS TO YOU!!!

i am gg find my own programme tonite...

2010-11-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

stupid C3 show at expo is finally over, finally finally. no GP only go & earn the pathetic allowance only...

real damn it shit hole i am working at...sometimes it stinks so bad that i had a hard time breathing even.
okies,stoopid work asides.

hohoho,so fast one year had past very quicky.
x'mas wishlist... will i get anything this time round?

tiffany & Co.

actually still have alot more de la...
another one on the list

i wish i wish i wish...
LOLS

anyway, just right after C3 rdshow is SITEX!! omgx... i am so tired tired alrady. i am gg plan a good massage & retail therapy & sleepin session once everything is done...

2010-11-07T19:34:00.001+08:00

女友给我讲她的宠物，猫和仓鼠。
女友说：猫对仓鼠可好了，经常跟仓鼠一起散步，中午的时候，还让仓鼠爬到自己背上，一起晒太阳。
我说不可能。猫和鼠不是天敌吗？
女友给我展示了照片，事实胜于雄辩，我没话可说了。

仓鼠寿命短，一般只能活三年，所以女友的小仓鼠先猫而去，据女友说，她的猫伤心了好久。所以，猫哭耗子也不是假慈悲，人家也是真的。

女友是在饭桌上说的这个故事，当时一位男士问：你们女人是不是都想做那只仓鼠？弱小，惹人怜爱，得到比自己强大很多的猫的保护、照顾、爱，从而让自己的同类羡慕、嫉妒、恨？

女友立刻还击：做仓鼠有什么好？我们家的猫之所以喜欢仓鼠，是因为它是一只孤独的猫，它生活在一个封闭的环境，家里除了我，就没有其他的活物，而我只能给它吃喝，并不能给它陪伴，因为我很忙——所以，它喜欢仓鼠！仓鼠弱小，对它没有威胁，依恋它，仰仗它，且因为有猫做伴侣，所以在鼠的世界，不仅没有鼠敢欺负它，大家甚至要谈论它，羡慕它，看，人家是怎么搞定一只猫的！

呵呵。我们全都笑了——原本势不两立的物种，世世代代的深仇，竟然就荡然无存了——它们是因为爱还是因为缺乏爱？

这就有点像有一类婚姻了。很多人结婚并不是因为爱，而是因为不喜欢孤独，于是猫喜欢了仓鼠，而仓鼠也爱上了猫。猫和仓鼠都没有太多的选择，所以他们相亲相爱。这就像很多刚毕业的女学生，为什么会喜欢上跟自己父亲岁数差不多的男人。因为她们是小仓鼠，而那些男人，是她们世界里的猫。

我一女友，职业体面，收入稳定，有车有房，硬是找不到合适的对象，而她办公室的实习妹，一外地到北京闯荡的女孩子，样貌平凡，也没看出有什么特别之处，很快有了男朋友，看她幸福甜蜜的样子，以为找了什么样的白马王子。后来见到了，居然是一个快要歇顶的老男人，也不是很有钱，不过是有套旧房子，有辆老捷达，老男人对她的好，就是开车接她上班下班——她问学妹，他没工作吗？学妹说有啊，但不是那么忙。于是她知道他一定不那么成功，否则不可能有那么多时间花在她身上。她问学妹：你那么年轻，班儿对班儿地找一个不好吗？学妹说，班儿对班儿的男人，对我不够好。

于是，我的女友不胜感慨，感慨过后，搞了一场姐弟恋——她的恋人不如她成功不如她优秀不如她赚钱多，普普通通，依照她原先的标准，是断然PASS的，但现在她每天把甜蜜挂在脸上，逢人就说：他对我好。

怎样好呢？给她买菜做饭陪她逛街看电影……她说，其实我只是需要一个对我好的男人，为什么非要比我优秀呢？是啊，对于猫来说，为什么非要和一个会逮耗子的猫在一起呢？已经有的是猫粮了！而对于仓鼠来说，为什么非得跟仓鼠一起才幸福呢？既然有猫愿意照顾自己。

呵呵，感情真是一件难以说清的事情啊——猫和仓鼠之间的感情是真的吗？还是特定的环境特定的际遇特定的猫遇到特定的仓鼠？总之，我见到太多的仓鼠期待猫的垂青，而太多的猫，不肯与同类相处，宁肯和仓鼠游戏。

2010-11-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

2010-11-04T16:00:00.002+08:00

这天，白云酒楼里来了两位客人，一男一女，四十岁上下，穿着不俗。男的还拎着一个旅行包，看样子是一对出来旅游的夫妻。

服务员笑吟吟地送上菜单。男人接过菜单直接递给女人，说：“你点吧，想吃什么点什么。”女的连看也不看一眼，抬头对服务员说：“给我们来碗馄饨就行了！”

服务员一怔，哪有到白云酒楼吃馄饨的？再说，酒楼里也没有馄饨卖啊。她以为自己没听清楚，不安地望着那个女顾客。女人又把自己的话重复了一遍，旁边的男人这时候发话了：“吃什么馄饨，又不是没钱。”

女人摇摇头说：“我就是要吃馄饨！”男人愣了愣，看到服务员惊讶的目光，很难为情地说：“好吧。请给我们来两碗馄饨。”

“不！”女人赶紧补充道，“只要一碗！”男人又一怔，一碗怎么吃？女人看男人皱起了眉头，就说：“你不是答应的，一路上都听我的吗？”

男人不吭声了，抱着手靠在椅子上。旁边的服务员露着了一丝鄙夷的笑意，心想：这女人抠门抠到家了。上酒楼光吃馄饨不说，两个人还只要一碗。她冲女人撇了撇嘴：“对不起，我们这里没有馄饨卖，两位想吃还是到外面大排挡去吧！”

女人一听，感到很意外，想了想才说：“怎么会没有馄饨卖呢？你是嫌生意小不愿做吧？”

这会儿，酒楼老板恰好经过，他听到女人的话，便冲服务员招招手，服务员走过去埋怨道：“老板，你看这两个人，上这只点馄饨吃，这不是存心捣乱吗？”

店老板微微一笑，冲她摆摆手。他也觉得很奇怪：看这对夫妻的打扮，应该不是吃不起饭的人，估计另有什么想法。不管怎样，生意上门，没有往外推的道理。

他小声吩咐服务员：“你到外面买一碗馄饨回来，多少钱买的，等会结帐时多收一倍的钱！”说完他拉张椅子坐下，开始观察起这对奇怪的夫妻。

过了一会，服务员捧回一碗热气腾腾的馄饨，往女人面前一放，说：“请两位慢用。”

看到馄饨，女人的眼睛都亮了，她把脸凑到碗面上，深深地细了一口气，然后，用汤匙轻轻搅拌着碗里的馄饨，好象舍不得吃，半天也不见送到嘴里。

男人瞪大眼睛看者女人，又扭头看看四周，感觉大家都在用奇怪的眼光盯着他们，顿感无地自容，恨恨地说道：“真搞不懂你在搞什么，千里迢迢跑来，就为了吃这碗馄饨？”

女人抬头说道：“我喜欢！”

男人一把拿起桌上的菜单：“你爱吃就吃吧，我饿了一天了，要补补。”他便招手叫服务员过来，一气点了七八个名贵的菜。

女人不急不慢，等男人点完了菜。这才淡淡地对服务员说：“你最好先问问他有没有钱，当心他吃霸王餐。”

没等服务员反应过来，男人就气红了脸：“胡说！我会没钱？”他边说边往怀里摸去，突然“咦”的一声：“我的钱包呢？”他索性站了起来，在身上又是拍又是捏，这一来竟然发现手机也失踪了。男人站着怔了半晌，最后将眼光投向对面的女人。

女人不慌不忙地说道：“你别瞎忙活了，钱包和手机我昨晚都扔到河里了。”

男人一听，火了：“你疯了？”女人好象没听见一样，继续缓慢地搅拌着碗里的馄饨。男人突然想起什么，拉开随身的旅行包，伸手在里面猛掏起来。

女人冷冷地说了句：“别找了，你的手表，还有我的戒指，咱们这次带出来所有值钱的东西，我都扔河里了。我身上还有五块钱，只够买这碗馄饨了！”

男人的脸刷地白了，一屁股坐下来，愤怒的瞪着女人：“你真是疯了，你真是疯了！咱们身上没有钱，那么远的路怎么回去啊？”

女人却一脸平静，不温不火地说：“你急什么？再怎么着，我们还有两条腿，走着走着就到家了。”

男人沉闷的哼了一声。女人继续说道：“二十年前，咱们身上一分钱也没有，不也照样回到家了吗？那时侯的天，比现在还冷呢！”

男人听了这句，不由瞪直了眼：“你说，你说什么？”女人问：“你真的不记得了？”男人茫然地摇摇头。

女人叹了口气：“看来，这些年身上有了几个钱，你就真的把什么都忘了。二十年前，咱们第一次出远门做生意，没想到被人骗了个精光，连回家的路费都没了。经过这里的时候，你要了一碗馄饨给我吃，我知道，那时候你身上就剩下五毛钱了……”

男人听到这里，身子一震，打量了四周:“这，这里……”女人说:“对，就是这里，我永远也不会忘记的，那时它还是一间又小又破的馄饨店。”

男人默默地低下头，女人转头对在一旁发愣的服务员道:“姑娘，请给我再拿只空碗来。”

服务员很快拿来了一只空碗，女人捧起面前的馄饨，拨了一大半到空碗里，轻轻推到男人面前：“吃吧，吃完了我们一块走回家！”

男人盯着面前的半碗馄饨，很久才说了句:“我不饿。”女人眼里闪动着泪光，喃喃自语:“二十年前，你也是这么说的！”说完，她盯着碗没有动汤匙，就这样静静地坐着。

男人说:“你怎么还不吃？”女人又哽咽了:“二十年前，你也是这么问我的。我记得我当时回答你。要吃就一块吃，要不吃就都不吃，现在，还是这句话！”

男人默默无语，伸手拿起了汤匙。不知什么原因，拿着汤匙的手抖得厉害，舀了几次，馄饨都掉下来。最后，他终于将一个馄饨送到了嘴里，使劲一吞，整个都吞到了肚子里。当他舀第二个馄饨的时候，眼泪突然“叭嗒、叭嗒”往下掉。

女人见他吃了，脸上露出了笑容，也拿起汤匙开始吃。馄饨一进嘴，眼泪同时滴进了碗里。这对夫妻就这和着眼泪把一碗馄饨分吃完了。

放下汤匙，男人抬头轻声问女人:“饱了么？”

女人摇了摇头。男人很着急，突然他好象想起了什么，弯腰脱下一只皮鞋，拉出鞋垫，手往里面摸，没想到居然摸出了五块钱。他怔了怔，不敢相信地瞪着手里的钱。

女人微笑的说道：“二十年前，你骗我说只有五毛钱了，只能买一碗馄饨，其实呢，你还有五毛钱，就藏在鞋底里。我知道，你是想藏着那五毛钱，等我饿了的时候再拿出来。后来你被逼吃了一半馄饨，知道我一定不饱，就把钱拿出来再买了一碗！”顿了顿，她又说道，“还好你记得自己做过的事，这五块钱，我没白藏！”

男人把钱递给服务员:“给我们再来一碗馄饨。”服务员没有接钱，快步跑开了，不一会，捧回来满满一大碗馄饨。

男人往女人碗里倒了一大半:“吃吧，趁热！”

女人没有动，说:“吃完了，咱们就得走回家了，你可别怪我，我只是想在分手前再和你一起饿一回、苦一回!”

男人一声不吭，低头大口大口吞咽着，连汤带水，吃得干干净净。他放下碗催促女人道:“快吃吧，吃好了我们走回家！”

女人说：“你放心，我说话算话，回去就签字，钱我一分不要，你和哪个女人好，娶个十个八个，我也不会管你了……”

男人猛地大声喊了起来:“回去我就把那张离婚协议书烧了，还不行吗？”说完，他居然号啕大哭，“我错了，还不行吗？我脑袋抽筋了，还不行吗？”

女人面带笑容，平静地吃完了半碗馄饨，然后对服务员:“姑娘，结帐吧。”

一直在旁观看的老板猛然惊醒，快步走了过来，挡住了女人的手，却从身上摸出了两张百元大钞递了过去:“既然你门回去就把离婚协议书烧了，为什么还要走路回家呢？”

男人和女人迟疑地看着店老板，店老板微笑道:“咱们都是老熟人了，你们二十年前吃的馄饨，就是我卖的，那馄饨就是我老婆亲手做的!”说罢，他把钱硬塞到男人手中，头也不回地走了……

店老板回到办公室，从抽屉取出那张早已拟好的离婚协议书，怔怔地看了半晌，喃喃自语地说:“看来，我的脑袋也抽筋了……”

分手时想想以前，那个陪你甘苦与共的人，一路走来，其实你们的故事并不短。时间慢慢过去，那些感动却一点一点封存。其实最疼你的人不是那个甜言蜜语哄你开心的人。也许就是在鞋底藏5元钱，在最后的时候把最后一点东西省着给你吃，却说不饿的人……

2010-11-04T16:00:00.001+08:00

2010-10-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

i hate myself. i cannot stop envy-ing on people. sigh

i know nobody will send me stuffs anymore.you wunt let me eat first when ur food come first. You wunt peel prawns & crabs for me anymore.You wunt ask me if i hungry or not.you will not know wad is wrong with me by just observing me.

i am still waiting for my flowery surprise.dont dissappoint me already k?

2010-10-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

要找一个好人真的很难吗？
我真的想要一些疯狂和爱你的力量。。。我希望我有那种勇气可以忘掉一切。。。

2010-10-05T17:56:00.004+08:00

been sometime i haven updated this blog. nth much happened,except for bdae was a dinner with love at somerset 111.

Imperial treasures steamboat.A very nice & filling. price abit exp thou but was very fresh & delicious.
Bdae gift from him was already bought for me for sometime back liao.LOLS

Recently also nth much happen,except fot those random un welcomed people. hehs

Looking forward to holidays,thou long time still. very wish wanna make it all true(:

2010-09-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

would i receive flowers this year?
Its been years since i received one.... its still so vividly inprinted in my memory.

no general meaning actually. RANDOM (:

Not long ago,i changed my IPHONE 3GS to IPHONE 4!!!

Today was my off day,n sad to say, dint have any special program.bought myself shoes & 2 new tops from cotten on.Feel like buying the cardigan lei...hmmmm,need serious thinking again.
From now on,needa save save save for my super big project. First time ever in my life.
I really want this to work,i dunno if i am stupid or not,so many people talking on the negatives.Infact,people who know me only harp on the bad side.I dunno,i just hope that this will work out ultimately. Cos i've been taking it as a final chance.How?
hmmmm

PS: i MISS euu...

2010-08-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

COMEX is coming le....

so tireds,have not offday for so long le,almost gg to forget how does a offday feels like already...

快乐因为有你牵着我的手走:)

2010-08-27T08:54:00.002+08:00

so tireds, my head hurts like fuck~ damn,i dunno why,keep dreaming ,drifting in & out of sleep.hallucinations & dreams,reality i cant really differentiaite them in the past few hours.
I finally understood a number of things to a certain great extend.

接下来的几天我要心无旁骛的做多多sales & GP.tell myself,dun think too much...
WIsh me luck..

2010-08-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

1.当你爱着一个女孩子，一定要记得经常对她说：我爱你。不管已经说过多少次，不管是她第几百次问你“你爱我吗？”当她对你说“我爱你”，你都要很真诚地说：我也爱你，不是用其他话或者觉得多余。

　　2、如果你不爱她了，放了她。不要白白享受着她的照顾和温柔，然后漫不经心地寻找着别的女孩，在找到之后才说我们分手吧，又或者干脆脚踏两只船。

　　3、在你的朋友和她的朋友面前不要总一摆出一副大男人呼来唤去的样子。女人愿意照顾你，满足你大男人对“三从四德”的喜好，是因为她爱你她宠你，但并不表示她愿意被当做佣人和附庸。

　　4、你答应她的事情再小也要做到。女人都希望有个坚强的肩膀依赖，想告诉你她的一切，但是你如果连小事情都做不好，她怎么去依赖你？当她说一些你不认可的事情也不要去指责或者冷漠，这样她怎么去信任你把心里话都告诉你？

　　5、在做每一件事情的之前，首先考虑到的是她！其次才是除了她之外的其他人。

　　6、女人总有几天是经期，那时候是不能用理智控制的。不管她怎么歇斯底里、不讲道理、喜怒无常，你都要哄着她包容她。绝不要表现出不快和不耐烦。

　7、不要总向往地说想三妻四妾，说古代男人真幸福呀，说想三人行。她把你当作她的唯一，也希望你把她当作唯一。常这样说的你，她能放心让你出门去会姐姐妹妹、狐朋狗友吗？不要总当着她夸奖红颜知己，不要对别的女人比对她还关心。女人是敏感的动物，她并不是不信任你，她只是对你太在乎，希望你也可以一样。

　　8、不要总当着她的面盯着别的女人，不要总去赞叹别人的美丽。或者说你为什么不能如何如何。女人希望你爱的就是她现在的样子，希望自己是你心中最美最爱的人。

　　9、女人不管再贤惠有母性，但骨子里都是一个孩子。不要总希望她多么为你着想，多么会体贴你的感受，多么以你为中心。她也希望可以象孩子一样任性，希望有个人像宠孩子一样宠她爱她，照顾她关心她，而不只是像孩子一样向她索取关爱和宽容。

　　10、做错了事情、伤害了她要承认，并且以行动向她陪不是。偶尔放下所谓男人的面子，却能温暖她受伤的心。不要说了要改下次还是犯，她可以原谅你偶尔的错误，但是不能容忍一错再错。

　　11、绝不要背叛。不要想“家里红旗不倒，外面彩旗飘飘”，别把女人当作衣服。

　　12、给她真正的安全感，不一定是婚姻，但如果能够是婚姻就更好！更重要的是：无论贫穷还是富有，健康还是疾病，相爱相依，不离不弃，直到死亡把我们分开。

2010-08-21T02:09:00.000+08:00

几时我们才可以手牵手的出去？

2010-08-10T05:59:00.001+08:00

flying off liao.
back on friday (:

if what you said that day is true, i will be very very happy.

2010-08-05T16:45:00.001+08:00

1.把msn/facebook 密码告诉她。
2.银行的密码告诉她。
3.冬天允许她把手放到你身体里。
4.可以让她随时翻你手机。
5.行街时，要拉着她的手，不许放。
6.不许先挂她电话。
7.不许对她大声说话。
8.要给她介绍你所有的朋友。
9.陪她逛街时不能说累。
10.把她的的相片放在手机屏幕上。
11.不说她傻。
12.不说她笨。
13.不伤她心。
14.不欺负她。
15.不凶她。
16.不对她摔东西。
17.要会逗她笑。
18.会说甜言蜜语。
19.要说到做到。
20.有事随叫随到。
21.允许她掏你口袋。
22.要鼓励她打扮。
23.不许说她丑。
24.不许说她胖。
25.陪她看电视。
26.不许嫌她手艺不好（再难吃也要夸好）。
27.大节小节都要送礼物给她（不在乎礼物的贵贱）。
28.无论她什么时候饿，都要陪她吃饭。
29.吵架一定是你先道歉。
30.每年去不同的地方（没钱就去不同的公园）。
31.发现美女时，不许斜眼。
32.她撒娇的时候你要配合。
33.要陪她一起疯。
34.行街累了，就背她。
35.要学会做饭给她吃。
36.每天要打电话给她。
37.她打电来时一定要接。
38.不叫她做不愿意的事。
39.她煮饭时，要陪她一起。
40.答应她的事不能讨价还价。
41.有快乐时要和她一起分享。
42.有痛苦时要和她一起分担。
43.为她，做个大男人。
44.不许和前女朋友联系。
45.她生病时要监督她吃药。
46.为她洗脚。
47.要陪她散步。
48.要相信她。
49.不许拿她和前女友比较。
50.不许骗她。
51.不许说她声音难听。
52.不许酒后乱性。
53.不可以打她。
54.抱她在怀里。
55.收到她短信马上回。
56.要学会自己检讨。
57.最好不要抽烟、喝酒。
58.在她失落时，你要安慰她。
59.她哭时，你要把她紧紧地抱着。
60.要给她暖被窝

will have this type of guys?

WOW WOW WOW~ I want

2010-07-26T00:43:00.003+08:00

Will i be able to see it in my room soon?

hope to get this to put my laptop ,so mayb i have a at least cleaner table?

hmmmm,the egg chair I wait till the red color de also no more le :(
everytime is only 光看没有得到的份
I think mayb this is my sad life,not just refer to a chair.General context ranting just.

2010-07-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

today first day at #04-67,it sux totally.I fucking hate,i hate everything there.I dun care,i will just do my own stuff. I dont wanna help you,so you dun wanna help me also can.SUA~

2010-07-03T23:40:00.003+08:00

just now apple called me while i was on my way home in train.
She caught a big stich at those UFO machines. She sounded very happy,i am happy for her too (: cant wait for the steamboat session tml with so many lovely people..hehes

another boring sat today.work my 2nd last day at #04-63. will be leaving to join back notebook.com so no more mobilty@hp for me liao.thou i have tonnes of those name cards still.
thou i can use this ---->>>
but anyway i will try my best to do a good job (:
i try

well,WC- GERMANY WON O!!! YEYEYEY...

2010-06-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

had a not very good day with a super bad mood.
男人最厲害就是開空頭支票和承諾不可能改/給得到的事

anyway,woke up quite on time i shld say,prepared for work & thanks to someone,my mood was rot out again :(
sigh~ i think i killed quite alot of pple today.with the super black black face.I dunno why till now still alot pple say i look very firece.i am friendly de ok (:

this did cheered me up abit,hahas
thanks ah gong :p

dinner was the buffet boss treat us,too bad no photos,cos no mood.therefore only wanna get over & done with it.ate with ex-showroom peeps.quite entertained

heard a super bad news ,sets me pondereing that why are guys nowadays liddat.just because they think they had money they have car they got looks so can flirt ard? and what is the gal thinking abt? it takes 2hands to clap.
旁观者清，真正发生的事只有当事人自己最清楚，hope all well to this guy whom i did look up very highly upon once.i believe i would still do.although so much has happened.
sincerely wish him all the best.

heard another pieace of news,i dunno shld i be happy or not.pple ask me to try,but why does it sound like that he is just trying to get rid of me only? or i think too much? i dunno...
i know some things are impossible de,but why am i still holding onto so hard?
saddens me alot to a large extent.

2010-06-28T01:36:00.002+08:00

why issit everytime when i am going on well,happy someone/something must happen & everything will be gone.back to square one,so damn sickening...

well,world cup is here & everyone seems like enthu lo,hoho.本小姐不是球迷，so just watch oni nia (:

work has been usual & going on well,except for those randomness & nua-ness.i dunno,i just do what i do and thats all.before wan to 管别人，管好自己is more important.

nites all...

tml boss is treaating us buffet at work place,i'll try some pics up here.hehs

2010-06-25T01:16:00.004+08:00

hey, i think my GP is more or less fixed liao. haha.nth much to change also le...hmmm,so i think just need do one more time touch up shld be ok.
Just watched adventures of wesly- 卫斯理传奇,reshow of cos on TV. back up continue look at the excel files ones more.My eyes gg close le lo :(

gg end of the month liao.no $$$ also,saw quite some nice clothes.
i wanna buy new tops from cotton on,fox having sale,saw a denium skirt i quite like.i wanna buy new flats too,i needa haircut<--- say very long liao but like keep on no time dunno why. mayb do reborn or shld i buy the liselle hair dye & dye on my own at home.
The idea of getting ink-ed hits my mind again,dunno y,but stil i wld say is,the location has never changed thru-out the years of consideration.the design also nv changed.hehs
shld i shld i not?

2010-06-24T21:11:00.003+08:00

Today is off day,went to City sq had lunch at the jap food street thingy.. not very nice but is a treat so hahhahahaaaa..

Den after that go up to office & look for MO.Discuss about some stuffs,den after that went to shop abit around in city sq,like really is no people de,de clothes are really like damn msia style,machiam really JB's City Sq,not to my liking thou.However i still bought a pair of heels at charles & keith,been eyeing on it for some time liao,now somemore gt discount.hehes

After that,was a long walk back to Sim Lim to take my work file home,LL lo.Do my PC show closing at home.really is cannot drag anymore further down le.BTH this is really sai lai de.
rebate everything is so so so troublesome.sigh~~~
Anyway,walking from city sq to sim lim,i kinda get back abit of feeling 'young' again.reminds me of the times years back when i was still a student at SIM.always nth to do,walk around the weird streets,seeing things most people wunt see,增广见闻baaa...

So sleepy now,had a uber heavy dinner,got BBQ chicken,clam egg,soup etc...alot lo
better glue my butt to my chair so i will not go watch tv,really die also today need to fininsh of this PC SHOW shit!!!

so tireds,i wish i can go for holiday soon :(

2010-06-08T01:20:00.004+08:00

Just saw that on FB gt some one posted
'Why dun u all focus on ur work? Why must keep talking abt my personal life thing? Is it coz i MO?'
Hhaaahaha,so damn funny lo,can laugh till pengs.aiyo,MO ah MO,u are MO lei,just issue memo lo,so they dun listen to you then sack them fry them oily fish lo.
Muahahhaaaaa.
Lansai
Anyway rdshow- this time round is PC show is coming,SOP,sell HP printers.
what else can i do? feel really no like gg show le,so sians liao
haha

i think alot things FB post is dangerous, but here is still a place where i can rant rant rant first.
Hopefully this show i cna earn my trip to HK/Macao,nobody wanna go lor :(
then hopefully can earn my Chanel Wallet

难得saw a wallet that i will really find it nice de.
hmmm,if can get a bag also gd,Burberry will do le baa... think the new Gucci designs are not very much to my liking.hhaas

getting kinda lates,off to slp
*nites

2010-05-17T02:51:00.001+08:00

Back frm shanghai liao lo...
went to eat,shop see alot of things,actually is quite fun.spend alot of $$$,now pocket big hole :'(

Spend much more than i was in singapore on many stuffs.anyway,went to the 上海2010世界博览會. Is really walk alot alot,walk frm morning till nite.Long time no ever,or shld i say is first time ever walk so much,somemore sun is so big big.But luckily the weather is cooling,like aircon liddat,got wind (:
hehs.

a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wAgHlLFgvpA/S_A690BbMII/AAAAAAAAA6M/F6Vv8CrM6-4/s1600/DSC01426.JPG">小笼包，nice nice <3
took some pics,camera not good so quality is so-so only.hmmmm,i guess its time i shld save money to get a DSLR.Can take more nice pics when i go holiday again(planning one more upcoming )<
off-ed to slp le..nites...

2010-05-07T23:32:00.004+08:00

going to shanghai expo 2010 lo...
to be exact is monday morning flying off to china.hahaa...

now headache dunno what to pack there.tryin to bring very very little so i can buy alot alot come back.haha...luggage not full lo..hehes

tml will be sat liao.hopefully i can do my 1k GP tml.will me record breaking come true? i dunno,praying very hard,hopefully i dun even be late.Must wake very early.
Suddenly craving for the 来来牛肉拉面。OMG

off to slp
my date with 周先生... hahaaa

2010-05-01T00:45:00.004+08:00

hoho.. went to Universal Studios Singapore today. was like damn hot :(
I think now i am already one/two shade darker liao.
haha
tireds,had sushi too...

tired tired,walk whole day.
gg slp le now..

PS: i think i have been neglecting this blog for sometime.I will update regularly once again soon (:

2010-04-12T01:18:00.003+08:00

我好不开心。。。

好想放长假去旅行，好想赚多点銭，可以过得好一点，sigh~~~

2010-04-08T17:57:00.002+08:00

So fucking tulans,you offday,you go out with your friends.also dun bother abt me.You know what comes round goes ard,you did it to me.So i did it well back to you.U dare say u dint do it back on me before? Fuck you.

I will make you fucking regret!!! not once,not twice,but all your life! JUST YOU WAIT only...

2010-04-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i so damn fucking bloody hate hate hate. 恨，不是一般的很，是非常非常地恨！！！
really dun like,dun like dun like.what is other people getting & what am i getting.Why the big difference,i dun think i got do anything wrong.I wasted my time & efforts,so issit that backend,or i must admit my ownself sway 来不及享受丰收?

moodless,pple enjoy holiday & gd meal i must stay quite & nt kpkb.what the hell is this.So many fucking bad feelings & mood.damn~

What a 'GOOD' friday can it get.

2010-03-27T00:28:00.002+08:00

finally changed my iphone!!! got a case for it as well,now scouting ard for a half hard,nice one ??
IT show is finally over & settled,but coming up next wk,Funan rdshow.OMGx!!!
one after another.So wish to go for holidays.
I need earn more,eat less & save up.

Anyway,was surfing net ystd and saw that sakae sushi had a new menu with this pink plate,de menu looks damn temptings *drools*

next up hv alot work to be done...
wish me all de luck (:

2010-03-21T13:58:00.002+08:00

so boring ah...bored die me le lo...

no people walk in de,still got alot GP target to hit,cos my show is like lao sai one lo... no GP at al!!! i NEED COMMS!!!

n dunno y i am like droppinh hair like nobody's business :( that is so no gd,gotta watch wad i eat liao..no more salty stuff,gotta eat more food for hair growth...

busy busy busy recenlty,suddenly feel like eating again .OMGX
X_X

2010-03-06T19:34:00.001+08:00

everyone lives behind a mask.decitful numbers & lies all around.
therefore its best to believe them selectively.

to be continued....

2010-02-28T02:49:00.002+08:00

I Tink i am suppose to be sleepin n nt sitting here blogging.
managed to slp early last nite but y am i here tonite?!!!
argh~ show is coming and have still alot alot alot,n yes i really mean alot stuff yet to be done.fran ah,you must really stop be lazy get ur hands to do work liao...

anyway,went to korean fair at bugis and i spend 12bucks buying those korean seaweed,tidbits and drinks.OMGX.so much for 减肥ing... hahas,tml still wanna go eat steamyboat.
Hopefully friday can go BQ with buddy,so long nv see her liao...LOLS
ok,i so slp le anyway.

tireds
nites*

2010-02-18T02:01:00.002+08:00

my face is really gg be liddat liao...
sadded :'(
COS MY TV IS SPOILED !!!

after me and daddy take turns watching different channels over the lazy CNY holidays.TV is dead :(
so now oni left one small CRT tv to watch.OMGX!!!

new tv is exp also,sigh....

and dunno why is keep wanted to eat this and that,i wanna eat popeyes fried chicken again.Ichiban sushi was not as i thought it was,still craving for others as well as geylang food.LOLS

this month GP is really pathetic,mayb gg break record liao wor.zzz
must really do smth abt it liao.Self-discipline (:

nites

2010-02-17T00:22:00.004+08:00

photos over the past months. finally got them uploaded..

randoms: facebook is so soooooooo slow. Now i think blogger is getting slow as well.
Very long ago taken,at geylang. No,i nv edit it,it jus became like this.Hearts d effects.hah
Cute mah?

Golden mile

tml have more to come... one last

random pics taken this cny,gt many more i ltr upload.now gg of to slp

nites everyone

2010-02-08T14:00:00.002+08:00

为什么人生这么的悲哀？
why is life so sad???

sigh~~~

I'm sad :(

2010-02-04T01:19:00.003+08:00

i cannot be so lazy liao...this month must hit GP also,if not i wil no $$ liao...sigh..pay for this and that,pay until no $$ :(
sadded,why so many troubles & problems always?
why cant humans be problems free? so eevryday can b happy no worries*my wishful thinking*
CNY is comin and i have yet bought many stuff,hair also haven do...kinda lost my mood due to some issues.
Listening to oldies again,next tues will be joining ex-showroom peeps to celebrate eris bdae..heh

醉了吧反正清醒更断肠
无理去原谅你被叛
算了吧反正有你更孤独
你不会知道遗忘有多难
给你的心不要你还痛不要你偿
陪你走过一段七情六欲全都品尝
爱你的苦不要你扛泪不要你挡
七情六欲打翻
笑著哭哭著笑去想你的模样
走了吗走到那都一样
你不肯搬出我心上
断了吗断了见面想不断
为何我总是为难我的慌

2010-02-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

dun realy know wad to blog..LOLS

bought new bag today? hopefully its nice? CNY coming liao and i haven gotten those goodies stuff ready.n i have no time!!! :(
after work shall go to town one of these days? but the earliest i tink is thurs baaa..AARGH~~`

ROARS...

2010-01-22T00:10:00.005+08:00

i wanna play farmville.smelly pig dump me at home and go geylang ...ARGH~~ roar

I wanna go geylang also,miss eating de dimsum and steamboat

offday spend a big whole day at home lazing ard and mornin answered alot of calls.Last nite after meetin was to neverland with my gd frens.took oni 1 pic but also nt inside my phone also.
Drank martell all de way till like 3plus go home.take cab til almost wan puke,hahaa...car rides after drinks always makes me sick :(
tml mornin stil have HP BSN sales dunno wad....mus wake early early.slp depreived.how come i haven hit target?? i mus hit so i can off 2days

Random pics took at D&D
with jon boss =P
OFF-ed to slp...

2010-01-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

my room is super duper messy...but i too lazy to clean,messy till any right minded person might jus faint upon enterin my room...

i wanna play faceboook but dunno y de hell its so slow in de uploadin...
sians.. jus now meet apple after work,pass her her mouse and den we walk bugis ,oni buy one skirt n a very exp de earing @_@. ate at bugis foodcourt and den wanted to buy fake lashes but everything i see today dunno why also nv buy.
End up bought a super mario mushroom ,i tink i jus wan to waste $$$.dots

shall make another trip out shopping soon again!! hehs

2010-01-14T19:56:00.001+08:00

Bored...i wanna go watch movie,i wanna go chill out again,had a nice one with pork at beavers the other day. hehs,i love their pints (:

I wanna go chill out again,mayb this time at east coast?
hehs(: OFF-ed tml.yippes =P

2010-01-13T01:20:00.001+08:00

so sians...sick,throat not feeling well,fever on and off.No GP,no sales,liddat how to hit again?
sigh~ CNY will be coming soon,mus get some stuff liao.I wan buy new bag,shld i get the agnes b bag,chanel purfume???OMGX,spendin alot money recently..
hmmmms

2010-01-10T00:40:00.002+08:00

i starting to think,changes in time may not beas bad as i thought so.Being asked by am i not hapy abt the transfer not.of cos i will be unhappy ma,but at the same time i am happy too.contradicting hur.
yep i am unhappy due to certain reasons,but i requested it still,cos i wan to learn and grow up.I wanna to show that i had indeed learned,and not to let pple around me down.I know the onli way i can do it is thru this hard way.
Sure i will be unhappy,磨练我一下，所谓吃的苦中苦，方为人上人。I totally understand this theory.
yes, frm whr i am now,i wan to have 一番作为.

FN show is nt good as i expected.tml wil be last day,wil try my better best best.
Luck luck to me :P

2010-01-05T02:36:00.000+08:00

new blog is up.....

bored.. I hate my new new showroom posted to...like i said before.

2010-01-04T03:55:00.002+08:00

kind of finnished my paper work.tml gotta bring laptop to work again liao baa..
kinda did a new blog layout,shld be uploaded soon too (:

gotta slp now,pork is starting new job today liao,and i am moving on to a new showroom,hope from now on i wil be able to use all i have learned and achieve greater heights
Nitex <3

2009-12-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

FUCKIN SHIT !!!

2009-12-28T01:18:00.002+08:00

Finally as i would say.

Decisions are not made by me.You are unhappy that i 'broke apart' your family,my deepest apologies.(Even I dun think i have the need to apologies in the first place)If really so bad and its stresses and make everyone else unhappy,ok,tell to the higher up management.Telling it to me,i cant do anything.I am only part of the decison that they make upon.
If you were to ask me i wanna go up? I would firmly tel you NO! I dun wan go up,i not stress like you all meh? I very anticipated ah? EFF U la~
I also nv get what i wanted,pple who know me well enough,will know what is it...

2009-12-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

after work today take bus to taka,wanna go mango sales,end up see nth to buy,so walk over to somerset 313. Pocket now have big big hole.bought like 1 dress, 1 top and 1 skirt frm forever 21. planning keep till new year then wear?? den go uniqlo and bought one shawl and a belt dunno for wad also. @_@

spend alot $$ today.today jonathan say my sales v bad,imagine up till date my GP oni $1k. *faints* also dunno what happen to me also.u tink is i want de meh? i also wan every month GP alot.sians,tink liao even more sians... new yr comin,planning redo my blog and reformat my super laggy laptop..haha,but i dunno how to do :P
alot backk up and shit to do,and now best part even my thumbdrive also spoil...
:'(

2009-12-25T03:41:00.003+08:00

Siao lo.... my rdshow paper work is nv done yet.sigh~ keep on drag and so many bad tings. *sadded* I lost my E71 pouch,and have to buy new one.bought one frm nubox today,hopefully soon can change to Iphone? jus still considering,i must think carefully if i really know how to use or not.give me one ipod touch already blur like fuck liao.@_@

Anyway xmas eve nv had anything happening this year.as times goes,and how we grow up,festive seasons will never be like as of the past,changes all around.
tml after work i shall go orchard and shop,i wanna see and take photos of xmas lightings.
After xmas,will soon be a new year,brand new start for me as i change in job location and many more tings.hopefully things will get better and i can achieve what i have been hoping all all along.wish me luck (:

off-ed to slp ,gotta wake up for work in afew hrs time.nites

2009-12-23T01:47:00.001+08:00

gonna change my blogskin soon for new year. but i guessed stil more or less de same??
tml mornin cant be late,hav to open shop and settle everything for show.already took a far too long a period time to wrap up my work.

ystd wad newstead D&D.dint win anything tis year round.hurs :(

2009-12-20T00:26:00.001+08:00

today sales abit better oni..stil no queue and crowd at booth...sigh`
stoopig facebook is so slow... i tink i shld slp early today.tml wake early n do invoice?

I miss hugs :(

2009-12-19T01:58:00.003+08:00

sian lo...C3 rdshow makes me sad.Sales is really kns,i think all those hardwork i did b4 like kinda go down de drain. Last time show i sure can do smth de,but now dunno what happened also. No crowd,no sales no nth..Everything at show makes me so sad now :(
but no matter wad,mus go slp now and hopefully i wake up early and go down change my 风水of my booth.must realli Huat ah~~ sell alot alot alot to earn alot alot $$$.

gtg slp liao,tml wakies early.Nites

2009-12-15T01:59:00.001+08:00

Dunno what to do nw.I cant call him also....sigh~~~
C3 rdshow is comin.jus finished wash all my clothes and dead tired but i dunno if i shld slp or not.*wad a weird qns* KNS laaa

2009-12-12T01:40:00.004+08:00

Off day,went Funan to look for many many pple.walked up and down like dunno how many times.1st level to 6th level,back down 3rd level,go B1.go up 3rd level again.

went to plaza sing star factory.caught a melody and pig with $10.first time neh~hehes
received my very first xmas present liao,我很喜欢thx thx so much.*muacks*

went to cathay to eat nihon mura.the jumbo roll abit not as i expected,de menu like kinda changed too. dun have de mixed cold dish already,the jumbo also nt the same as before.i tink i still wanna eat sakae sushi or sushi tei... haha~

random pic
who cuter? melody,me or piggy?

lazy to insert in more pics liao..

suddenly have the urge to get myself inked. dunno why also...
random me,the idea always driffs in and out of my mind

2009-12-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

Xmas is coming...C3 rdshow as well,and ironically directly after C3 rdshow is our company's annual D&D.
So i guess it wil be a busy period of time for me until next yr.Major reshufflement will be carried out.Dunno where wil i end up,thou i more or less know abit of the outcome(contradicting uh).
Festive season and of cos i hope my sales will be up up up also,so i can hit and get more comm luhs.

speaking of xmas,wad i wish for this year...Hmmmm,i think jus afew oni baa...
1.New purfume,preferably Lancome Miracle?
2.Sony PSP in Pink/Red
3.Gucci WalletAlso dunno why i suddenly wan a Gucci wallet also.seems like tat day go Gucci store see their sales kena sot tio @_@
4.Seiko Criteria me watch
5.Royce Liquere Dark Chocolates :P

hehe,nt alot la... dunno wil receive anything this yr? and hopefully i dun receive any comb n mirror set or aromatherapy candles sets,or towels frm D&D gift exchange,those are the last things i wish to recieve.Better nt even give me those.
Last years mirror & comb set is stil intact in box *Oops*

Gota off to slp,next wk will be a busy week for me,schedule CCAs are MCM gathering cum Birthday BBQ,steamboat (if possible),movie and shopping.

Nites (:

2009-12-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

为什么你到现在才要跟我说?
为什么眼泪会一直不停的在流，泪水和鼻涕让我在也吻不到幸福的味道？
你说我离你太远，但是你却看不到，原来我从来也没有离开过你半步。

2009-11-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

Long time no blog.at expo doing SITEX.boring and firstt time i not doing HP printers.Sold some seagate clearance hdd instead,dun really know how to sell. And i think i have totally no GP,SERIOUS.no nid i pay or bear any $$ i very happy liao.... haha
Hope that tml will fast fast can go home,no nid ton at sim lim again.

I'm hungry now,and hugs deprived :(

2009-11-17T23:35:00.004+08:00

LOLS... Long time no blog.
Today acp piggy to ICA building to make his passport.Hopefully our plan will go successfully.
then went to eat sakae sushi red plate,one for one.LOLS.end up eat alot...went to fareast wanted to buy my shoes,flats for rdshow.The sales girls at the shop was fucking attitude.damn,end up nv buy anything.
Went to another shop and bought fake lashes,nv try before that style.

Walked over to Tangs n bought a pair of everlast shoes.Piggy sae i wear liao machiam like i wanna go back to school lidat.*How i wish*
After that was to Taka saw toy fair.Dunno go there for wad,walked fucking hell lots today.Endee towining with Food Republic 大食代. I had a super Ultimate seafood pasta that i myself also shock tio.
Apple Cai:u must go eat this....

Look at the amount of clams they put in.Scary....
Past photos taken over the wkend at boatquay for Hello Kitty Rowena's Bdae party...

Wanted to upload more,but stupid blogger is so slow.Full set photos can be found on facebook thou. :p

Ok,off to watch show before slp.

2009-11-07T01:39:00.001+08:00

นับจากวันนั้น วันที่เธอทิ้ง
nap jaak wan nan wan tee ter ting
自從那天你離開後
ฉันต้องยอมรับความจริง แม้ว่ามันไม่ง่ายเลย
chan dtong yom rap kwaam jing mae waa man mai ngaai loie
我認清了事實，盡管那不容易
นับจากวันนั้น ฉันก็เจอเค้า
nap jaak wan nan chan gor jer kao
自從那天我見到了他
เค้าที่คอยเช็ดน้ำตา คอยดูแลไม่ห่าง
kao tee koi chet nam dtaa koi doo lae mai haang
他擦乾了我的眼淚且不斷的看著我
. อย่าร้อง เค้าบอกกับฉันว่าอย่าร้อง
yaa rong kao bok gap chan waa yaa rong
別哭，他告訴我別哭
มีเค้าทั้งคนจะคอย อยู่ข้างฉัน
mee kao tang kon ja koi yoo kaang chan
他總是在我身邊
และแล้วและเราทั้งสองก็ได้คบ และไปด้วยดี ทำไม
lae laew lae rao tang song gor daai kop lae bpai duay dee tam-mai
為什麼我們總是一起出去並且有個快樂時光
เธอกลับมา เอาตอนนี้
ter glap maa ao dton nee
你現在要回來嗎?
คนหนึ่งเค้าช่างดีกับฉัน จะทิ้งเค้าลงยังไง
kon neung kao chaang dee gap chan ja ting kao long yang ngai
有一個人對我那麼好我要怎離開他?
คนหนึ่งเคยทิ้งไป แต่รักไม่เคยจางหาย
kon neung koie ting bpai dtae rak mai koie jaang haai
一個人曾經離開我，但我的愛也從沒消失
. ฉันไม่ใช่เจ้าหญิงจากไหน ก็คงต้องเลือกสักทาง
chan mai chai jaao ying jaak nai gor kong dtong leuak sak taang
我不是公主但我必須選擇一條路
. ทางที่รักสามเศร้าต้องจบ
taang tee rak saam sao dtong jop
一條必須結束的三角戀的路.
นับจากวันนี้ ฉันต้องเข้มแข็ง
nap jaak wan nee chan dtong kem kaeng
從那天起我必需更堅強
ระหว่างคนที่รักเรา หรือว่ารักครั้งก่อน
ra-waang kon tee rak rao reu waa rak krang gon
我愛你們兩個人
. อย่าร้อง เค้าบอกกับฉันว่าอย่าร้อง
yaa rong kao bok gap chan waa yaa rong
別哭，他告訴我別哭
มีเค้าทั้งคนจะคอย อยู่ข้างฉัน
mee kao tang kon ja koi yoo kaang chan
他總是在我身邊
และแล้วและเราทั้งสองก็ได้คบ และไปด้วยดี ทำไม
lae laew lae rao tang song gor daai kop lae bpai duay dee tam-mai
為什麼我們總是一起出去並且有個快樂時光
เธอกลับมา เอาตอนนี้
ter glap maa ao dton nee
你現在要回來嗎?
คนหนึ่งเค้าช่างดีกับฉัน จะทิ้งเค้าลงยังไง
kon neung kao chaang dee gap chan ja ting kao long yang ngai
有一個人對我那麼好我要怎離開他?
คนหนึ่งเคยทิ้งไป แต่รักไม่เคยจางหาย
kon neung koie ting bpai dtae rak mai koie jaang haai
一個人曾經離開我，但我的愛也從沒消失
ฉันไม่ใช่เจ้าหญิงจากไหน ก็คงต้องเลือกสักทาง
chan mai chai jaao ying jaak nai gor kong dtong leuak sak taang
我不是公主但我必須選擇一條路
ทางที่รักสามเศร้าต้องจบ
taang tee rak saam sao dtong jop
一條必須結束的三角戀的路.

2009-11-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

ystd went to bugis the arcade played sweets machine...never win anything sia :( *sadded

after work went tabao pasta mania back.chicken bolognese,not as nice as i tot it to be...prawn aglio with a extra tomato cream sauce is still the best.

hmmm...dunno what else to blog liao.Must save save save for my holidays =p

2009-10-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

Wonder what is wrong with facebook...
loading everything is like so fucking slow,bored.spend my off day like aimlessly wandering around and nite to 85 market for claypot dinner.dint take any pictures cos lazy to charge my camera.

Planning to go on a nice vacation.Mayb 2 if can?*i greedy*
nevermind,actually mood not very good nowadays.feeling that everything i do,is not being appreciated for.Like what someone ever told me,if you wan to be outstanding unless u can tahan and wait on a unknowing path.if not,by all means take some serious action.

Feeling damn sians and low recently,sigh~ No activities and so... dead life.
I wanna go out :(

2009-10-29T00:38:00.001+08:00

fucking pissed...i'm hungry,nth to eat le...i wan hot hot food for my bad throat.tml gonna wake early for event.Gosh,i hope i can wake,scare i overslp n no one will wake me up.Must not depend on pple forever...

i wan eat crab pot,i wan eat soup soup,dim sum :(

2009-10-27T00:44:00.003+08:00

yey!! bought my LV Speedy 35 finally after like so long... hmmm,never buy the 30 cos i think really abit small and i dunno can out what inside also since i really like bring alot of things out de

some other random pics that occurred to me when me apple n jeslyn went out drinking at lunar...took a series of random pics.HAH~~

off to sleep...

2009-10-24T01:56:00.001+08:00

I finally sold my first machine n printer in de whole week.yey!!!
thou small machine,eeepc netbook only.but still..........better than nth.i think this month eat grass liao.cannot hit de
jus wan CI baobao

Buddy,u mus fast fast ask me out go drinkin kaes =P

gotta slp..

2009-10-23T01:14:00.002+08:00

off day went out to bugis.ate steamboat dunno why also. not vv happy in de end cos of some issues.
checked the air ticket prices,went up again.sigh... dunno la...althoug its like still some time like 3months away but budget line is liddat de ma.hais,dunno la,i think dun tink so much is still better...take it as it comes lo

work wise,it sux big time.fucking hate to stay in a place of dead well.the most stupid thing i think is the new IC for the new outlet.OMGX,i think if one day i never work newstead liao.i will purposly go down n create some problems for u.HAHA~~~*evil laughs*
sometimes i really think wad am i holding on to so far.up till now can say the results is pretty obviious,holding on jus for de sake of it.
nvm,shall not tink so much.sales is really damn fucking bad,never sell machine like for almost the entire week already.
i fuckin hate it somemore IC not ard in shop,everything like mess.
doing things not really under my jobscope,underpaid,etc...

gg fall sick also le,was flu n fever last few days,now cough also come join in le.wad fuck??

2009-10-14T01:16:00.002+08:00

so bored so sian,watch finish my condor heros.nowadays comin home to watch condor heros,replayed serial drama.

waiting for hair to dry.next month shall go reborn my hair liao.so b newyear wld be able to dye n do new color.yey~~~

today i tink i really sway,whole day i never sell even a single ink cartridge.zero GP of cos and then for both lunch & dinner i dint get to eat something satisfying.total waste my $$$. =_____=

hope tml will be better.althou like this month many pple say dry month,low season and so fucking many pple go ooverseas trip but dunno la.sigh~~~

2009-10-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

fuck....so 烦nag nag nag...

no money use,pay so low, cant do anything or buy anything i wan to get.so sians.
rest of the month alot of pple in company going holiay le,go japan,go phuket... sigh~ when will mine come? i wan go overseas also...

damn sians,sales not good.GP cant hit and today accounts n purchasing say wad my figures and rebates count wrong.WTF la...
hear liao,i mornin sian1/2 liao

2009-09-27T02:15:00.002+08:00

1.super duper full now.
shitted a few times today,n i stil feel like shitting...

2.I seriously wanna go out for a drink,never had a good drink with great pple for a long time liao.I wan my fun fun fun.can i =P

3.i haven had my crabs.I wan eat crabs

4.I wanna get my overdued wish gift(s)!!!

5.I'm gg revamped this blog.new wishlist will be up soon again...

6.I should go sleep now so i wunt be late for work,and i mus work hard for GP!!! I need more sales....

byebye

2009-09-14T06:06:00.003+08:00

so damn fucking tulan... at this pint of time,i'm suppose to be sleeping soundly a home.but here i am,blogging away.yep,all thanks to the lansai COMEX.no GP, no high comm and incentives.all shit oni.wad everyone fast fast clear alot alot of pallets la,ownself is dunno who bring back more pallets than any other else.waste everyone's time,oni know how to talk big and POR ~ fucking tulan shit...
Lansai,pay so low,do so much work.fucking cheebyes everywhr.say wad family feel.more i can say is shithole feel lor...
fucking knnbccb...
Holiday?i also dun get,whatever i also dun have..really fucking hell laosai CCB...

2009-09-04T01:48:00.002+08:00

The Tearful Moon

It is over, my love.
Olden days of us together, never a moment apart,
Of us sitting on sandy beach staring out into the midnight sea,
Singing whimsically verses of romantic love songs.

My heart is saddened because I still reminisce,
Because I still deplore how quickly we drifted.
Life is but a storm of many sorrows,
engulfing rapidly our once passionate love.

So please sweetheart, don’t linger in waited hopes.
Don’t feel remorse, for it will only hurt more.
Our love has faded.
You and I have gone our separate ways.

Now I’m sitting here alone.
The tearful moon and fallen stars have cried a river.
I’m grieving for myself, for you, and for the love we’ve shared
in woeful winter breeze.

There’s no need to cry my love, for I’ve come to realize.
Nobody wants a future that diverges in two.
Love comes and goes very unexpectedly.
Only a few enjoys a lifetime of happiness together.

Perhaps when you find someone new,
You will quickly forget the memories we’ve shared.
And I wish that the person you’ll meet
will be by your side and love you faithfully.

So please sweetheart, don’t linger in waited hopes.
Don’t feel remorse, for it will only hurt more.
Our love has faded.
You and I have gone our separate ways.

In the future if we get to meet again,
I ask that we at least exchange one word.
So we won’t forget the serenity
of a love that has given us our first dreams.

2009-09-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

did some paper work for comex liao.some rules are like so fucked up,but hell cares.anyway,first day of the month.kinda hit my daily target thou marginal only but still better than nth (:

LOLS~ tml will be having weekly meeting.nowadays meetings are so boring.same topic repeat over & over.realli dunno wads the real purpose also.
sigh~~~

off day on thurs.dunno wad to do also...sians...gg to eat smelly toufu ba (:

2009-08-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

雨水我问你
蔡秋凤

又搁是落雨的晚暝雨水泼抹熄满腹酸苦味
想起着彼当时俩人淋雨的滋味如今剩往事在稀微
借着一杯酒想要醉乎死谁知伤心是愈来愈清醒
为感情来赌气可比遇着风台天心痛就像雨水拨抹离
矮雨水我问你我的感情算什么无采爱你已经爱这多年
矮雨水我问你谁人为爱赌生死你敢讲我就陪你去
阮淋着冷冷的雨水无奈你已经无惦阮身边
不知你置叨位甘有将阮放忘记阮只有藉雨水来想你

2009-08-29T01:55:00.001+08:00

我的回忆不是我的

女:伤心的总会任性灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去将最多的细碎锁到属於你的眼睛
男:失恋的不够耐性失恋的不信是注定
於最黑的世界於最光的刹那感到属於你的气息

合:即使很多一起过的想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
男:通通都可再见但承诺可再听
合:什么可不变色 oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
女:回忆不再受制於我我承认
合:回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声今晚站在大地自己倾听
男:难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

男:失恋的都有惰性失恋的都记住约定
女:当理想的世界当理想的刹那因爱无分你的我的

合:即使很多一起过的想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
男:通通都可再见但承诺可再听
合:什么可不变色 oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
女:回忆不再受制於我我承认
合:回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声今晚站在大地自己倾听
男:难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

合:当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
男:回忆不再受制於我我承认
回忆也许你的
合:当晚与你记住流水声今晚站在大地自己倾听
男:难道送别你回头总是虔诚
合:谁能怪我总是太感性

A nice song... nice tune,meaning full lyrics

2009-08-28T00:51:00.004+08:00

i'm back to blog finally.jus update it shortly

roadshow-COMEX comin in less than 1months time.got a teeny winny bit of feel liao.good ting,so means that i will be prepare to chiong more so i can hit the goal i wan.although my booth from 2 become 1 only,still its a new learning experience.teaching me how to just focus on one category of product to chiong more.MORE SALES,MORE VOLUME,MORE CASH FLOW,MORE GP &FINALLY--MORE $$$ INTO MY POCKET

had steamyboat after work.OMGX...its like i'm overeating again.for 2weeks straight in a row i'm gg for eat-all-you can buffets.as you all know,i'm a pig la.shit,i'm growing fat fat fat again!!!
zzzz.tried steamyboat at new place.nt really that nice la.
still lookin forward to bdae.jap food (:

something i spend like $15 to get this.thx darling <3
i love the specs on the stitch.
after gettin the stich i was tinking.actually such arcade toy machines work behind the same theory as jackpot/slot machines.you dun really get to win anything much at the end of the day.jus the thril of it ,the process...hahas.but nevertheless.. i gt my cute stitch.
i still wanna go to the marina sq the arcade to play.lols.waste of money,i know.but jus for the thrill of it.LOLS~
ok,i'm poor liao.next month gg buy bag le.hopefully the very very bdae wish will come true,praying very hard...

oh ya,did i mention i went to a neighbourhood salon to cut my hair and now my hair is runined by the stupid hair dresser.oh no!!!
i went to cut my hair before attending a programme.hoping to looking nicer.however,he made it even uglier than i went before.*faints
now i got no choice but to wait for it to grow longer,go back to clover(where i usually cut my hair at)reborn it lo.what to do.cut my fringe till so thin.so now no matter how i style it looks uber weird.
heng the damage oni $13.90,take it i buy a lesson not to go for cheapo stuff.i'll never trust such salon anymore!!! argh....
shitx!!!

work is stil as shit as before.planning to go on a short holiday.jus relax from work n stuff.ideal location wld be bangkok,lols...when when when???

2009-08-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

sians...my aircon is leaking...
aunty visit,stomach cramp also.sigh

finally after daya,i had hit my 1k of GP.not good enough cos other collegues had all hit double or even more le.nvm,at least last month i managed to hit dispite gg on leave and so on.so this month can i hit?
actually like wad i always tink,i'm jus pure laziness,this few days,every weirdo customer that pple dun wan serve i go do,at least can close.so still overall nt bad

now tinking my birthday stil gt like 1month plus,den i'l be 21 yrs old le.as i promised myself last year,i wanna get someting good for myself.
deciding between a LV monogram canvas design or the damier one... heard that the latter is more expensive by a few hundreds.
i also wanna get the Gucci landyard...
i wanna get the diamond ring,i wanna receive flowers,i wanna get the red ralph lauren polo tee,i wanna get a pair of branded shades,get some nice heels and shoes,burberry blue label,overseas trip
so long a wishlist (:

2009-08-06T12:16:00.000+08:00

zzzz.off day today and i want play facebook.budden dunno why facebook like so damn fucking slow..sigh~
he stil like angry with me lor..small gas

ltr dunno wanna go where also
hmmm,last month GP was marginal hit only.
but still better than nth,all the hardwork had paid off!!!

so now on must start to save and also earn more.i mus earn more save more.i wanna go on a longer holiday trip...

2009-08-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

funan roadshow is shit.not good at all..jus a place for me to relax and do sales at my own pace as well as not to see someone which i dun like totally.
Anyway,boredom...cant hit GP.dead.no money lo,wad to do??? and i tink the plan for the bag like abit hard le lo.dunno shld i still go with it not lo,tink of it liao i'm so damn fucking sian.

after work today went to buy a pizza back.mayb wanna vent my angers and fustrations on the food baa...then as i was eating,saw the show 肥田喜事the show is rather nice luhs.
thinking at the same time,when can i slim down?? no nid be super skinny or super slim la.jus be back to my old size last time can le.i alredy veryvery happy liao...
lalas..

hope my sales tml better.

2009-07-28T23:19:00.006+08:00

1.~~rebond my hair !!!~~ i reborned my hair le...feel like doing hair again
2. get more clothes,accessories,shoes and bags
3. Burberry Bag <--- I wan to go Japan laa~~
4. ~~New branded wallet~~ <---?saw smth i love it instantly,a Brun Buffel bi-fold in white,love the leather texture.hope it can last...
5.LV bag <-- Birtday gift??? i want a new bag (:
6.~~AIX belt~~ Although no Japan but went Macau,gt it at a very very exclusive price due to discounts & currency rates
7.~~Longchamp baggie~~ got it already (:
8. ~~COACH wirstlet~~ <--got myself the purse with keyring le..hehs
9. New cosmetics n purfumes
10. slim down n be prettier
11. ~~new phone G900?~~ i gt the N82 le,one small tweeny tiny step i made by myself!!!got the ice cream pink also.

updates on this list i wanna get for myself i made like last birthday in 2008.kinda crappy one i had.but anyway it was all the past.
birthday coming in 2months time.hopefully i can achieve what i listed down.got some of the smaller items liao.but what i eyeing is still te bag.hehes... i want my LV speedy 30
today was offday,so kinda slack.went to 85 market find ah diong ate oyster omelette.abit cheated cos oyster oni 4pics baaa...damn.
i miss fish & co
i miss sushi tei
i miss HK cafe
i miss changi village western food the lamb chop
i miss eating seoul garden
i miss eating killeny curry chicken
i miss golden cafe again
i miss my martell and macallen

anyway decided liao.i mus save save save!!!
tml another busy day,forsee myself pack pack pack and oing loads of shit.sigh,dunno this month will hit or not laaa..I mus hit laa...wish me luck (:

2009-07-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so darn fucking bored at home.sigh...i'm lazy

super tired dunno why,jus seems that feelig super hot today.dunno wads wrong with me too.plans next week kena disturb by some bitch.*rolls eye* anyway,gonna have funan rdshow next wk at funan.sell printer again lo.No feel again.zzz

anyway,jus hope my GP bao bao den can hit the cashflow target also.i wanna recoup all my loses in those fucking missing cheques..

apple cai working till next month then not working liao.showroom gonna be getting more shitty.
fight hard ah!! must chiong liao...for wad i want ,my goals n dreams (:

2009-07-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

i cannot be late for work.cos i wan alot of bonus and alot of $$$$
Hehs

anyway,i tink i shld set my daily reach work time to be 1030am.if not i'll be forever late.earlier also good,can get some breakfast from market n walk slowly.its gd for my feet n shoes also.so many benefits (:
*motivated to go work earlier,hopefully it works.

saw a audio technica pink earphones $58 bucks dunno shld i gt it or not.tml g back sim lim sq n see...anyway today off day wasnt much of activity.went fox sale n bought more clothes.hmmm,i stil wanna buy clothes from BEBE n yatch 21 de lei.really mus wake up early everyday n take mrt go work,eat meals lesser then 5bucks daily spend less then 15bucks.
only liddat i can save up go holiday,i must save and bring myself to one of the destinations i intend to go.LOLS

My laptop is like getting more n more retard liao.now even worse,out network cable also cant connect to internet.seems like i need to get it reformatted liao.sigh~dunno why i wanna get a Macbook instead,buden like exp lei or jus get a HP laptop?prices wil really good,jus that it crap la...hehes

2009-07-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

i tink i'm jus very very extremely bored.sigh~~~

extremely sians...plans all dun go well

boredness.piggy you sleepin/napping at shop or wad you doing???
sigh~~~

i know i suppose to sleep.but dunno why i jus dun feel like lying down to sleep.drank alot alot alot liao.but stil cant sleep.sigh...
out of a sudden,i gt a type of 冲动hoping that i can get married before 23,hv kids when i 24.hmmm...dunno why i tink liddat also.LOLS~
piggy dar,when you wanna start to 养我？？
hehs

2009-07-20T01:03:00.005+08:00

sore throat & fever headache coming.yet i still cant stop eating all those super heaty food.LOLS

i'm gg crazy le baaa...i wanna be sick,i wanna be really sick,i wan to be sick until i cannot eat anything,unconscious so i wunt tink of all those unhappy tings

I"M UNHAPPY!!!我不开心!!!

我不是要拿你跟别人比较 jus feeling that the past n now its really different.
jus wanna blog out my feelings.ii jus feel kinda lost sometimes what i'm doing everytime.i dun wanna put you into comparison with anyone or anything.cos愛情不能做比较.

mayb thats the way you are.you seems happier or happy when you are with your friends.they seems to have the same topic or common interest with you.i dun have,i dun play the games you play.

you seems so happy with them in their pics.you can laugh so loudly talk so openly with them.
but when you are with me,your silence seems like so much things,yet i cant think of anything.

sometimes,its just very small gestures that pleases me.

nice flowers i see online
even thou i dun really fancy sunflowers,i find it realy nice wor...

blue bouquet,but its really sweet...

an all time classic.red roses.always sexay :)

2009-07-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

i'm unhappy....

nobody listens to me talk,all you all like to listen to is POR.sry,i dunno how to POR.i will jus do my own things.
many many things happen recently,people are all so fake and money minded.i dun deny i'm not one of them.but there's a sayin,do things wan to be bad,also must have a limit de....
for wad i see,is UMLIMITED!! wow,generous siol.

鬼？？？GHOST？？ are all imposonated by real life human beings.
only a real life human being can go do so many tings behind pple's back.using despicable in chinese called 下流的手段to get back at pple or whatever they get from.seriously,mayb this is the first full time job i hold.the person is the most worst character i've ever come across.
one word to discribe. FUCKING SMELLY FAT BITCH*

人在做天在看,whoever issit,you'll get ur retributions,in wichever way.

2009-07-07T01:04:00.007+08:00

Been back from Macau for a couple of days but stil tired and lazy to blog in..well,took some pics...most of them were posted in facebook (:

3Days 2nites Macau was overall fun jus a tad to short nia.

First day was skywalk at Macau Towers.233 m!

walking outside the pavement with no handles or wad so ever,jus harnesses only.FUN FUN!!!After sky walk was back to hotel Venetian Macao Resort.

Its a Integrated Resort (IR),which singapore is gg open soon

The Hotel itself have shopping malls,cinemas,theater,a big casino,bar,lounges,entertainment facilities,suites,gyms,pools,golf course,bla bla bla,to many to name and too big for us to explore.
So far during my stay only went to the casino to play,never lose,nv win,break even oni (: went to the lounge on the casino floor for drinks,liveband similar to the one in arena.

Bought a top and a pair of white shorts from Mango.And i got something from my wish list!!! AIX Belt.Btw,the current exhchange rate for SGD to HKD is pretty high.Macau uses MOP,their own form of currency,but HKD is widely accepted still and they carry a higher value.
AX in Venetian Macao was having a 40% sales and with the exchange rate and they MOP to HKD conversion.i ended up only paying a HKD$350 for the belt.i.e SGD $66.03 !!!
HAPPY!!! ((=

Second day was shopping and foot massage at 珠海 (Zhuhai- some part of china)
Tats whr i bought most of my stuff...bags belts,pouches and polo tees >.< href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wAgHlLFgvpA/SlI9A7n-f2I/AAAAAAAAAz4/vnh2euc96dU/s1600-h/DSC00127.JPG">

HOME SWEET HOME (:

off to sleep.blogger really takes me a long time for my pics to be uploaded..will blog about my rants at work next entry (:

2009-06-30T03:02:00.001+08:00

heheh....
my long awaited trip has finally come... go MACAU!!! haha,although is nt japan,but anyway,better than nth... flight will be at 1130am. grab some slp first.

will update everything once i'm back (:

2009-06-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

fucking hell... brainless useless bums...

ccb

2009-06-15T05:38:00.000+08:00

so sians. i'm dead tired.yet stil stuck at show room.reason being,the stockd from funan haven come back all yet la.FUCK!!! pissed off...wy issit so fucking slow,stl say wad this time all go home at 1am.CCB

my laptop has died on me.the LCD now.sigh~ out of warranty liao,dunno repair need how much.also :(
oh yeah,another thing i got it off my list. the camera!!! i got th eosny T90 liao,in pink somemore.quite a good buy at the IT show,disounted price and with freebies .hehes

speaking of the show,the sales is like really fukcing bad.never being so bad before.
tml i wonder can work at 2am?? hmmmm...
sigh~,i jus wan a good slp npw.why i cant go back home???

2009-06-12T01:41:00.001+08:00

whoe body fucking pain :(

whole day never eat :(
damn tired i tinki stil have unfinnished things to do.sigh
i'm tired wan slp...

2009-06-08T23:26:00.002+08:00

I've ordered E71 in white liao lo!!! now think of iti'l be my last week using the N82liao.moving on to E-series le.

show in 2more days,lotsa worries,so many tings like not in my favour at all!!!

my ulcers are stil not healing also :(
Had a very not ncie hor fun after work,i swear its the last time i'll be buying frm them.the last time they cooked a a very funny looking seafood fried rice and this time a very not nice and expensive hor fun.imagine $5 for two prawns and 2 pieace sotong.no more other ingrdeients.even more exp then the one i eat at bugis.

anyway,hope my ulcers and things wil work out tml.
nites
slps (:

2009-06-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

i guess,i had too much of unhealty eating.eating too much rubbish :(
too much of fried food,too much spicy stuffs,too much drinks and too little sleep.now resulting in me having 4 ulcers all over my mouth. *PAINS*
could hardly eat my dinner,had some porridge at bedok hawker.

hopefully my ulcers heal before rdshow.if not i'l be having a hard time opening my mouth or even smile.i must talk alot and smile alot.LOLS

off to slp,gues tonite mus slp early.put some medication on my ulcers,if not tml mus really put salt on it liao.*ouches*

2009-06-07T01:36:00.001+08:00

so sian,show coming liao,and i really have tonnes of unfinished work and stuff.
OMGX!!!
very very bad,looks like i've gotta buck up liao.LOLS

off to slp.tatas

2009-06-04T00:29:00.005+08:00

Full autonomy means letting me decide and make decisions.now then i know of so many things. you may appear to be nice,helping and a good leader.but underneath,you are afraid of grooming over-talents.i.e,letting them be even stronger or better then u.
you somehow give people the impression that they are the one with the power,but in actual fact,the final decision stil underlyes in you.
so FULL AUTONOMY??? its jus a joke word.wad a big joke.So all along i'm like a puppet?and you are the mastermind behind all scenes?I let you know everything,but some things or certain issues do you let me know? or even discuss them with me???
hehs,i dontknow.

mayb frm now on we 自立门户？I'm going all out to step on you.yeah,frm now on,step by step,i will pull them all over.
Wsh myself best & Success (:

just random words.

well,today woke up late as i dunno why my LG ice cream phone failed to wake me up.nvm,cabbed down,wasted like my $10.thus as a result,i tink i should not go ladies nite this week.have meeting,headed home,bought chips and beer along the way home.i think i'm getting mad lo.rather spend $$ on drinks then to eat smth.hmmm~ i also dunno wads wrong with me.LOLS
anyway,i'm saving up ok. cannot always 赚多少就花多少，每个月都做‘月光族’月光族的意思就是指每个月都把赚到的钱都花光光。 this is not goof.so now on must cheong liao.earn more eat less and save more,this month saving for the off day i gg take.Friday,piggy say we gg suntec.cos i need take back my N82 and also nite or evening go for some sort of b'dae.erms,yeah* starts pondering again dunno wad this time.

Speaking of birthdays,sentosa trip (:
finally went for the swim at sentosa
lazy to blog words down

took a train frm vivo,the IR worksite

actually the beach was prety empty,cos went there on a weekday,but somehow the tranquility was disturd by this bunch of primary school kids on excursion. =__________=
this was really how empty te beach was before those little devils came. *oOps*

the skytrain or monorail,wadever you call it.and the staff ther actually have to wave at evey train that comes into or leaves the station.no wonder none of the staff there have fabby arms.their job is waving at trains.@_@

after beach-ing wad home sweet home

had a dinner of steamboat,but dint really eat much.then proceed on for drinks at merdandy

chocolate cake

wondering wad type of birthday would i be having this yr.21st birthday for me.hehs,actually jus hope all my wishes can come true lors,but like quite 贪心orh,cos i have so many wishes.Hehes... wan get myself a new bag,den mayb go on a holiday,mayb buy a camera,gucci landyard or mayb just smth i fancy? enjoy abit.LOLS...
last but not least,i must have good meal on my birthday!! wads a birthday without good food.*hurhur*

off to slp.tml another long busy tiring dae awaits me.
wishes for better sales and high GP for me

2009-06-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

my N82 has officailly died on me and sent for repair at nokia care liao...sigh,my baobei phone.now thinking of gettig E7,movin on to E series liao?
still thinking,anyway,after work today rushed cabbed down to suntec and the fucking cab surchage is even more then de actual cab fare,can you belive it? its fucking 9bucks lo.imagin jus sim lim to suntec,freaking near actually.Nvm,heng the phone can repair even thou i no warranty card.
hopefully,they fast fast replace the faulty parts for me,i need the phone during the upcoming show lo!!!

after sending in the phone,went to walk round carfour,and found out that now,they really have limited items lo.it used to sell so many things,especilly the cooked food section.they used to have ribs,wholesome BBQ honey chicken,pizze sushi and many more meats etc.But now,i oni see a miserable chicken which i tink any right minded pple wunt buy after lookin at the condition.no ribs,no pork,sushi oni limited selection only.
to conclude,jus one word : PATHETIC *sighs*
after that walked city link back to mrt and bought a jumper from m)mphosis. (yes,again)piggy say i anyhow spend again :(
sigh,mus mus really control my spendings liao,if not i really forever no money de...mus save for my future and things i wanna get,before my birthday,will it come true???

2009-05-27T01:57:00.002+08:00

dont really know what to blog exactly thou. lols
today dunno why out of sudden i gt back the eat-non-stop illness and keep wanting lotsa of spicy spicy food.craving for mala hotpot and the aijisen volcano ramen with super lots of chilli oil.it kills my stomach,i'l cfm get lao sai after eat it.but somehow i seems to love the feeling.lao sai or heavy over shitting i shld say.

as usual,work still almost same.many many things,shld out them as unpleasant incidents have occured,mixed feelings everywhr.hmmmm,trying hard to just do my best to overcome all obstacles.endurance is gold (:

anyway,jus now had some mee soto at bedok inter,not really wad i wanted but anyway jus hack and forget it la...then go sheng siong buy a basket of lychee for daddy.i tink he craves for it but always she bu de buy.jus smth frm me to him,hope he likes it (:
think next month shld bring mummy daddy to eat buffet,but dunno whr shld i go lei? i wan nice nice but nt too exp also.sigh~ so hard to decide.

2009-05-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

Nobody listens to me talk,nobody bothers abt how i feel,nobody bothers to find out what is wrong with me. call me a attention seeker if you wan.i'm always trying to self consolation 要忍人所不能忍must do this so i can train myself to be stronger.

uu asked me call uu,but when i call you? you MIA le....

2009-05-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

damn bored la..sales not good today at all. sigh~~~
ystd's off day is as gd as non existant lors.tireds,i wan more more more slee,serious.
Currently having seriously financial problems too.think really have to spend my money carefully le,budden i really see alot clothes on sale and really worth getting de
why why why??? why i always have not enough money,why cant i get jus smth i wan.i need a proper chair,i need proper heels,i wan to everydae wear and 打扮美美go work also like very difficult liddat.sigh~~
I wan a PSP or ds lite to play with.i wan a digicam for me to capture down de images i see and keep them as a form of memories.i wan someone to support me in everything..
i wan be happy happy..